On My Mind
S. Jay Lyrics

Understand what this shit right here is about
Acknowledge the true meaning behind my words and music

From Marcy
Representing my origins and where I come from

Understand me, yeah, yo
Understand my perspective and listen to what I have to say

This for the streets, and you know I ain't goin nowhere
This is for the people in the streets, and I won't be leaving anytime soon

Get your guns out who want it with Memphis yeah
Anyone who wants to challenge me, better be armed and ready for a fight

I'ma make you understand why I do what I do
I will explain my motives and reasons for my actions

Why I keep my hat tilt, and my doorag too
I'll explain the significance of my clothing choices and how it defines me

I'm a thug, my heart pump gangsta shit
I am a tough individual, and my beliefs and actions are heavily influenced by gang culture

I fuck with her, she my gangsta bitch
I am romantically involved with someone who shares similar beliefs and lifestyle choices as me

My wrists don't freeze, glocks'll squeeze
I don't flaunt expensive jewelry, but I am always ready to use my firearms

Whole click got a watch, dropping keys
My crew is wealthy and successful, evidenced by their expensive watches and luxurious lifestyle

And I want the block back
I want to regain control over the area where I grew up

You niggas had your run, we'll stop that, you better watch this cat
I am coming for those who previously controlled the streets, and they should be wary of me

It's beef I'ma see you, and bang til you hang up
If there is a conflict between us, I will confront you and fight until one of us yields or is defeated

Your life on line, but here's the truth
Your life may be in danger, but I will tell you the reality of the situation

You ain't hype to die, but you hype to shoot
You may not be willing to risk your life, but you are eager to use your gun against others

You let the Henny talk for you, you really a bitch
Alcohol may cloud your judgment, and in reality, you are a coward

Why the D's know your name 'cause you really a snitch
Police officers are aware of you because you are a traitor and informer

Got my mind right, money right, ready for war
I am mentally prepared, financially stable, and ready to fight

(Memph Bleek Is) (Murder) yeah told you before
My name is Memph Bleek, and my reputation for murder and violence is well-known

I got the streets locked, Bleek hot as before
I control the area and remain a threat to anyone who opposes me

Knowing that (Coming of Age) controlling the creep
My album Coming of Age demonstrated my control over the streets

Put in work on these streets, busting my heat
I have worked hard and engaged in violent activity to build my reputation and maintain my power

Dodging the Ds, you know it's a margin between me
I evade the watchful eye of the police, but it's only a matter of time before they catch up to me

And only a few fit in, your lifestyle's written
Only a select few can join my crew, and your lifestyle choices define if you're suited for it

So who you supposed to be, play your position
Know your place within the hierarchy and don't overstep your boundaries

I used to write to the wall, about the Porsche
I used to write to graffiti on walls about my dreams of owning a Porsche

Now I write for the house and the rob report
Now I am a successful homeowner and featured in publications like the Robb Report

I used to think, Bleek and the baddest bitch
I used to believe that I was the ultimate player, and could attract the most beautiful women

Now the, baddest bitch is a average bitch
Now I am more mature, and realize that substance is more important than looks alone

All I need her is for head and to stash my lead
I only want her for her sexual abilities, and to hide my weapons

Push my V, take this key to hempstead
Drive my car and deliver this key to someone in Hempstead

And you run through backwoods, I twist backwoods
While you physically run through wooded areas, I smoke marijuana cigars

And greenery, sha shoo with heavy machinery
In addition to smoking, I handle and own powerful firearms

You know exactly who these streets belong to
I am the dominant force in this community, and everyone is aware of it

B.I.G. done warned you, and I'ma run up on you, nigga
The late rapper Notorious B.I.G. cautioned others about the danger I pose, and I will continue to attack and intimidate them

Hey yo I think I'm the best, from coast to coast
I believe that I am the top performer in the entire country

I'm above rap cats, they know what I gross
Other rappers are inferior to me and know how much money I earn

What they make from they album, I do at my show
Other rappers make a lot of money from album sales, but I make the same amount from one live performance

Your advance is what, I spent that when I was broke
The amount of money others make from an advance is insignificant compared to how little I needed when I was financially struggling

I ship gold, you better watch me now
My music is top-performing and highly profitable, and others should recognize my success

Many middle in this game, at the top I'm found
There are many people in the rap industry, but I am one of the most successful and influential

I wanted these cats, repping my hood, then go back
I want other rappers to represent and showcase my neighborhood before retreating back to their own

Be on the same old bench, with the same old rap
I want them to continue making bland music like they always have, and not try to imitate my style or copy my content

I'm from Marcy, you see them cars we buy
I come from Marcy projects, and my success is evident by the expensive cars my crew and I purchase

Seats up, smoke blunts, with my concubine
I am often accompanied by a woman who is not my main partner, and we relax and smoke marijuana together

Twin, P-89 for you two fake fagots
I carry two pistols, specifically the P-89 model, as a threat to those who I consider to be weak or fake

Tucked under the lining of the Roc-A-Wear fabric
My weapons are concealed and hidden inside the clothing of my clothing line Roc-A-Wear

Fuck why y'all, you know the squad be 'bout
I don't care about your opinion, because I know that my crew is powerful and ruthless

Anything that involve dollar signs and accounts
We are heavily focused on financial gain and wealth accumulation

It's the M dot E M P H man stop
I am Memph Bleek, and you should respect and acknowledge my status and power

I bought see a watch, next day I bought a house
I am rich and successful enough to make extravagant purchases like expensive watches and real estate