I Had a Heart
Real Friends Lyrics


I walk on this frozen lake,
Hoping to hit a spot that's weaker than I was,
A year a half ago.
I remember how Christmas used to be,
Before she spat me out.
And left me to roam this empty place.

If I ran to the city sub lights, I'd still feel dull and worn out.
It's time to start over and move on.
My grandma keeps going on about the New Year
She says "you can't miss what you forget."

I'll spend the night slamming doors,
Smoking outside my grandparents house.
I thought Christmas was the time for us to feel loved.

I feel like no one understands me anymore.
Nothing is how it was last year.
But it's cold and lonely, just like before.

It's time to start over and move on.
My grandma keeps going on about the New Year.
She says "you can't miss what you forget."

I'll sit and wonder who she loves instead of me.
If she told me who it was,
I'm afraid it would rip my heart out
For my family to see.
At least they'd know I had a heart.

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caitxxx

I walk on this frozen lake,
Hoping to hit a spot that's weaker than I was,
A year a half ago.
I remember how Christmas used to be,
Before she spat me out.
And left me to roam this empty place.
If I ran to the city sub lights, I'd still feel dull and worn out.
It's time to start over and move on.
My grandma keeps going on about the New Year
She says "you can't miss what you forget."
I'll spend the night slamming doors,
Smoking outside my grandparents house.
I thought Christmas was the time for us to feel loved.
I feel like no one understands me anymore.
Nothing is how it was last year.
But it's cold and lonely, just like before.
It's time to start over and move on.
My grandma keeps going on about the New Year.
She says "you can't miss what you forget."
I'll sit and wonder who she loves instead of me.
If she told me who it was,
I'm afraid it would rip my heart out
For my family to see.
At least they'd know I had a heart.



k4kuj4_.-

I walk on this frozen lake, 
Hoping to hit a spot that's weaker than I was,
A year a half ago. 
I remember how Christmas used to be,
Before she spat me out.
And left me to roam this empty place.

If I ran to the city sub lights, I'd still feel dull and worn out.
It's time to start over and move on.
My grandma keeps going on about the New Year
She says "you can't miss what you forget."

I'll spend the night slamming doors,
Smoking outside my grandparents house.
I thought Christmas was the time for us to feel loved.

I feel like no one understands me anymore.
Nothing is how it was last year.
But it's cold and lonely, just like before.

It's time to start over and move on.
My grandma keeps going on about the New Year.
She says "you can't miss what you forget."

I'll sit and wonder who she loves instead of me.
If she told me who it was,
I'm afraid it would rip my heart out
For my family to see.
At least they'd know I had a heart.



All comments from YouTube:

caitxxx

I walk on this frozen lake,
Hoping to hit a spot that's weaker than I was,
A year a half ago.
I remember how Christmas used to be,
Before she spat me out.
And left me to roam this empty place.
If I ran to the city sub lights, I'd still feel dull and worn out.
It's time to start over and move on.
My grandma keeps going on about the New Year
She says "you can't miss what you forget."
I'll spend the night slamming doors,
Smoking outside my grandparents house.
I thought Christmas was the time for us to feel loved.
I feel like no one understands me anymore.
Nothing is how it was last year.
But it's cold and lonely, just like before.
It's time to start over and move on.
My grandma keeps going on about the New Year.
She says "you can't miss what you forget."
I'll sit and wonder who she loves instead of me.
If she told me who it was,
I'm afraid it would rip my heart out
For my family to see.
At least they'd know I had a heart.

Archie Labordo

This has to be the saddest Christmas song ever. Great job Real Friends.

Rapid Fireman

I requested this song on the radio since they were accepting request and they played it and it made my night <3

SleepingWithPanic!AtTheDisco

This song puts me in a very emotional mood especially since he's talking about his grandma's house and my grandmother just passed away these past few months. Real Friends have such real emotion. I think this song is every emo kids dream come true for a Christmas song.

Ali

the level of pop punk in this is high

Thomas Revill

Any other Real Friends songs similar to this? The vocals and guitar are really appealing to me

Daniel Mcnamara

Hebron?

Holly F

leave it to real friends to make a christmas song to depress me during the most joyful time of year.

Phoxxy!

+Holly Fabricius It shared my feelings when I was suicidal at this time and I absolutely love it <3

Pizza guy

@Holly Fabricius actually suicide rates are the highest around christmas time. the more you know!

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