SUICIDE
Rihanna feat. Leona Lewis Lyrics

Everywhere is still
Nothing is happening around me

Everything is restless in my heart
I'm feeling anxious and unsettled inside

I hate the way this feels
I'm struggling with my emotions and it's overwhelming

Suddenly i'm scared to be apart
I'm afraid of being without the person I love

The days are dark when you're not around
My mood is lowered and I feel sad when you're not here

The air is getting hard to breathe
My anxiety is making it difficult to breathe normally

I wish that you would just put me down
I wish I could escape this pain and stop feeling anything

I wish that i could go to sleep
I want to escape reality and shut out my feelings by sleeping

Loving you is suicide
Being in love with you is killing me emotionally

I don't know should go or should i stay
I'm torn between staying in this toxic relationship or leaving

I'm tryna to keep myself alive
I'm struggling to stay alive and keep fighting for this relationship

Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
I'm aware that this relationship might be beyond saving

But i heard you say you love me
Your words of love are keeping me hanging on

That's the part i can't forget
I can't shake off my feelings for you even though I know it's not healthy

And i wish that you come save me
I'm hoping you'll be the one to rescue me from this emotional turmoil

Cos i'm standing over the edge
I'm on the brink of a breakdown and need someone to help me before I fall

I should let you go
I know I need to end this dysfunctional relationship

Tell myself the things i need to hear
I need to convince myself that it's time to move on

But my brain is why you're wrong
My heart wants to stay with you even though my mind knows it's not right

That's why i'm loving you when you're not here
I can't help but keep loving you even though you're not physically present

Feels like i drown in your every word
I feel overwhelmed by your words and actions

And every breath that's in between
Every moment I'm not with you feels like an eternity

Somehow you got me where it really hurts
You've found a way to reach the most vulnerable parts of me and hurt me

It's killing every part of me
This relationship is slowly killing me and taking away every part of who I am

And my world's about to break
I'm at my breaking point and can't handle the stress and pain anymore

And i... had as much as i can take
I'm exhausted and can't keep fighting for this relationship

And love is a long way down
This love is leading me down a dark and dangerous path

And it's getting harder everyday
It's becoming increasingly difficult to stay in this relationship

And i'm way past every moment
I've reached a point where I can't handle any more moments of sadness and despair

But i'm still determined to fight
I'm not ready to give up on this relationship despite the pain it's causing

And i know it's taking all my strength
I'm using up all my energy trying to stay in this loveless relationship

To give emotions alive
To keep my emotions alive and not let this relationship destroy me