Small Figures in a Vast Expanse
Rilo Kiley Lyrics


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Let's try a new change
Let's try a new change
Let's try a new change
Then we'll go on back to the old one
Like we've done so many times before

And I'll buy a new brain
I'll buy a new brain
You'll administer new pain
Then we'll go on back to our old school
That we left so many times before
And you'll ask for more and more

I've just begun a new phase
I'm trying these days
I've watched you close
I'm versed in all your ways
I'm just beginning to realize
I'll get you one of these days

But in the end
If it was all pretend
Isn't that what friends are for?
But this is real life
It's supposed to be real life
So let's pretend that we're not bored




That we exist and that we're resolved
To real things happening to me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Rilo Kiley's "Small Figures in a Vast Expance" is a reflection on the human tendency to try new things, only to eventually revert back to our old ways. The repetition of "Let's try a new change" emphasizes the desire for change, but the following lines of "Then we'll go on back to the old one/Like we've done so many times before" highlights our inability to break free from our patterns and routines.


The lines "And I'll buy a new brain/I'll buy a new brain/You'll administer new pain" suggest the idea of wanting to change oneself and have others inflict a new kind of hurt, perhaps as a way of feeling something new or different. But again, the repetition of "Then we'll go on back to our old school/That we left so many times before/And you'll ask for more and more" shows how these desires for change and difference ultimately lead back to familiar territory.


In the second half of the song, the singer asserts their own agency and independence, saying "I've just begun a new phase/I'm trying these days/I've watched you close/I'm versed in all your ways/I'm just beginning to realize/I'll get you one of these days." This suggests a desire to break free from the patterns and relationships that have been holding them back, but the final lines "To real things happening to me" indicate a desire for actual change and growth, not just the illusion of it.


Line by Line Meaning

Let's try a new change
Let's attempt a different approach


Let's try a new change
Let's attempt a different approach


Let's try a new change
Let's attempt a different approach


Then we'll go on back to the old one
Eventually, we'll revert to our usual ways


Like we've done so many times before
As we have repeatedly done


And I'll buy a new brain
I want to change my way of thinking


I'll buy a new brain
I want to change my way of thinking


You'll administer new pain
You'll cause me to suffer in a novel way


Then we'll go on back to our old school
We'll return to our past behavior


That we left so many times before
That we have frequently abandoned


And you'll ask for more and more
You'll seek additional stimulation


I've just begun a new phase
I have initiated a novel chapter in my life


I'm trying these days
I'm making an effort as of late


I've watched you close
I've observed you carefully


I'm versed in all your ways
I'm knowledgeable about your habits


I'm just beginning to realize
I'm just starting to recognize


I'll get you one of these days
I'll accomplish my goal in due time


But in the end
Ultimately, however


If it was all pretend
If it was all make-believe


Isn't that what friends are for?
Is that not what companionship entails?


But this is real life
But this is actual existence


It's supposed to be real life
We're supposed to live genuine lives


So let's pretend that we're not bored
Therefore, let's imagine that we're not disinterested


That we exist and that we're resolved
Let's view ourselves as having purpose


To real things happening to me
Things that genuinely happen to me




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Blake Sennett, David Rock, Jenny Diane Lewis

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