The Disease Is Me
Ritual Lyrics


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Not even the deepest of all breaths
makes me leave behind the bitterness.
The shit I swallow suffers no regret.
I’m punished with neglect.

Disease is me.

Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust.
I have no feelings, I am lost.
Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust.
All my emotions have been crushed.

Touch me.
Heal me.
Disease is me.
Tell me
You love me.
I want to believe.

I want to believe that there is something more
than loneliness and remorse.





Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust.
I am nothing, I am crushed.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Ritual's song The Disease Is Me convey a sense of hopelessness and despair. The narrating voice feels stuck in a cycle of bitterness and neglect, unable to break free from the weight of their suffering. The use of the metaphor of disease reflects the idea that these negative emotions and thoughts have infected the singer's being, causing them to feel lost and crushed.


The repetition of the lines "ashes to ashes, dust to dust" highlights the inevitable cycle of life and death, underlining the singer's feelings of insignificance and lack of purpose. They plea for someone to touch them and heal them, expressing a desire for love and connection. However, they also admit to struggling to believe in the possibility of something beyond their current state of existence, characterized by loneliness and remorse.


Overall, the lyrics to The Disease Is Me paint a picture of a person consumed by their own negative emotions, struggling to find a way out of their suffering and hoping for some kind of salvation.


Line by Line Meaning

Not even the deepest of all breaths
No matter how deep of a breath I take


makes me leave behind the bitterness.
I can't escape the bitterness I feel inside


The shit I swallow suffers no regret.
The pain and negativity I internalize doesn't go away


I'm punished with neglect.
I am punished by the lack of care and attention I receive from others


Disease is me.
The negative emotions inside of me are a disease


Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust.
I am nothing more than a mortal being whose life will end in death


I have no feelings, I am lost.
I am numb and disconnected from my emotions


All my emotions have been crushed.
My emotions have been suppressed and destroyed


Touch me.
I yearn for physical affection and closeness


Heal me.
I want someone to heal the pain inside of me


Tell me
Please tell me


You love me.
That you love me


I want to believe.
I desperately want to believe that there is hope


I want to believe that there is something more
I need to believe that there is something beyond my current pain and suffering


than loneliness and remorse.
Something beyond the isolation and regret that consumes me


Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust.
Once again, I am reminded of my own mortality and eventual demise


I am nothing, I am crushed.
I feel like I am nothing and my spirit is broken




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Bonzai Massacre

Mental drumming by the great Ray Mondo,love it!

Lily B

Great band, great song!!!

Albrecht

Fantastic stuff!

Vinylist70

I´am glad to discover some amazing music. THX for this.

SSYNTAXX

i came across this 7" a long time ago by pure luck. still have it. great ep.

ThePunkPostPunkTribe

yes yes! I have those here, but still need to rip them! i love these type of bands the most ;)

Lyndsey Franklin

great band first saw them supporting Uk Decay & Sex Gang Children at the Klubfoot in London

dobbdidi

Love this, had the single. Any more, Kangaroo Court, Inexcelsis and the like?

Fahri zebuth

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