Stuck In My Id
Reptar Lyrics

So I've now discovered something lying dormant in my brain
I have unearthed a hidden feeling or thought that was once dormant within me.

I will never let it go, yeah I will never be the same
The discovery has greatly impacted me, and I vow to never let it go, forever altering my thoughts.

I'm in the middle of a bottomless id
I am in a state of being consumed by my own psyche, with no end in sight.

Gonna make it with another and another and again
Trying to cope with this feeling or thought, I am seeking solace in fleeting moments with others repetitively.

There's no hope, no future, no more of these ties to you
The revelation has cut all ties to the past, rendering any hope or future obsolete with the person I am referring to.

And when I wake up in the morning
Upon waking up each morning.

My breakfast laid out on my bed
In my bed lies a served breakfast.

Some kind of memory without you, girl
I am haunted by memories from the past that exclude you, the person I am indirectly asserting this to.

She lives and spins inside my head
These memories permeate and teem within my head.

Yeah, I been missing lying with you
I yearn to lie down with you again with passion and intimacy.

There's nothing keeping me alone
I feel no compulsion to remain single or not pursue an intimate relationship.

I spend a long time with my body, girl
I spend a considerable amount of time with my physique, although indirectly addressing the person I miss.

I look for meaning on my own
I am trying to find purpose and significance in my existence alone.

I never meant to hurt you, yeah
I never had the intention of causing you pain.

No, I never meant to blame
I accept no responsibility for fault or blame in the situation that has transpired.

Did you have a reason, darling
I wonder if you had a motive or rationale for your actions toward me.

Or was it just the shame?
Could your actions have been spurred by shame or guilt?

I know you been so mad at me
I am aware that you are angry with me currently or have been in the past.

But I swear I'm gonna fix it, gonna make it be the same
I guarantee that I will solve the issue or problem and make things the way they used to be with us.

'Cause there's one hope, one thing I know is true
Despite the seemingly insurmountable obstacles, I cling onto one hope or belief that is unchanging within me.

I would drop all of my lovers just to kick it off with you, yeah
I prefer and would give up any and all other partners to have a romantic relationship with you.

And when I wake up in the morning
Once again, upon waking up in the morning.

My breakfast laid out on my bed
The breakfast waiting for me in my bed.

Some kind of memory without you, love
Once again, I am beset by memories from the past that exclude the person I long for.

She lives and spins inside my head
These memories are pervasive and persistent within my psyche.

Yeah, I been missing hanging with you
I have missed spending time hanging out and being in your presence.

There's nothing keeping me alone
I am free to pursue a romantic relationship with the person I am referring to.

I spend a long time with my body, girl
I continue to value and spend a significant amount of time on my physical form.

I look for meaning on my own
I search for significance and purpose, largely independent of others.