Moving On
S.D.J. Lyrics

I wanted you to know before I really took off it wasn’t your fault my reaction being lost
I'm leaving, but it's not because of you. My reaction is just how I handle things.

Being who I am we’re not accustomed to handouts
I'm used to working for what I have and not accepting charity.

We was doing good I really wish we would’ve panned out
Things were looking good for us, I just wish it had worked out.

Cap and gown color blue in a sea of seats
I graduated in a blue cap and gown, surrounded by many others doing the same.

Always had trust issues now they will increase
I've always had trouble trusting people, and now it's only going to get worse.

Two years out of college yet you said I’m not educated
Even though I've been out of college for two years, you still think I'm uneducated.

Couldn’t hold my three jobs are you medicated?
I couldn't handle having three jobs at once, were you crazy for suggesting it?

Voicemails while I laid on a beach
I received voicemails while I was relaxing on the beach.

Life lessons I would learn that no class could teach
I learned some valuable lessons that no classroom could have taught me.

To each his own I really took it to heart
I took your advice to heart, everyone has different preferences.

He took two life engines when they’re ready to start
Someone took two things from me that I was just about to start working on.

Looking back I could’ve made a few trips
In hindsight, I should have made a few more trips.

Made a few calls pickin’ up what I missed
I should have made some phone calls to catch up on what I missed.

Stayed for the funeral to have a bit of closure
I stayed for the funeral to try and get some closure.

So many questions left I knew it wouldn’t be over
Even though the funeral was over, I still had so many unanswered questions.

I forgot you were struggling when dad passed
I didn't realize how much you were struggling when dad died.

It was eating at your soul happened that fast
It hit you hard and was really affecting you quickly.

Adding more tattoos somehow I’m masking the pain
I'm getting more tattoos to try and hide my emotional pain.

Even for a brief moment I’m alive again
Getting tattoos makes me feel alive for a little while.

Reality restrained throw the keys turn the lights
I have to face reality and leave this place, so I turn off the lights and lock up.

It was hard to refrain from those awakened nights
I had a hard time not staying up all night thinking about everything.

Career changes hoping you can get ahead
I'm making some career changes in the hopes of advancing.

Yet the boxes aren’t packed clothes lying on the bed
Even though I'm moving, I still have a lot of packing to do, and my clothes are still out.

Movers aren’t here about an hour and a half late
The movers are running late, it's been about an hour and a half.

Waiting on traffic clogged up on the interstate
The movers are stuck in traffic on the interstate.

Moving out not the easiest decision
Leaving this place was a tough decision to make.

Didn’t make the choice lightly one condition
I didn't decide to leave on a whim, there was one thing I had to do first.

Please don’t look for me erase my number from your phone
Please don't try to contact me, I need some time alone. Delete my number.

Don’t come knocking on my door I just wanna be alone
I need to be alone, so please don't come to my door.

Cleaning out my closet when I left were the skeletons
I'm cleaning out my closet, where I've been keeping some secrets.

Once I am settled in they’ll come back cause it never ends
I know once I'm settled in somewhere new, my past will come back to haunt me because things don't just go away.

Cause it never ends
Things never truly end, they always come back in some way.

Cause it never ends
Things never truly end, they always come back in some way.

Cause it
Things never truly end, they always come back in some way.