Smiling
Richard Shindell Lyrics


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I had a place in the desert
Just a roof and four walls
Where I could wait for the rapture
Where I could ride out the fall

I was keeping a virgil
I was deep in a trance
I was holding a candle
To the palm of my hand

Then I saw you smiling then I saw you smiling
Then I saw you smiling
Like a fool I protested
I need time to prepare

You see I never expected
Something so simple and clear
So I tried to persude you
That I was not what you thought

That I would only disappoint you
That I can't be what I'm not

You stood there smiling
You stood there smiling
You stood there smiling

I looked around for a reference
But there was none I could see
Is there a thread to the sequence
That brought this vision to me

There are larks in the morning
Tracing lines to the lake
Three dimensions of mercy
Three dimensions of grace

You just stand there smiling




You just stand there smiling
You just stand there smiling

Overall Meaning

The song "Smiling" by Richard Shindell is a beautifully written song that explores the feeling of apprehension and uncertainty when faced with something new and unexpected. The singer is in the desert waiting for the end of the world, and he finds comfort in his solitude and his preparations for the apocalypse. However, everything changes when he sees someone smiling at him. The smile is so simple and clear that he becomes convinced that it is a reference to something greater, something he cannot understand. At first, he tries to resist the change, claiming that he is not ready, that he cannot be what he is not. But ultimately, he accepts the smile and realizes that it represents the three dimensions of mercy and grace that he sees in the world.


The first verse of the song sets the scene and establishes the mood. The singer is alone in the desert, and he describes his place as "just a roof and four walls," which suggests that it is a basic and functional shelter. He is waiting for the rapture, which is a religious term that refers to the end of the world when Jesus is supposed to come and take the saved to heaven. The singer is deep in a trance, keeping a vigil and holding a candle to the palm of his hand. This imagery suggests that he is in a meditative state, focusing his mind and body on spiritual matters.


The second and third verses describe how the singer reacts to the smile he sees. He initially protests, saying that he needs time to prepare and that he cannot be what he is not. He tries to persuade the person that he is not what they think he is, which suggests that he is struggling with his own identity and beliefs. However, despite his initial resistance, he ultimately accepts the smile and realizes that it represents something greater than himself.


Overall, the song "Smiling" is a powerful and poetic exploration of existential themes such as identity, faith, and the human experience. It is a reminder that even in the midst of uncertainty and turmoil, there is still beauty and meaning to be found in the world.


Line by Line Meaning

I had a place in the desert
I had a place with just four walls and a roof in the middle of nowhere.


Where I could wait for the rapture
Where I could wait for the end of the world.


Where I could ride out the fall
Where I could hide out from the chaos that might ensue.


I was keeping a virgil
I was keeping a vigil, watching and waiting.


I was deep in a trance
I was lost in thought or meditation.


I was holding a candle
I was holding a light, either as a symbol or for practical purposes.


To the palm of my hand
To my open hand, as if to protect the flame.


Then I saw you smiling then I saw you smiling
Then I saw you smile, and it happened multiple times.


Then I saw you smiling
Then I saw you smile, and it affected me deeply.


Like a fool I protested
Like a foolish person, I resisted what was happening.


I need time to prepare
I need more time to get ready or to understand this experience.


You see I never expected
I was surprised because I didn't anticipate this happening.


Something so simple and clear
Something so obvious and easy to understand.


So I tried to persuade you
So I attempted to convince you of my position.


That I was not what you thought
That I was different from what you assumed or imagined.


That I would only disappoint you
That I would let you down or fail to meet your expectations.


That I can't be what I'm not
That it's impossible for me to be someone else or to change who I am.


You stood there smiling
You stayed there, smiling at me.


You stood there smiling
You stayed there, smiling at me.


You stood there smiling
You stayed there, smiling at me.


I looked around for a reference
I searched for something to explain what was happening.


But there was none I could see
But I couldn't find anything that helped me understand.


Is there a thread to the sequence
Is there a connection between these events or circumstances?


That brought this vision to me
That caused me to see things in a new or different way.


There are larks in the morning
There are songbirds in the morning.


Tracing lines to the lake
Flying or moving in a path towards the water.


Three dimensions of mercy
Three aspects or qualities of kindness or compassion.


Three dimensions of grace
Three aspects or qualities of beauty or elegance.


You just stand there smiling
You simply stand there, smiling at me.


You just stand there smiling
You simply stand there, smiling at me.


You just stand there smiling
You simply stand there, smiling at me.




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Written by: CAMPBELL SHINDELL

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