Altar Boy
Rickie Lee Jones Lyrics


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A monk with a hard on in a lavender robe
That scratches his thighs for the height that he strode
As he follows a path filled with harried desire
And mimics his footsteps and sets his prayers on fire
Glad to have chosen that which left no choice
To sing without loving in a solitary voice
To observe with passion each careful denial
The protrusions which give my life meaning for a while

Sometimes I see you eating berries and weeds
You're brushing your teeth with licorice seeds
Standing too close, holding your clothes
Smiling at God, the meaning of life grows
No, no I'll never tell and I'll never know
What candles you light after the show




And I'll never tell and I'll never ask
The meaning of life after mass

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Rickie Lee Jones's song "Altar Boy" capture the conflicting emotions of a person who has chosen a life of celibacy and devotion to religion. The opening line "A monk with a hard on in a lavender robe" immediately sets the tone of the song; the singer recognizes the human desires that run counter to the religious vows that priests and monks are expected to abide by. The monk's actions - scratching his thighs as he walks - betray his inner turmoil and the efforts he must make to suppress his desires. The path the monk follows is "filled with harried desire," and although he is devoted to his religion, he also "sets his prayers on fire."


The singer of the song has also made a choice to live a life without love and physical connection. She observes her own "careful denial" with "passion," recognizing that the ways in which she denies her own desires give her life meaning. The second verse takes a more surreal turn, as the singer imagines someone she knows eating "berries and weeds" and brushing their teeth with "licorice seeds." The imagery is both intimate and strange, as the person stands "too close," yet smiles "at God." The meaning of life, the singer suggests, grows in these moments of closeness and spiritual devotion. However, she also acknowledges that there are mysteries she can never know or understand, such as the candles the person lights after a religious ceremony.


Overall, "Altar Boy" is a complex and insightful exploration of the relationship between desire, devotion, and faith. The lyrics capture the ways in which people try to reconcile these conflicting emotions and impulses, finding meaning in the tension between them.


Line by Line Meaning

A monk with a hard on in a lavender robe
A religious man with sexual desire dressed in a lavender cloak


That scratches his thighs for the height that he strode
While walking he scratches his thighs due to his sexual desire


As he follows a path filled with harried desire
He walks on a path where he is impatiently driven by his strong desires


And mimics his footsteps and sets his prayers on fire
He follows the actions of others without thinking and has an intense passion for his prayers


Glad to have chosen that which left no choice
He is content with the decision he made even though he did not have many options


To sing without loving in a solitary voice
He sings without any love, in a lonely manner


To observe with passion each careful denial
He watches with eagerness as people reject things with careful consideration


The protrusions which give my life meaning for a while
The ups and downs of life provide him meaning for a short time


Sometimes I see you eating berries and weeds
Occasionally I observe you eating fruits and vegetables


You're brushing your teeth with licorice seeds
You brush your teeth with small seeds flavored with licorice


Standing too close, holding your clothes
You stand too close to others while holding your garments


Smiling at God, the meaning of life grows
You express happiness to God, and this enriches your understanding of life


No, no I'll never tell and I'll never know
I will never share or learn the secrets of your life


What candles you light after the show
I am unaware of the candles you light after the performance


And I'll never tell and I'll never ask
I will never reveal or inquire about these mysteries


The meaning of life after mass
I am unaware of the significance of life after a mass gathering




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: RICKIE LEE JONES

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One of my fav. songs..!

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Very pretty song.