Sperm
Relative Ash Lyrics
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more than you can handle
mix me with placenta strong against my grandma
wasted masturbation bedrooms decorated
with my sperms depression great imagination
I'm sane my imagination mix me with her
is this all your weak ass has for me
stop your crying, stop your whining
stop your crying, stop your whining
you little
my disease apologies I need more
than just drink some warm milk honey
slit my wrists
close to hating razors
shell out pain to strangers
a place to lay my head
kitchen floor he said
I'm sane my imagination mix me with her
is this all your weak ass has for me
stop your crying, stop your whining
you little bitch
stop your crying, stop your whining
you little
two times I hurt myself
you don抰 know what pain is till you sit on your pretty little cloud
your porcelain god
I look through the mirror, my wrists bleed
stop your crying
stop your whining
stop your crying
just stop you little
The lyrics of Relative Ash's song "Sperm" are very dark and intense. The song presents a very disturbed character who is self-harming, experiencing depression, and using masturbation as a coping mechanism. The character is also struggling with their own identity and their relationship with their family. The lines "mix me with placenta strong against my grandma" suggest a twisted and violent sense of identity, combining their own genetic material with their family's.
The character's self-harm is described in the lines "my disease apologies I need more than just drink some warm milk honey slit my wrists close to hating razors." This indicates a deep sense of psychological pain and a belief that physical pain might help alleviate it, along with a sense of rejection in seeking help from others.
At the same time, there is a sense of defiance in the character, as can be seen in the line "stop your crying, stop your whining you little bitch." The song suggests that the character is aware of their pain and is grappling with it in their own way, but feels that others cannot understand them and are being judgmental.
Overall, the song presents a very complex and difficult character who is struggling with mental illness, self-harm, and a difficult family history.
Line by Line Meaning
take me for example
I am unique and complex
more than you can handle
I am too much for some people to handle
mix me with placenta strong against my grandma
I am a mix of genetics, and my ancestors had strong qualities
wasted masturbation bedrooms decorated
I have engaged in self-destructive behaviors in private spaces
with my sperms depression great imagination
I have struggled with depression, but also possess great creativity
I'm sane my imagination mix me with her
Despite my struggles, I am still a rational person with a vivid imagination
is this all your weak ass has for me
I am insulted by your lack of understanding and empathy
stop your crying, stop your whining
I am frustrated by your emotional reactions
you little bitch
I am using derogatory language to show my anger and disrespect
my disease apologies I need more
I am grappling with a serious illness and need more than just apologies
than just drink some warm milk honey
I need real solutions to my problems, not just comforting gestures
slit my wrists close to hating razors shell out pain to strangers
I have self-harmed and struggled with suicidal thoughts, and may have hurt others as well
a place to lay my head kitchen floor he said
I have been homeless or in unstable living situations
two times I hurt myself you don抰 know what pain is till you sit on your pretty little cloud your porcelain god
I have hurt myself on multiple occasions, and you cannot truly understand my pain unless you have experienced it yourself
I look through the mirror, my wrists bleed stop your crying stop your whining stop your crying just stop you little
I am currently experiencing intense emotional pain and frustration, and am lashing out at you for not understanding me
Contributed by Eli P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@eddietion4613
Still runs in 2022! Greetings from Germany!
@mkultra8488
Hurd of them at a deftones white pomy album release at a tower records store in Sacramento California... and they blew my mind... duna hill is nothing to relative ash ... dude plz get back together and make music like it use to be
@dalekay9ine
“What’s in the box?!!!!!”
@gabrielaino320
maybe nothing
@KigoolsWatii
Sperm
@roychriscuisine
wondering in here like how old is the girl on the cover these days?🤔
@GOOCHIElicker
Probably like 30 this album came out in 2000
@carlossalazar4508
No lightsaber in the box?...........
@yerkotaha3170
=D
@pedrorocha8120
I have a sog.