After self-releasing her first three records and gaining popularity in New York City's independent music scenes, particularly the anti-folk scene centered on New York City's East Village, Spektor signed with Sire Records in 2004 and began achieving greater mainstream recognition. After giving her third album a major label re-release, Sire released Spektor's fourth album, Begin to Hope, which achieved a Gold certification by the RIAA. Her following two albums, Far and What We Saw from the Cheap Seats, each debuted at number 3 on the Billboard 200. 2016's Remember Us to Life peaked at 23 on the Billboard 200.
Mayor Bill de Blasio proclaimed June 11, 2019, Regina Spektor Day in New York City. Spektor was also inducted into the Bronx Walk of Fame on May 18, 2019, by Borough President Rubén Díaz Jr.
School Is Out
Regina Spektor Lyrics
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And I walk the empty hallways
I walk alone
Alone as always
There's so many lucky pennies
Lying on the floor
But where the hell are all the lucky people
I can't see them any more
In the bathroom
The people float by
While the toilets are flushing
And there's all this shit written on the bathroom wall
With a leaky pen
And Lisa loves Jason
Oh, Jason loves Ben
And a letter from Michigan
Is sittin' on my desk
And I remember one thought
But I forget all the rest
And the ice cream is melted
And dripping down my neck
And my bottles standing on the edge of the table
And I think it's in the mood to break me
Just break me,
Just, just break me
And I messed myself up again
Nobody really cares
I wish I could just have some time
To play with my old teddy bear
And maybe I could go
To teddy bear heaven
Just like her
'Cause well, she went when she was eleven
But I stayed late
'Cause I can't understand physics
I don't want to go home
And cook myself dinner
Or look in the mirror
That big, fat mirror
That swallows me up in a corridor
Oh, just swallows me whole
And cha-ching goes the robber
And cha-ching goes the gun
And cha-ching goes the bittersweet
Judgmental nun
Cha-ching goes the gun
And cha-ching goes the purse
And cha-ching goes the over-fucked
Registered nurse, me
Just nurse me
Just, just nurse me
School is out
And I walk the empty hallways
I walk alone
Alone as always
There's so many lucky pennies
Lying on the floor
But where the hell are all the lucky people
Where the hell are all the lucky people
I can't see them
Any more
In Regina Spektor's School is Out, she paints a vivid picture of an empty school when all the students have left. Regina is alone, as she's always been, and walks down the hallway full of lucky pennies but without a lucky person in sight. She describes the smell of the bathroom, the people floating by, the toilets flushing, and the nasty stuff written on the walls. Regina quickly changes the subject and talks about a letter from Michigan on her desk, which reminds her of one thought, but she forgets the rest.
Regina then describes how she's messed herself up again and how nobody really cares. She wishes to have some time to play with her old teddy bear and go to teddy bear heaven like her friend did when she was 11. She admits to staying late at school because she can't understand physics, and she doesn't want to go home to cook dinner and look in the mirror. Finally, she introduces the sound of the cha-ching, which is the sound of the robber's gun and the bittersweet judgmental nun, nurse, and purse.
The song seems to reflect the loneliness and frustration of being young and feeling like an outcast. Regina paints an honest and vulnerable picture of a kid in school, highlighting the negatives that come with growing up.
