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Tryin'
Ricky Hil Lyrics
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I was trying to get you out of my head
Don't be a burden on me
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
And I′m sorry that I don't feel regret
I always leave you upset
I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fucking head
Fall back in hell
I land in a heavenly place
Wipe off the blood on my face
The funny thing is I don′t even
Feel anymore
If I′m numb then I ain't gotta worry ′bout how to kill anymore
I'm from where the skies are gray
A bitch did me in a grimy way
She let her teeth just grind away
I gave her least 3 pills a day (3 times a day)
She told me nothing matters (Nothing matters)
I′m noticing the pattern (Noticing the pattern)
I just wanna let my heart burn
We get to go when it's our turn
So I′m sorry for the things I never said
I was trying to get you out of my head
Don't be a burden on me
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
And I'm sorry that I don′t feel regret
I always leave you upset
I wasn′t tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fucking head
That's where you exist (That′s where you exist)
You exist in my head (That's where you exist)
And I don′t listen, instead
I wake up alone
Drown in my bed, I drown
Life is unfair to you
And life is unfair to me
But I don't need therapy (Therapy)
′Cause they don't know how to take care of me (How to take care of me)
Baby, I'm coming down, hold me down
My girl kicked me out, she don′t want me ′round
Just because I'm down right now (Coming down)
Think I′m a fucking joke, I'm a clown (I′m a joke)
I fell over, but I'll tell you what I found
A new way of looking at life when I′m down
See, I could fucking die right now (Die right now)
But what if I just try right now (Just try right now)
So I'm sorry for the things I never said (Sorry for the things I never said)
I was trying to get you out my head (I was trying to get you out my head)
Don't be a burden on me
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
And I′m sorry that I don′t feel regret
I always leave you upset (Leave you upset)
I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fucking head
The lyrics of Ricky Hil's song "Tryin'" reflect the artist's emotional turmoil and inner conflict. The song appears to be addressed to a former lover or someone who he had a close relationship with. The track has an emotional tone and feels like a powerful confession about the singer's feelings.
The opening lines, "So I'm sorry for the things I never said, I was trying to get you out of my head," illustrate the singer's regret for not expressing how they feel. They appear to be bitter towards the other person, wanting to distance themselves from the connection. The lyrics are loaded with raw sentiments of frustration and confusion.
The lines "If I'm numb, then I ain't gotta worry ′bout how to kill anymore" and "Life is unfair to you, and life is unfair to me" capture the singer's despair and agony. They feel like giving up and letting go of all their problems. The theme of mental health and addiction is central to the song.
In conclusion, "Tryin'" is an emotionally charged song that lays bare the singer's innermost feelings. It is a brutally honest and vulnerable track that explores themes of love, loss, addiction, and mental health.
Line by Line Meaning
So I'm sorry for the things I never said
I regret not expressing how I truly feel to you
I was trying to get you out my head
I was trying to forget about you and move on
Don't be a burden on me
Don't weigh me down with your problems
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
I prefer being alone over being with someone who doesn't understand me
And I'm sorry that I don't feel regret
I'm sorry that I'm not sorry for what I did
I always leave you upset
I consistently disappoint you and make you sad
I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fucking head
I wasn't trying to have sex with you, I was trying to forget about you
That's where you exist (That′s where you exist)
You only exist in my mind and thoughts
You exist in my head (That's where you exist)
You only exist in my thoughts and memories
And I don't listen, instead
I ignore my feelings and try to suppress them
I wake up alone, drown in my bed, I drown
I wake up alone and feel overwhelmed and suffocated by my thoughts and emotions
Life is unfair to you, and life is unfair to me
Life is difficult and unfair for both of us
But I don't need therapy (Therapy)
I refuse to seek professional help for my issues
′Cause they don't know how to take care of me (How to take care of me)
I don't trust therapists or counselors to help me with my problems
Baby, I'm coming down, hold me down
I'm struggling and need someone to support me
My girl kicked me out, she don't want me 'round
My girlfriend left me and doesn't want to be with me anymore
Just because I'm down right now (Coming down)
She left me because I'm going through a tough time
Think I'm a fucking joke, I'm a clown (I′m a joke)
People think I'm ridiculous or foolish
I fell over, but I'll tell you what I found
I made a mistake, but I learned something from it
A new way of looking at life when I'm down
I have a different perspective on life when I'm feeling low
See, I could fucking die right now (Die right now)
I feel like my life is meaningless and could end at any moment
But what if I just try right now (Just try right now)
But what if I attempt to turn my life around and make positive changes
Writer(s): Benjamin Workman, Ricky Hil
Contributed by James I. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@terafsiezoyinqac7603
In a way it's almost like he has returned but never left.
@TheRealSmileyE
Lonely limo
@MillouwzBaby
True
@Crunchykyle
He vanished for what…. 7 years?
@GrgeA
Protect Ricky at all costs
@lewisalfonso6098
Fr idc
@TheKusshy
Since 2011 my dude .. much love
@shyannedelacruz2642
SAME 🙏❤️
@dopamineman1384
People are sleeping on him smh
@isaacmartinez2346
Same