Bubbles
Ryan Caraveo Lyrics

You drive me crazy, I think I like it
You make me feel insane, but it's a thrill.

Wake up with a smile, fall asleep fighting
We never stop arguing, but at least we start and end the day with positivity.

It isn't healthy, but it's exciting
This relationship isn't normal or necessarily good for us, but it's still exhilarating.

I'm drowning in the deep end, baby
I feel overwhelmed and like I'm in over my head.

I like how the bubbles look
I find beauty in the chaos and destruction surrounding us.

'Til the bubbles gone, you don't even double take
You don't even notice what's happening around us until it's too late.

The B.S. that you feed me give me tummy aches
Your lies and manipulation make me physically ill.

Still, I eat it all
Despite everything, I still accept and believe everything you say.

Beg you for a second plate
I ask for more of your lies and manipulation despite knowing the consequences.

Smile while you screaming at me
Your abuse and anger towards me doesn't even phase me anymore.

Now, this how I meditate
Being yelled at and degraded has become a kind of peace for me.

Sinking, sinking, sinking
I feel myself slipping away and losing control as this relationship continues.

Don't you pick me up
I don't want your help or your lies that would make me feel better temporarily.

You got me thinking, thinking, thinking
I can't stop thinking about you and our messed up relationship.

That I'm hideous
I feel worthless and unlovable because of the way you treat me.

'Til you tell me I'm not
Only your validation and affirmation make me feel better about myself.

You were just mad
You use your anger as an excuse for your hurtful behavior towards me.

I hit the bottom, then you start reeling me back
You only show kindness and love towards me after you've hurt me.

Please know: I don't wanna breathe this air again
This relationship is suffocating and I don't want to be a part of it anymore.

Pull the hook out, please throw me back in
I need someone to help me break free from this toxic relationship.

Wherever is deepest, I can swim
I'm strong enough to move on and find something better for myself.

I don't wanna see your ass again
I don't want to be around you or in this situation anymore.

Tearing through my clothes looking for a clue (for a clue)
I'm desperate for answers and for you to reveal your true intentions.

My favorite t-shirt got torn in two (torn in two)
This relationship has also caused collateral damage to things I love and care about.

Digging through my pockets looking for receipts
I'm searching for any proof of your lies or wrongdoing.

This is like a horror show, but every night it's on repeat
Our relationship feels like a nightmare, but I can't escape it.

Pick the phone up like 'don't you ever call me' (beep)
I try to distance myself from you, but I can never stay away for long.

Right after that, I text you like 'I'm sorry, please'
I apologize even though I don't know what I'm apologizing for.

'Please, please, please I didn't mean it'
I beg for your forgiveness even though I don't believe I did anything wrong.

'I took the blame, why you leaving?'
I take all the blame for our issues, but you still want to leave.

You drive me crazy, I think I like it
Despite everything, I am still drawn to you.

Wake up with a smile, fall asleep fighting
Every day is a battle, but at least we start and end the day together.

This isn't healthy, but it's exciting
Our relationship may be toxic, but it still gives us adrenaline and passion.

I'm drowning in the deep end, baby
I feel lost and like I'm in too deep with you.

I like how the bubbles look
I still find beauty in the chaos and destruction surrounding us.