M.O.M.
Ricky Hil Lyrics


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Mom, I'm a rolling stone, I know I ain't been home
I'm better on my own, I'm grown, and I
I got some stupid addictions, but the young people listen, listen to me, yeah
Mom, the first time I tried, I felt so free, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Mom, the first time I tried, I felt so free, yeah yeah yeah

Do you have anything to help me sleep, mom?
I've been going all week mom, and I wanna come down
Do you have anyone I could see mom?
I feel sick mom, and I won't come down
We got, we got what we wanted, now it's killing us
We got, we got what we wanted, now it's killing us
You wouldn't wanna see me like I am now
Because I'm getting higher, it's taking its toll on me now

Mom, I'm a rolling stone, I know I ain't been home
I'm better on my own, I'm grown, and I
I got some stupid addictions, but the young people listen, listen to me, yeah
Mom, the first time I tried, I felt so free, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Mom, the first time I tried, I felt so free, yeah yeah yeah

And I say mom, don't wait for me
Bless and heal then pray for me
Know I be with Ricky Hil faithfully
Try and turn an instrumental to an 8th a key
In Hollywood, with molly on deck
Bitches everywhere so it's bitches on my neck
She say I'm the shit, now I think I'm obsessed
But I'mma fuck her and I'mma leave her upset
But mamma raised an angel, streets raised a devil
Came with a bible, left with a Chevy (I'm a rebel)
I was killing them niggas, you really drilling them niggas, I wasn't feeling them niggas
Ask Ricky Hil how he feel, he told me he wasn't feeling them niggas
So we ride real slow, in the Lincoln, (chief low?),
All black, whatchu know, CT DC we go
Searching for drugs, searching for bitches and bitches searching for love
We just searching for highs, we just searching for God

Mom, I'm a rolling stone, I know I ain't been home
I'm better on my own, I'm grown, and I
I got some stupid addictions, but the young people listen, listen to me, yeah
Mom, the first time I tried, I felt so free, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Mom, the first time I tried, I felt so free

I'm a, I'm a rolling stone




I'm better on my own
Listen to me

Overall Meaning

In Ricky Hil's song "M.O.M.", he addresses his mother, acknowledging that he has been away from home as a "rolling stone" and admits that he prefers to be on his own. However, he also reveals that he has developed some self-destructive addictions and is struggling to keep his head above water. He asks his mother for help, asking if she has anything to help him sleep, anyone he could see, or if she could bless, heal, and pray for him. Ricky also admits that he feels free when under the influence of drugs, but recognizes the toll that addiction is taking on him. Throughout the song, he reflects on his life choices and acknowledges the conflicts between the angel that his mother raised and the devil that the streets have molded him into.


At first glance, "M.O.M." appears to be a song about drugs and addiction. However, there is a deeper meaning behind the lyrics. The song highlights the struggles that come with the pursuit of fame and fortune, and the need to maintain a certain persona when in the public eye. Ricky acknowledges the pressure that young people in the music industry face to conform to societal expectations, be cool, and have a certain image. The song explores the disconnect between Ricky's true self and the persona he needs to portray in order to succeed in the music industry. It also highlights the importance of family and the difficult balance between pursuing one's dreams and maintaining personal relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

Mom, I'm a rolling stone, I know I ain't been home
I'm constantly moving and exploring. I haven't been to regular places like home.


I'm better on my own, I'm grown, and I
I don't want to be dependent on anyone else for support. I'm strong enough to handle my own issues.


I got some stupid addictions, but the young people listen, listen to me, yeah
I know I have some bad habits, but the younger generation still looks up to me as a role model and listens to what I have to say.


Mom, the first time I tried, I felt so free, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
The first time I experimented with something, I felt liberated and exhilarated by the newfound freedom I experienced.


Do you have anything to help me sleep, mom?
Mom, I'm having trouble sleeping due to my erratic lifestyle, and I need help getting some rest.


I've been going all week mom, and I wanna come down
I've been busy and active all week performing and doing things, and now I need to slow down and relax.


Do you have anyone I could see mom?
Mom, I need someone to talk to or to spend time with right now to help me feel better.


We got, we got what we wanted, now it's killing us
We achieved everything we desired, and now it's harming us physically and mentally.


You wouldn't wanna see me like I am now
I don't want anyone to see me in my current state or condition, as it's not good.


Because I'm getting higher, it's taking its toll on me now
I'm indulging in substances or habits that make me feel euphoric, but it's starting to have a negative impact on my health and well-being.


And I say mom, don't wait for me
Mom, please don't keep waiting for me or holding yourself back from your own life due to me.


Bless and heal then pray for me
Please pray for my health and happiness, and may God bless and heal me.


Know I be with Ricky Hil faithfully
I promise to be loyal to my friend Ricky Hil and hold on to our friendship.


Try and turn an instrumental to an 8th a key
I am trying to turn music into my business and make a lot of money from it.


In Hollywood, with molly on deck
I'm living it up in Hollywood and have access to the drug molly.


Bitches everywhere so it's bitches on my neck
There are many women around me, and they're all trying to get my attention.


She say I'm the shit, now I think I'm obsessed
A woman told me I'm great, and now I can't stop thinking about myself and how amazing I am.


But I'mma fuck her and I'mma leave her upset
I plan to have sex with her, and afterwards, I'll leave her feeling disappointed or hurt.


But mamma raised an angel, streets raised a devil
My mom raised me to be a good person, but my surroundings and environment influenced me to become more reckless and wild.


Came with a bible, left with a Chevy (I'm a rebel)
I arrived with a religious mindset, but now I embody a rebellious personality and drive a Chevy.


I was killing them n****s, you really drilling them n****s, I wasn't feeling them n****s
I was superior and succeeding over my competition, but my friend Ricky didn't like them or care about them.


So we ride real slow, in the Lincoln, (chief low?),
We are cruising slowly around town in a Lincoln car, perhaps getting high on marijuana.


All black, whatchu know, CT DC we go
We're wearing all black clothing and traveling to different cities, including Connecticut and Washington DC.


Searching for drugs, searching for bitches and bitches searching for love
We're constantly looking for drugs and women, and the women are also searching for romantic relationships.


We just searching for highs, we just searching for God
Our ultimate desires are to feel euphoric and content, whether we achieve that through drugs or a spiritual connection with God.


I'm a, I'm a rolling stone
I'm a person who keeps moving to new places and experiences.


I'm better on my own
I prefer to be independent and handle things on my own.


Listen to me
Pay attention to what I say or do, as I might have something valuable to share or teach.




Writer(s): Jonathan Keller, Richard Parry, Martel Reeves, Richard Hilfiger

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