Beautiful When You're Sad
Ricky Hil Lyrics

Are you always this beautiful when your sad, you say
You question if the person remains stunning even when distressed.

What we got now, is nothing like we had,
The person reflects on how their current state of affairs is divergent from what they had previously.

Ive been having withdraws, and they've been getting bad,
The individual has been experiencing withdrawal symptoms, and they are intensifying.

Y'all been gone and I miss y'all, it's making me sad
The person laments the absence of someone or people and how it affects them emotionally.

Pop it light it sip it pass it never tell her that you have it,
The person indulges in drugs but never discloses to their romantic interest that they use them.

Kiss her fuck her miss her but you never tell her that you love her,
The person engages in sexual encounters but avoids confessing their love for their partner.

Where have you been, I've been over here, waiting on my own,
The individual is questioning where someone has been while they feel as though they waited for them all alone.

They don't know what's lonely mamma, but I know they know the tone,
The person acknowledges that others may not comprehend the feeling of loneliness, but they recognize its signs.

Im looking at the walls, hoping that they'll fall, or just close in,
The person feels trapped and desires the walls to collapse or come together.

Im talking to myself, im talking to the dolls, I don't know them,
The person is talking to themselves and inanimate objects, reflecting their loneliness and desperation for interaction.

They could have their way with me, anytime they want,
The person feels powerless and vulnerable to others.

But they never want to lay with me, at the times that im alone
The person feels unwanted, and others only show interest in them when they are not by themselves.

The fate of the mind that im in can't be safe,
The person acknowledges their unhealthy mindset and how it may lead to dangerous outcomes.

If you'll let me know what you know I won't be this way,
The person expresses that if they knew what someone else knew, they may not be in their current situation.

You never told me that you love me as many times I told you,
The person laments that their partner has not reciprocated their love as often as they have expressed it.

And I've been alone I see your voice and I don't know you,
The person feels isolated and is experiencing mixed emotions, including confusion about the voice of someone they miss.

So where have you been, all this drug abuse making me thin,
The person inquires where their acquaintance has been, and mentions how their drug habit is affecting them negatively.

And that ain't me, and that ain't who I saw myself to be
The person does not recognize themselves and acknowledges that their behaviour is straying from their identity.

And im running low, I bought it in the row,
The person is almost out of drugs and implies they have purchase them from a dangerous, risky source.

The person that sold it to me said it make me cold,
The seller of the drugs warned the person that the substance would have adverse effects on their mind and emotions.

I want you to know, if it was just different, Then I would of tried to lifted your vision but ahh
The person expresses they would have tried to help someone if things were different or better but is currently unable to do so.

Are you always this beautiful when your sad, you say
The person once again asks if the individual is consistently stunning even when unhappy.

What we got now, is nothing like we had,
The person reflects once again how their current situation is completely different from the past.

Ive been having withdraws, and they've been getting bad,
The person reiterates that they are experiencing strong, worsening effects of withdrawal.

Y'all been gone and I miss y'all, it's making me sad
The person continues to mourn the absence of others and how it affects their emotions.