1 Half Of The Battle
Razakel Lyrics

Look Away From Me You Don't Want To See
The person addressed in the song is not ready to witness the dark and twisted reality of the singer

And So You Try To Forget Your Own Insanity
The person being addressed is trying to forget their own craziness so they can carry on living a normal life

But Now I Watch You Bleed, And Now I Watch You Die
The person being addressed is suffering and the singer is watching them go through it

But For The Pain That You Feel, Not A Tear I Will Cry
The singer has no compassion for the person being addressed, even if they are in so much pain that they are crying

When I Was Sixteen, I Remember That Time
The singer reminisces about their past at the age of sixteen

When We Fell So Deep In Love And Dedicated Our Lives
The singer and their lover had a deep and dedicated relationship

To Each Other Cause We Both Really Had Nobody Else
They turned to each other because they had no one else to rely on

We Had Some Crazy Fucked Up Lives, But Some How We Always Dealt
Despite both having troubled backgrounds, they were able to cope and support each other

We Take X-ACTO Blades And Slice Our Tongues Into Threes
The two lovers engage in self-harm by cutting their tongues with X-ACTO blades

Sixty-Nine Each Other Under Trees In The Local Cemetery
The lovers would have sexual intercourse while lying down under trees in a nearby cemetery

But Mommy, She Fuckin' Hated Him So Much
The singer's mother strongly disliked their lover

So He'd Sneak In Through My Window Every Night So We Could Fuck
Due to the mother's disapproval, the lover would sneak into the singer's bedroom at night

And Take Two Tabs of Acid In The Name Of Charles Manson
The two lovers would take drugs, specifically acid, and invoke the name of Charles Manson

Gave A Toast To GG Allin, Slammed Some Beam And Then Started Dancin
They would pay tribute to musician GG Allin, drink alcohol, and dance together while under the influence of drugs

Underneath A Black Light With The Love Of My Life
The two lovers spent time together under the glow of a black light

And I Kept Telling Myself That Bxtch Is Gonna Die Tonight
The singer had thoughts of harming their mother due to her disapproval of their lover

You Don't See Me; You Don't Need Me; You Don't Hear Me
The person being addressed ignores the singer completely

So How Can You Preach To me
The person being addressed has no right to give advice or speak negatively towards the singer

I've Had Enough Now Baby (I've Had Enough Now Baby)
The singer has reached the end of their patience with the situation

She's Coming In-Between Us Baby (She's Coming In-Between Us Baby)
A third party is causing problems in the relationship

But Just Maybe If We Fill Up A Syringe With Some Bleach
The singer has thoughts of harming the third party with bleach

I'll Sneak Into Her Room, Inject It Into Her Arm As She Sleeps
The singer plans to sneak into the third party's room and inject them with the bleach while they are asleep

Cause She's Misconceived; She Just Don't Want To Believe
The third party does not understand the bond between the two lovers and refuses to accept it

She Thinks I'm Stuck In A Fantasy; But This Is My Whole Reality
The third party believes the situation is imaginary while the singer sees it as their reality

So I Creep Through The Hallway And The Walls Begin To Cave In
The singer moves stealthily through the hallway and feels the pressure of the situation closing in on them

I Approach The Doorway And I Hear Her Softly Breathe In
The singer approaches the third party's doorway and hears them breathing softly

And Then She Exhales; Dreaming Sweet Fairy Tales
The third party exhales, likely in a peaceful state as they dream sweet tales

Push The Needle Through Her Vain; No Pain to Gain
The singer injects the third party with the bleach-filled syringe, causing no physical pain for them

You Can't Blame Or Tame A Dame This Insane
The singer believes that the third party is too crazy to be controlled or reasoned with

Covered Her Face; Screamed My Name
The singer covers the third party's face and shouts their name (likely in rage)

The Sky Turned Grey And It Begins To Rain
The weather changes as the murder takes place, indicating a shift in the environment

No Time To Delay So I Grabbed The Blade
The singer feels that they must act quickly and takes up the blade

Then Stabbed Her Stomach In The Devils Name
The singer stabs the third party in the stomach, shouting the devil's name as they do so

I Look Behind Me And There He Is With A Grin
The singer turns to look behind them and sees the devil with a sinister smile

I Undressed Him Then I Let Him Enter The Center Of My Dimension
The singer undresses themselves and allows the devil to enter their realm

Perfection Next To Mommy On The Bloody Bloody Bed
The singer sees the devil as perfect and regards their work next to their mother's bloody corpse on the bed

Now She's Dead, Covered In Red, No More Worries
The mother is now deceased and covered in blood, meaning that the singer no longer has to worry about her disapproval

Now Our Love Will Never Never End
The singer now sees their love with their original lover as eternal

You Always Stare But You Never Really Got To See
The person being addressed never truly understood the depth of the singer's emotions

All The Hate I Learned It's Cause You Taught It To Me
The person being addressed is a likely source of the singer's negative attitudes and thoughts

No More Suffering One Half Of The Battle Half Way Set Free
The singer feels relieved now that they no longer have to suffer from the person addressed in the song