2000 was the year he released a CD-album called Check 101, co-produced with local hip-hop DJ/producer DJ Critikal. A couple of years later S.I.N collaborated with another local drumhead Stare and released Highline on DJ Trace's DSCI4 (UK) label.
Step by step S.I.N also began to establish himself as a serious DJ by getting voted 2nd in Best Estonian DJ 2004 chart. 2005 and 2006 he claimed the top spot of the Best Estonian drumnbass DJ chart. In addition, S.I.N & Muffler's "Bad Bwoy Sound VIP" was by hundreds considered the best Estonian dnb tune of 2005, instrumental of which, by the way, was later released under Formation Records' sub-label The World Of Drum & Bass (UK).
S.I.N has residency on one of the best local dnb nights called Sin City, also Metrosound and The Force, monthly he does a special mix-show on national radio R2 alongside Raul Saaremets - a grand old man of the local scene. S.I.N is also a member of Clubarena crew - Estonia's oldest and established drumnbass community. Besides S.I.N has played at all the biggest dnb events held in Estonia and has been entertaining drumheads alongside industry mammoths.
Neverending
S.I.N Lyrics
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My thoughts are spread
I want my bed
Inside I'm dead
Take away this state
Take from me this dread
Pictures in my head are heavier gaining more and more weight
You took away my child from me
They're shattered from the kneeling
You tried to stab me keeping me on neverending bleeding
You took away from me the greatest thing that I've created
You thief you whore
You left me with one thought
Kill
You
Deep down in my chest
Feelings rott
No no no it's not over bitch you stepped into wrong hell
I may be dead inside being desperate craving but not fainting
I'm far from sanity I'm torn apart every night and sewed up by every morning
Just to get out from here and make you feel fuckin sorry
I cry everytime when I hold him in my hands
I won't never ever ever ever ever give up my love
I will do everything what I must I will stand for my boy
I won't let you hurt us anymore
You fuck
Go try to kill me cause I won't ever stop
The only way for you is to fall
The lyrics to S.I.N.'s song Neverending portray a sense of hopelessness and despair as the individual singing expresses their lack of desire to search for anything in life. They describe their soul as being closed off in "cold rain words of fears" that tell them they will travel away from the light and have no desire for the world. The lyrics suggest that the only way to find true purpose and meaning is to not betray one's fate and instead find their own secret self.
The song also touches on the idea that things are getting increasingly strange and that the truth may be more elusive than ever. The individual singing struggles to feel their own emotions and finds themselves screaming in their sleep. They receive warnings of damnation from hidden secrets and express their belief that they can no longer rely on drugs to find a new way.
Overall, the song conveys a sense of despair and hopelessness, accompanied by a disconnection from one's own emotions and an inability to find true purpose or direction in life.
Line by Line Meaning
I don't search for nothing in my life
I am not actively seeking anything in my existence
As I close my soul in cold rain words of fears
I am emotionally vulnerable and express my fears through melancholic thoughts
Said me that you'll travel away from light
You have indicated that you will be leaving the safety and positivity of life
Having no desire in this crazy fucking world
There is nothing that motivates or inspires me in this chaotic world
Don't betray your fate find your secret self
Do not go against the path that destiny has set for you, discover your true identity
Is coming up to you
The realization of your true self is drawing near
It is getting strange every single day
Life is becoming increasingly bizarre and unpredictable
And might be so true
The strange circumstances I experience could potentially be real
Finally at the end is so hard to feel
As my life draws to a close, it becomes difficult to emotionally connect to my experiences
My emotions and these screams in me sleep
My feelings and inner turmoil haunt me even in my dreams
Hidden secrets send me warning of damnation
Unresolved secrets in my past trouble me and have the potential to lead to negative consequences
No more drugs to find a new way
I cannot rely on substances to escape or discover a different path forward
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Tom Tatoń
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
iTz Matt
After hearing this on the hospital podcast I knew that I have to pick up this album. Looking forward to March 5th!
bob2693
walking home to this, when the bassline kicked in i just had to adjust my stepping speed to keep pace with it. i had no control over this
Andy Kirk
such a pleasure to listen to..
JackYBrown2010
Yes i have time :D lol!!! Awesome tune amazing sounds, all over!!! Big Ups! :)