Amnesia
S.A.X. Lyrics

She said oh she said
Someone is talking to S.A.X.

Will you remember me
Wondering if the person will be remembered

If I can love you better
Promising to love the person better than before

Don't forget that what you had was just a taste
Reminding the person that what they had in the past was not enough

I refuse to let time go to waste
Not wanting to waste any more time

It feels like we're falling apart
Feeling like the relationship is falling apart

If only we could restart
Wishing they could start over

I'll show you baby
Promising to show the person how to love

How to love
Teaching the person how to truly love someone

Cuz I know you're not alone
Acknowledging that the person may feel alone

And that you're somewhere far from home
Knowing that the person is not in a familiar place

But I want you next to me
Expressing the desire to be with the person

I hope I'm not just a memory
Hoping to not just be a memory for the person

I know how you feel
Understanding the person's feelings

And everything you want
Knowing what the person wants

But this ain't what you called for
Realizing that this may not be what the person originally wanted

And you'll never let me know
Knowing that the person may not tell them everything

About the secrets you hold close
Acknowledging that the person may have secrets

Like I don't already know
Realizing that they may already know some of the person's secrets

But you don't have to cry
Encouraging the person to not cry

I saw it in your eyes
Recognizing the person's emotions

Stuck in a life so vain
Feeling trapped in a meaningless life

Wishing to be saved from pain
Desiring to be rescued from pain

All compassion free of charge
Believing that compassion should be free

And all the love you disregard
Feeling unappreciated for the love given

Cuz you need something more that the world has to reveal
Needing something beyond what the world can offer

Prescriptions help you heal
Relying on medication to heal

Holding on to joy that was never real
Trying to hold onto a joy that was never truly there

My minds a minefield
The mind is a dangerous place

Still can't believe that this fucking life real
Struggling to believe that life is real

I just spoke to God about Satan offering me side deals
Feeling tempted by Satan and talking to God about it

I will stop at nothing till my eyes sealed
Being determined to keep going until death

I will stop at nothing till mankind heed
Being committed to making a positive impact on humanity

This prophecy for the generation of divine greed
Believing in a prophecy about the nature of greed in society

Most of y'all would rather die alive than let your mind speak
Believing that people would rather remain mentally trapped than confront their thoughts

I'm still dying for a sense of peace from my conscience
Struggling to find inner peace

But I'd rather not intervene with the process
Not wanting to interfere with the natural course of things

Swallowed by lifeless existence wallowed in sadness and pity
Feeling overwhelmed by a meaningless life and consumed by sadness and self-pity

I don't care how far I got long as I don't get sentimental
Not wanting to become too attached or emotional

Stuffing the bricks in the rental
Dealing with difficult or heavy situations

I always been a go getter
Being ambitious and proactive

Ain't no constraints on my temper
Being able to express emotions openly

Point blank I'm hitting your temple
Being direct and forceful

Bosses ain't paid on commission
Believing that true leadership is not just about money

Off top it ain't no auditions
Not needing to audition or prove oneself

If it's some real love
Seeking genuine love

Why the fuck do it come with conditions
Questioning why love often comes with conditions

In it ain't asked no permission
Not needing permission to love someone

I got this game in submission
Being in control of one's life

I don't need no F&N
Not needing a weapon to feel in control

These lyrics my ammunition
Using words as a form of expression and power

Real wealth don't reveal itself
True wealth is not just monetary

Right where nobody could tell
Being wealthy without it being obvious

I'm there with all I entail
Experiencing life with all its struggles

Ain't ever missing a snare
Not overlooking anything important

Gave this shit all I could give
Putting in one's utmost effort

Now days just living to live
Simply going through the motions of life

No I could never forgive
Unable to forgive someone

You know you got this ya dig
Confident in oneself and one's abilities