One More Time
S. F. T Lyrics
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By saying I know that this song might not make a lot of sense
But there's just some shit I gotta get off my chest
Cause the more I progress, the bigger the mess I made
Gets cause it's so complicated to fix broken shit
I'd just rather throw it than attempt to put it back together
But I won't give up, I'm not a quitter
I'll get it eventually, then she'll see
But I'll never ever stop hoping
But I probably should, the future seems bleak
If walls could speak, what would they think
I don't fucking know anymore
I just don't know
I'm barely conscious, sober in the booth?, that's preposterous
I take the pill, ball it and pop it like ma and pa did
To me when I got up to too much nonsense
I guess that I'll pay homage cause that kid is long gone
Since I turned sixteen, he's been missing
And the shit sticks cause this me is so bitchy
Even now as I'm spitting, just bitching, ugh
Many mistakes have been made and I sit in dismay
I'd rather get shit-faced than admit to the jealousy
Fuck this day, I'll try tomorrow, life's a bitch, eh?
Life sure is a bitch, feels like I'm runninh in circles every goddamn day
Fuck this man, fuck this
Brain in a haze, it may be a phase, I feel like I am trapped in place
Stuck in a maze, running every which way, looking for an escape
One more time, one more time, yeah, one more time
Just one more time
I remember, yeah, yeah, I remember back in the day
Just playing games all day, not a care in my brain
Not a care in the world, not a care in the world
Not an ounce, not an ounce of pain
Sometimes I wish I could go back so that just for a moment
I could slow my momentum, hold my innocence a little longer
Then I sit and ponder thoughts about my grandmama
Both of them they're with their father now
But I hope they get along after all that drama
And Marlene, please, if you're listening
I need you to know it wasn't personal
I was shy and awkward, I didn't wanna talk
But I promise you didn't know wrong
The letter you sent, it broke my heart
Thinking you thought that I should've called back
Brain in a haze, it may be a phase
I feel like I am trapped in place
Stuck in a maze, running every which way, looking for an escape
One more time, one more time, yeah, one more time, one more time
Just one more time
One more time
Just one more time, one more text, one more phone call
One more message to you, one more time
Going to sleep, dreaming of everything that could be
One more time, killing myself over everything I think
Just one more time
Yeah, just one more time, just, just, just one more time
Just one more time
Just one more time
Just one more time
S.F.T's "One More Time" is a poignant and introspective song that sheds light on the struggles of loneliness, isolation and anxiety that can plague an individual. The lyrics reveal the emptiness and futility of the internet's distractions while creating a sense of detachment and disillusionment. The song begins with the singer finding himself in a labyrinth of his own thoughts that only create more confusion and despair. He is so engrossed in his virtual world that he is unaware of the monotony and loneliness of his life, which ultimately leads to him feeling lost and alone.
The chorus is a hard-hitting self-reflection that accentuates his lack of self-confidence and self-worth. The singer fears being by himself, feeling inadequate and unworthy, and therefore, constantly seeks validation from others. He is aware that he has become an easy target for being used, abused, bruised and refused by society. Even though he realizes this, he is still unable to overcome his anxieties and fears.
In the second verse, the singer speaks about the physical toll that his mental state has taken on him, making it hard to eat and sleep. The thoughts that refuse to leave his head make it hard for him to find peace, and he is constantly looking for ways to feel better. He has become a prisoner of his room, staring at the same ceiling every night, and even though he hates it, he can't seem to break free. The only solace he finds is in music, as it provides him with the only genuine form of relief from his life.
Overall, "One More Time" portrays the melancholic and heartbreaking reality of loneliness and mental health issues, rendering a clear depiction of the disastrous impact it can have on a person's life.
Line by Line Meaning
Found myself lost
I am feeling lost
Inside the thoughts that I create
I am lost in my own thoughts
Everything is going great yeah
Everything seems fine on the surface
Wasting my time again
I am procrastinating
With my on-line friends
I spend time with my online friends
Feeling okay until the sun comes up
I feel fine until I am alone with my thoughts
You're alone
I am lonely
And you're a loser
And I feel like a failure
Hold my peace
I keep quiet
'Cause I'm an easy accuser
Because I blame myself for everything
Easy abuser
Because I am too hard on myself
Easy bruiser
Because I let my negative thoughts hurt me
Easy refuser
Because I refuse to believe good things about myself
And lately it's been hard to eat
I have lost my appetite
But at night it's been harder to sleep
I struggle to fall and stay asleep
These thoughts refuse to leave my head
My negative thoughts keep repeating
I just always want to feel the same when I get into my bed
I wish I could feel better before going to sleep
I've stared up at the same ceiling way too long in this bed
I spend too much time lying awake in bed
God I hate this bed
I am frustrated with my situation
And maybe I'm just the root cause of never leaving home
Maybe I am the reason why I am stuck at home
Over thinking people in public as if this was a place I was never free to roam
I overthink social situations
So I get lost in the music
I escape through music
Lost in myself
I am focused on my own thoughts and feelings
'Cause that's the only form of art that tends to offer real help
Music is the only thing that helps me feel better
Just me, myself, and I
I am alone
Dancing in my room tonight
I am dancing alone in my room
All of my fears are gone
I feel free from my worries
So one more song than I'll move on
I will listen to one more song before moving on
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Nicholas Joiner
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
The Ink Tank
The animation in this is such a huge improvement! So easy to get lost in the feel of this episode. You've absolutely outdone yourself. I expected to be impressed and I was still impressed. Love that XLR8 design, too, and of course, a huge shout out to Paxton Lee for another killer Ben Tennyson performance. Oh and love your cross earing!
Sundus Hussein
@XanderFlickshhhhhjhjjj
Rusiana Xavier Paul
@brawmanker l'exterminateur de la vie and @ Jonathon King a new alien
OPSAMIHFF ARMY
The Ink Tank???????
XunXusChrom ReMare.ARCOBALENOprimodechmo
Gg
Baljinder Singh
@XanderFlicks
Are you a Ben 10 universe I think so I’m not I’m sorry Gagei will give you a baddie Ha I didn’t seek you Spond a joke
Fabrizio Rastelli
La animacíon es brutal y los nuevos aliens (incluyendo el del capítulo uno) se siente bastante originales en concepto.
La idea de una serie en la que Ben es mayor y está emfermo, agregando al hecho de que parece ser odiado por la mayoria por las secuelas de sus peleas, le dan un toque especial a la serie.
Tambien resulta apropiado considerando que los fans mas viejos de Ben 10 tienen entre 18 y 23 años como mínimo
andr3artist
You are right
El Wilberson
Hasta que encuentro un comentario en español
Aniel Poma
A mí en lo personal, me encantó este último alien nuevo. Le da ese toque que le falta a los demás aliens de Ben que parecen muy infantiles. Simplemente magnífico