Beloved
Reflex Lyrics

As it's voice to be cold, to become silent...
She's closing off her emotions and withdrawing from us

She up to brass as self not to lose face!
She's putting on a brave face to maintain her dignity

She’s stop conversations with us finish day able on lower again.
She's avoiding conversations and retreating to a dark place inside

Deep pain tons true have body,
Her physical pain is evidence of the depth of her emotional trauma

It’s started look and not understand it what happened?
She's confused and can't comprehend how things went wrong

Why can’t it stand, don’t want amount?
She's struggling to cope and doesn't want to continue feeling this way

She’s don’t to be used to be pain, she was used be happens
She's no longer used to feeling pain and wishes things could be the way they used to be

An at go zone…
She's in a state of emotional shutdown and detachment

One you… And next you…
People come and go, leaving only memories behind

And all will fade away.
Even those memories will eventually disappear

But memories are just the pain,
Memories are a source of pain and sorrow for her

Its all - unreal!
Everything feels surreal and disconnected from reality

Beloved not beloved… Wanted and given up…
She had something she loved and wanted, but had to let it go

Rose colored black's got hold on my heart!
Her romantic and idealistic view of love has been tainted by a painful experience

How did you lose love? What do you dream of?
She's wondering how she lost something so precious and what she can do to regain it

Can we still make stop that feel apart!
She wonders if there's anything she can do to repair the damage and stop herself from falling apart

What dead is life?
She's struggling to find meaning in a life that feels empty and devoid of emotion

Fading emotions sterning to sad memories.
Her emotions are fading away, leaving behind only painful memories

Memories of what’s?
She's questioning the value of the memories she's holding onto

Of moments with to be haven’t month.
Memories of moments that never lasted long enough or were never fully realized

There is note used dinained
She feels like her efforts to make things work were in vain

She’s never been understood…
She feels like no one truly understands her or what she's going through

She’s always looking for some for cheer good newer be happered… Newer
She's constantly searching for happiness and positivity, but it always seems out of reach

Rose colored magic, loosen in tragic
She used to believe in the magic of love, but now that belief is associated with tragedy

Just moments of true love keep her alive!
She's holding onto the hope that her experience of love was real and that it can sustain her

Fading emotions hanging on lost chance
Her emotions are slipping away and she's mourning the lost opportunity to hold onto them

In pound to be every lasting lie… every lasting lie
She's struggling with the realization that what she believed to be true love may have only been an illusion