Dying To Live
Ronnie Day Lyrics


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I've got a sickness,
Something bad slowly eating me,
And I don't think that I can fix this.
I'm lonely and
I'm only human.
Well, that's my problem.

Maybe someday
We can lift each other higher
Than these earthly wings would let us go,
We'll melt away,
We'll melt away and die.
Away and die.

I'm scared of what's to come
And what's to come undone
In the end.
All that my life's become
Is time for me to run
And pretend that my mind will live again.

Hurry Self, think quickly...
I feel blood in my lungs and I'm dying to live.
This pain was made by recipe,




It's not out on my skin.
It's in my mind in knowing I won't live again

Overall Meaning

In Ronnie Day's song "Dying to Live," the lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone struggling with a terminal illness. The opening lines, "I've got a sickness, Something bad slowly eating me, And I don't think that I can fix this," convey the gravity of the situation. Although the lyrics don't specify what kind of illness the singer is facing, it's clear that they feel alone and helpless in the face of it. The line "I'm lonely and I'm only human. Well, that's my problem" suggests that the singer is wrestling with a sense of isolation even as they confront the reality of their own mortality.


Despite the bleakness of the situation, the lyrics offer a glimmer of hope in the possibility of human connection. The lines "Maybe someday we can lift each other higher than these earthly wings would let us go, we'll melt away, we'll melt away and die" suggest that even in the face of death, there is a chance for transcendence through human connection. The imagery of "melting away" suggests a kind of dissolution or release from the burdens of the physical world.


However, the song is not without its moments of darkness and fear. The lines "I'm scared of what's to come and what's to come undone in the end, all that my life's become is time for me to run and pretend that my mind will live again" tap into the anxiety and terror that often accompanies serious illness. The final lines, "Hurry Self, think quickly...I feel blood in my lungs and I'm dying to live. This pain was made by recipe, it's not out on my skin. It's in my mind in knowing I won't live again" offer a visceral depiction of the physical and psychological pain that come with a terminal illness.


Overall, "Dying to Live" is a poignant and moving expression of the human struggle with mortality. The lyrics offer a complex and nuanced exploration of the pain, fear, and isolation that accompany serious illness, while also holding out the possibility of transcendence through human connection.


Line by Line Meaning

I've got a sickness,
I have an ailment that is slowly destroying me.


Something bad slowly eating me,
A horrible affliction is consuming me gradually.


And I don't think that I can fix this.
I doubt that I will recover from this malady.


I'm lonely and
I feel isolated and disconnected from others.


I'm only human.
I am flawed and imperfect, like every other person.


Well, that's my problem.
My humanity and imperfections are the root of my issues.


Maybe someday
Potentially, at some point in the future,


We can lift each other higher
We might be able to raise each other up and surpass our limitations.


Than these earthly wings would let us go,
We could fly higher than our physical bodies can take us,


We'll melt away,
We will dissolve and dissipate


We'll melt away and die.
We will disappear and perish.


I'm scared of what's to come
I am afraid of future events and circumstances.


And what's to come undone
I fear the consequences of future actions and decisions.


In the end.
Ultimately, when everything is over and done,


All that my life's become
The entirety of my existence is now,


Is time for me to run
An opportunity for me to flee,


And pretend that my mind will live again.
And pretend that my consciousness will persist beyond death.


Hurry Self, think quickly...
I must act fast and decisively...


I feel blood in my lungs and I'm dying to live.
I sense a mortal danger within me and I crave life.


This pain was made by recipe,
This agony is a deliberate creation,


It's not out on my skin.
I cannot see the source of my distress,


It's in my mind in knowing I won't live again
It exists in my consciousness, where I understand that I will not survive.




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@ChristopherHProductions

ronnie's music helped me sOOO mucha fter my 2 year break up. he's my NUMBER ONE musical influence in my songs (even tho mine are nowhere near as good as his) and when i wrote him on myspace, he wrote me back. I'm a huge fan. wish he'll releas new songs

@pfcaleb

Still love this song. Allot

@cmorto99

Yes indeed

@timothyfoley3906

One love. Comeback to this song every couple years. This shit got me thought middle school highschool college and shit jobs...

@cmorto99

A year later but I agree..always find myself coming back to ronnie day every couple years

@lostluvr86

i love this song geez i think its so cute how near the end they both run to each other <3

@xmissaleex

I love the ending it's so cute!! i haven't watched these in forever!

@fistjedi

I love this song.

@coryscarchannel

Here now still.

@benjamarin7340

Si

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