My Weakness
Ryan Inglis Lyrics

There's nothing left to say
I feel like I've said everything I need to, but I still have more to express

But I'll just go ahead and say it anyway
Despite feeling like I've said all I can, I want to continue expressing myself

There's nowhere left to go
I feel like I'm at a dead end and have nowhere to turn

'Cause I don't want to go home on my own
Being alone is difficult, and I don't want to face it

I'll make you believe that I'm ok
I'll try to convince you that I'm doing well, even if I'm not

Maybe I'll open up someday, yeah
I hope to eventually be able to share my feelings with you

It's never easy on your own
Being alone is challenging and can be emotionally taxing

Oh no, no, no
I'm feeling overwhelmed and uncertain

Spending too much time alone
I've been isolating myself too much

Wondering if all you ever wanted wasn't more than just a
I'm questioning if what I thought I wanted in life is actually enough

Stones throw away
Something that seems close but is actually out of reach

I'd hold it in both hands and say
I would do anything to obtain what I desire

My weakness is me
I am my own downfall

I've only got myself to blame
I am responsible for my own faults and shortcomings

I've got to believe
I need to have faith in myself

Someday I'll be saved
I hope that eventually, things will get better

Will you think that I am weak?
I worry that you might view me as feeble

If I opened up to speak
If I shared my innermost thoughts and feelings with you

And told you how I really feel
If I expressed my true emotions to you

Don't criticise me if I hide
Please don't judge me if I choose to keep my feelings hidden

I'm just trying to keep
I'm attempting to maintain control and composure

The thoughts that are deep inside
I'm trying to suppress my innermost struggles and conflicts

I wish I could show you how I feel
I want to express myself honestly and openly

But I don't know if who I am is real
I'm questioning the authenticity of my own identity

So I'm lying to myself
I'm being dishonest with myself about my true feelings

Maybe it's a cry for help
Perhaps my behavior is a sign that I need support and guidance