Julia
Rick Wakeman Lyrics


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Run - heart in my mouth
Run so hard that it beats
And repeats in my head like a gun
East - west, north and south
No direction to go
But I know that the ending's begun

I know I made a mistake coming here again
But I had to remind myself of where and
When

We threw off our chains
Hid ourselves in ourselves from the world
And its organised hell
Now - nothing remains
Barely a trace of the place where I knew
Him well

Down
Down he said get on the floor
And stay well away from the door
Or someone will see us for sure
And I
Loved him like no-one before
Princess madonna and whore
Kept comig back for more

Run - goodness know where
I'm a poor refugee
And I might as well be on the moon

Still why should I care?
I had it all in one grand afternoon

Down
Down he said get on the floor
And stay well away from the door
Or someone will see us for sure
And I
Loved him like no-one before
Princess madonna and whore
Kept comig back for more

I
Feeling the death and decay
Didn't expect him to stay
Stay with me Julia stay
But I
Only remember that day




As ruler of all I survey
And nothing can take that away

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Rick Wakeman's song Julia describe a person's attempt at running away and escaping from their past. The opening lines portray the desperation and urgency in the act of running away, as the heart beats fast and loud like a gun. The singer finds themselves lost with no direction to go, but still perseveres because they feel like its necessary to end something.


The song seems to hint at a tumultuous and possibly forbidden relationship with a person named Julia. As the singer revisits the place where they once knew Julia, they realize that nothing remains except for a few traces of where that relationship existed. The song then goes on to describe the passionate relationship that existed between the two, where even the singer's life was at risk.


The song ends on a bittersweet note where the singer remembers the one day they felt like they had everything, but acknowledges that it's just a memory now. Overall, the lyrics of the song seem to deal with themes of guilt, heartbreak, and trying to move on from the past.


Line by Line Meaning

Run - heart in my mouth
Starting to run with my heart beating fast out of fear


Run so hard that it beats
Running so fast that my heart rate becomes more and more rapid


And repeats in my head like a gun
The sound of my beating heart pounds heavily in my mind like a gun as I run


East - west, north and south
No clear direction or path to follow in my life struggles


No direction to go
Not having a sense of where to head or what to do next in life


But I know that the ending's begun
Being aware that my problems are escalating and leading to a tragic end


I know I made a mistake coming here again
I'm aware that returning here is a wrong decision


But I had to remind myself of where and When
I came here to relive old memories and reflect on the past


We threw off our chains
We overcame our burdens and society's expectations


Hid ourselves in ourselves from the world
We isolated ourselves from the rest of the world to find our own peace


And its organised hell
Society's imposed order felt like a chaotic and unbearable Hell to us


Now - nothing remains
Everything we built together is now gone and destroyed


Barely a trace of the place where I knew him well
There's almost no trace left here of the place where I knew the person I loved so much


Down
Our love was a secret hidden deep within us


Down he said get on the floor
Our love had to be kept hidden, so he told me to get down on the floor and stay out of sight


And stay well away from the door
I had to keep far away from the door to avoid anyone discovering us


Or someone will see us for sure
If we're noticed by anyone, our secret love will be revealed


And I
Despite the risks, I still loved him very much


Loved him like no-one before
I've never loved any person as deeply and intensely as I loved him


Princess madonna and whore
In my eyes, the person I loved was both pure and virtuous as well as passionate and erotic


Kept comig back for more
Despite knowing how dangerous our love was, I kept coming back to him for more


Run - goodness know where
Fleeing in hope of finding safety and direction, but not knowing for sure where I'm going


I'm a poor refugee
I'm someone who's lost everything and is searching for a new place to belong to


And I might as well be on the moon
I feel so distant and far removed from the rest of the world that might as well be living on the Moon


Still why should I care?
Despite everything, I'm still holding onto the memories of the time we shared


I had it all in one grand afternoon
All my perfect moments and dreams for the future seemed to come true in one magical afternoon spent with him


Feeling the death and decay
I'm feeling a sense of destruction and decay in my life, that something beautiful has ended


Didn't expect him to stay
Even though I loved him deeply, I knew that our time together was limited and wouldn't last forever


Stay with me Julia stay
I'm pleading with my lover to stay with me even though I know that they can't


Only remember that day
I can only remember the one day when everything seemed perfect, and everything else seems to have turned to dust


As ruler of all I survey
During the time when I was with him, I felt like I was the ruler of my own destiny, and everything was under my control


And nothing can take that away
No matter what happens now, I'll always have those memories to cling onto and cherish




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