my samples demo
S. Park Lyrics
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And what I said still stuck in my head
But misled
Thinking the things I do would make you never wanna come back
But an all front attacks, you could never run from that
Being trapped in this with you, something that I never wanted to do
But through it all you've got to see that where I want to be
Is over the pen again letting it out of me
Getting lost in between, realizing one, not the way that it seems
And the killing and the killer with a head full of screams
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(start seeing it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
We're gonna be crushed when it all falls apart
Knowing no matter how low, hoping that you won't know
The strain it puts to me, seeing what you've done
And consequently I've run away, just hidden again
Within the boundaries of an anguish
Don't want me to say this, but you're dragging me down
Lost in the chaos being tossed around
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(start seeing it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
You
Try to take the best of me
Go away
You
Try to take the best of me
Go away
You
Try to take the best of me
Go away
You
Try to take the best of me
GO AWAY!
You
Try to take the best of me
go away!
You
Try to take the best of me
go away!
You
Try to take the best of me
go away!
You
Try to take the best of me
go away!
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(start seeing it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Shut... up... QUIET!!!
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine
In "My Samples Demo" by S. Park, the lyrics revolve around themes of disillusionment, feeling trapped, and the desire for escape. The first verse portrays the singer's state of mind as they ride with a head full of troubling thoughts and regrets. They question the choices they have made, believing that their actions have pushed someone away, leaving them feeling trapped. The reference to a "head full of screams" suggests intense internal turmoil and distress.
The chorus expresses the singer's longing for a different place. They yearn for an environment where they can live for themselves, free from the expectations of others. The desire is to reside in a state of positive energy, away from any form of conflict or animosity. The repeated line "A place for my head" emphasizes the need for personal space and mental clarity.
The second verse delves into the aftermath of a deteriorating situation. The singer acknowledges the impending collapse and the strain it has caused. They mention feeling dragged down and lost within the chaos, indicating a sense of helplessness and being tossed around by circumstances. The reference to being hidden again within the boundaries of anguish reflects a retreat into one's own emotional pain.
The repetition of the chorus in the third verse reinforces the desire for escape and the hope that the person responsible will someday regret their actions. The singer continues to emphasize the wrongness of their current circumstances, heightening their sense of panic and confinement.
The final part of the song is an intense outburst directed at the person who has caused the singer distress. The repeated demands for them to go away suggest a strong urge to remove their negative influence from their life. The abrupt shift to the exclamation of "Shut... up... QUIET!!!" reveals the singer's frustration and deep longing for peace and silence.
Overall, "My Samples Demo" explores the emotional turmoil caused by feeling trapped and the yearning for a better, more fulfilling existence. It captures the frustration, anger, and desire for escape that often accompany such experiences.
Line by Line Meaning
Riding with a head full of pockets of red
I am weighed down by a mind consumed by anger and frustration
And what I said still stuck in my head
The words I spoke continue to linger in my thoughts, causing me distress
But misled
I was misguided and deceived in my actions and beliefs
Thinking the things I do would make you never wanna come back
I believed that my actions would drive you away and prevent your return
But an all front attacks, you could never run from that
Your attempts to defend yourself were futile; you couldn't escape my relentless attacks
Being trapped in this with you, something that I never wanted to do
I never intended to be trapped in this toxic situation with you
But through it all you've got to see that where I want to be
You need to understand that my true desires lie somewhere else
Is over the pen again letting it out of me
I find solace and release by expressing my emotions through writing
In the center of the day in the dream, seeing all my thoughts
Amidst the chaos of reality, I find myself lost in my own thoughts and dreams
Getting lost in between, realizing one, not the way that it seems
Feeling confused and unsure, realizing that things are not as they appear
And the killing and the killer with a head full of screams
The internal turmoil and anguish I experience feels like a constant battle
I wanna live in another place
I desire to escape and live in a different environment
Where no one can say that I live for them
I long for a place where I am not beholden to anyone's expectations or judgments
(start seeing it's not meant to be for me)
It's time to realize that this current situation is not meant for me
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
I crave to be surrounded by positivity and inspiration, not conflict
A place for my head
I seek a place where I can find peace and clarity of mind
We're gonna be crushed when it all falls apart
We will feel immense pain and devastation when everything crumbles
Knowing no matter how low, hoping that you won't know
Despite feeling low, I hope you remain unaware of my struggles
The strain it puts to me, seeing what you've done
The burden it places on me, witnessing the impact of your actions
And consequently I've run away, just hidden again
As a result, I have fled and retreated into hiding once more
Within the boundaries of an anguish
Contained within the confines of my own pain and suffering
Don't want me to say this, but you're dragging me down
You don't want to hear these words, but you are causing me to sink deeper into despair
Lost in the chaos being tossed around
Feeling overwhelmed and disoriented amidst the chaos and turmoil
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Once again, I find myself singing to soothe my troubled mind
Hope that some day you'll regret this
I hold onto the hope that one day you will feel remorse for your actions
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Feeling like everything is misplaced and happening at the wrong moment
Adding to the panic of my confine
Contributing to the overwhelming panic and sense of being trapped
You
Referring to a person who is causing harm
Try to take the best of me
Attempting to rob me of my strength and positivity
Go away
I want you to leave and cease your destructive influence
GO AWAY!
A forceful demand for the person to depart immediately
Shut... up... QUIET!!!
An emphatic plea for silence and peace
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Brad Delson, Joseph Hahn, Mark Wakefield, Mike Shinoda
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