Being Here
Ryan Baxley Lyrics


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I have played with too much fire
These flames have grown higher than I'm able to put down
I've completely lost control
Of this psychological mess that I'm in now

You may have said that you'd always be near
But I can't remember you ever being here
I don't know what else to do
I can't stop loving you
I'd still swear we're meant to be
You are always on my mind
I try so hard to find a way to bring you back to me

You may have said that you'd always be near
But I can't remember you ever being here

I saw it coming all along
There was nothing I could do
But cherish every moment spent
I knew would be the last with you
I knew that we were finally over
Now I could see it on your face
You knew exactly how to make me think we were okay





You may have said that you'd always be near
But I can't remember you ever being here

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Ryan Baxley's song "Being Here" reflect the singer's emotional turmoil after losing control of his personal life. The opening line, "I have played with too much fire," shows that the singer's actions and choices have led to the present situation where he is unable to extinguish the flames of his emotional struggles. The metaphorical fire represents the intensity of the singer's emotional state, which has grown beyond his ability to handle it. The phrase "psychological mess" adds a layer of complexity to the singer's predicament, suggesting that his struggles are not simply rooted in external circumstances but also internal struggles.


The central theme of the song revolves around the singer's desire for his loved one to return. He acknowledges that his love for this person is still strong, despite their absence, revealing that he has not been able to move on from the relationship. The lines "I don't know what else to do, I can't stop loving you" emphasize the singer's feelings of helplessness and desperation. The repetition of the phrase "You may have said that you'd always be near, but I can't remember you ever being here" throughout the verses highlights the emotional distance between the singer and his loved one.


The final verses of the song convey a sense of resignation and acceptance. The singer knows that the relationship is over and that there is nothing he can do to bring back what they had. He cherishes the happy memories they shared, recognizing that they were the last moments they had together. The line "You knew exactly how to make me think we were okay" indicates that the relationship was illusory or one-sided, with the other person not fully invested in it. Overall, the lyrics of "Being Here" illustrate the depth of the singer's emotional struggles and his inability to move on from the past.


Line by Line Meaning

I have played with too much fire
I have taken too many risks and now I'm in a dangerous situation.


These flames have grown higher than I'm able to put down
The consequences of my actions have escalated beyond my ability to control.


I've completely lost control
I no longer have any power or influence over what's happening.


Of this psychological mess that I'm in now
I'm referring to the emotional turmoil that I'm currently experiencing.


You may have said that you'd always be near
You made promises to always be there for me.


But I can't remember you ever being here
I don't recall you fulfilling your promises of being present in my life.


I don't know what else to do
I am clueless about how I can improve my current circumstances.


I can't stop loving you
I still have feelings for you that are hard to let go of.


I'd still swear we're meant to be
I believe that we're fated to be together.


You are always on my mind
I can't stop thinking about you.


I try so hard to find a way to bring you back to me
I'm determined to find a solution that will bring us back together.


I saw it coming all along
I could sense that the end was near.


There was nothing I could do
I was powerless to prevent the outcome.


But cherish every moment spent
I valued the time we spent together.


I knew would be the last with you
I had a feeling that our time together was coming to an end.


I knew that we were finally over
I accepted that our relationship had reached its end.


Now I could see it on your face
Your facial expression confirmed what I already knew.


You knew exactly how to make me think we were okay
You were skilled at making me believe that everything was alright.




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