Line by Line Meaning
School is out
The academic year has ended
And I walk the empty hallways
The singer wanders alone in a vacant building
I walk alone
The singer is always by herself
Alone as always
She has no companions or friends
There's so many lucky pennies
The artist observes numerous coins on the ground
Lying on the floor
The coins are scattered among debris
But where the hell are all the lucky people
The singer notices the lack of good fortune in her own life compared to others
I can't see them any more
The artist has lost a sense of hope and optimism
And there's such a nasty smell
There is a foul odor in the bathroom
In the bathroom
This area is a source of discomfort
The people float by
Other individuals pass by without much engagement
While the toilets are flushing
The bathroom continues to operate despite poor conditions
And there's all this shit written on the bathroom wall
There is graffiti and vulgar messages in a small area
With a leaky pen
The source of the scrawlings is unreliable
And Lisa loves Jason
One of the scribbles is a confession and admission of love
Oh, Jason loves Ben
A different note describes another romantic connection
And a letter from Michigan
A piece of mail originating from this state is left unopened
Is sittin' on my desk
It occupies a stationary place in her living quarters
And I remember one thought
The singer processes one idea with clarity
But I forget all the rest
Other memories and recollections are slipping away
And the ice cream is melted
A dessert has lost its structure
And dripping down my neck
The artist's clothing is stained with the melted substance
And my bottles standing on the edge of the table
Two containers are perilously positioned near a precipice
And I think it's in the mood to break me
The artist aligns these events with a broader sense of instability
Just break me,
She desires a release from pressure and stress
Just, just break me
Her plea for help is repeated for emphasis
And I messed myself up again
The singer recognizes her own failures and shortcomings
Nobody really cares
Others are not sympathetic to her distress or hardships
I wish I could just have some time
The artist yearns for a brief sense of escape
To play with my old teddy bear
The singer wishes for a return to childhood or a more innocent time
And maybe I could go
She imagines herself transitioning to a different reality
To teddy bear heaven
This represents a fantasy dreamland of comfort and security
Just like her
She references another individual who has already passed away
'Cause well, she went when she was eleven
The individual previously mentioned died at a very young age
But I stayed late
The singer is procrastinating returning to her own life
'Cause I can't understand physics
She is having difficulties with her academic workload
I don't want to go home
The singer is resisting her responsibilities and obligations
And cook myself dinner
One of her basic requirements for survival feels like a burden
Or look in the mirror
She is reluctant to confront or acknowledge herself
That big, fat mirror
She perceives the literal object as a source of shame and self-loathing
That swallows me up in a corridor
The power of this object extends beyond the physical realm and affects her mental state
Oh, just swallows me whole
The mirror consumes and overwhelms her consciousness completely
And cha-ching goes the robber
A criminal action is occurring
And cha-ching goes the gun
Violent threats and danger permeate her surroundings
And cha-ching goes the bittersweet
Her experiences are tinged with bitterness and regret
Judgmental nun
A religious figure known for criticism and condemnation is present
Cha-ching goes the gun
The threat of violence is repeated for emphasis
And cha-ching goes the purse
The artist is presented with examples of greed and theft
And cha-ching goes the over-fucked
Sexual expectations and pressure are imposed upon her
Registered nurse, me
The singer acknowledges her occupation and the feelings of exhaustion associated with it
Just nurse me
She desires care and comfort for herself
Just, just nurse me
Her plea for help is repeated for emphasis
Where the hell are all the lucky people
The artist returns to the theme of comparing her life to that of others
Where the hell are all the lucky people
She repeats her frustration and disappointment for emphasis
I can't see them
The singer's sense of isolation and disconnection persists
Any more
The hope and optimism for meaningful connections with others has been lost
Contributed by London Y. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
First Name Last Name
This song hurts. Like the emotional thing where you don't even know what to do but can't breath and want to yell. Somehow it reminds me of everything that tore my heart out and left it. The broken parts that are the reason I still have trouble relating to people and still hate myself. But I keep coming back to listen to it.
David Lee
although the lyrics are depressing, the feeling I get from listening to this song gives me a feeling of calmness, solidity and humbleness.
Jorech
¡Qué hermosa canción! Cada que escucho una canción de Regina que no conocía, me encanta más.
Shardith
I felt the same way at your age, but when I got to high school, things really improved. Not all at once, but slowly over the four years. Kindness and helpfulness are wonderful qualities. You'll have more opportunities to find like minds in high school than in the terrible hell hole of middle school :)
FreakyFennec
"Lisa loves Jason. Oh, Jason Loves Ben" oh classic heartbreak from a gay relationship .3.
Agnes Låby Selberg
This song gives me a feeling of peace and contentment, knowing other people are having the human experience and struggling just like i am. I feel less alone
marilyn
cant believe regina spektor invented the gays with this song
merna
honestly this is the best sentence I read today. Yes, she sure did invent us, and we're so glad.
glowcloudwheatproducts
I dont know what you're talking about, Robert, she sure as hell invented this gay
Robert Comeaux
They gays have always been here hunnie~