Fuck You
S.p.i.t. Lyrics

I could give you the world if you needed
I have the ability to do anything for you.

If you don't have you gotta dream it
You need to have dreams if you want to go somewhere in life.

I know it feels there's not a meaning
I understand that life can feel meaningless at times.

But, do you smile when your dreaming?
Do you feel happy and hopeful when you dream about your goals?

Cuz when I think of you it feels scenic
When I think of you, it feels like a beautiful landscape.

Tell me what you're feining?
What is it that you are desiring or addicted to?

We all got a drug in this life & meaning
Everyone has something they are passionate about or addicted to.

Gentle like a fetus, naive just like she's treated
She is treated as if she is naive and innocent, just like an unborn baby.

If you don't get love then don't ask love to keep believing
If you don't receive love, don't continue to hope for love to come to you.

Girl, I just wanna know you
I am interested in getting to know you on a deeper level.

You're friends they could've told you
Your friends may have warned you about me.

That I was gonna mold you, uh
I am going to shape and influence you in some way.

I bet they knew it in their head
I think your friends already knew this about me.

Got me out your bed, & still can't get me out you're head
We are no longer intimate, but you still think about me constantly.

The things I've loved taught me to be strong
The things I have lost have taught me to be resilient.

I never thought a feeling like that would come along
I never expected to experience a feeling like that.

It might leave fast, I wouldn't bother holding on
The feeling might not last, so there's no point in trying to hold onto it.

Fallin In & out of love idk what's wrong
I keep falling in and out of love and don't know what's causing it.

Sometimes I tell myself 'you gotta feel again'
I try to encourage myself to feel emotions again.

Sometimes in my head, I know I will again
I am aware that I will feel emotions again in the future.

But is this the right time? overthinker in my prime
I am currently in a mindset of overthinking whether it is the right time to feel again.

See she can't just let anybody in between those thighs
She is cautious about who she is intimate with.

& she can't just let anybody read her eyes
She is guarded about her emotions and doesn't share them with everyone.

It's deeper than life, just read the lines
There is a deeper meaning and emotion behind her words and actions, if you know how to read them.

Thought it was love we just had a few nights
I thought we had a deeper connection than just a few casual encounters, but perhaps I was wrong.

Took me long but I learned to do right
It took me a while, but I learned to make better choices.

21 with a list full of options
At 21, I have a list of many choices and opportunities ahead of me.

She know Ima pimp so proceed with caution
She knows I have a history of being a player, so she should be careful with how she interacts with me.

Gotta play the game better than me
If she wants to be with me, she needs to be better at the game of love than I am.

She got the uh, she got the same damn conscience
She has the same moral code and sense of right and wrong that I do.

Now I'm never ridin solo wit toxins
I am no longer alone when I engage in unhealthy or toxic behaviors.

Now I know the road, so I'm never stopping
I am experienced and knowledgeable enough to keep going and never stop pursuing my goals.

Cut some people off & shit I know they watching
I have ended some relationships and I know those people are still observing me and my actions.

They part of the toxins
Those people were part of the toxic relationships I had to end.

We're the fucked up kids that they stopped paying attention too, cuz we found out what that pain will do
We are the young people who were neglected or ignored because we started to act out due to our pain and trauma.

The fucked up kids who been trying make it thru, 9-5 like the rent is due
We are the young people who are trying to survive and make it through life, like everyone else, but with more hardships and obstacles.

The fucked up kids tryna find a dream, fall in love with everything cuz it looks like my dreams
We are the young people who are trying to find something to believe in or a reason to keep going, and we often fall for things that seem like they could be our dreams.

We're the fucked up kids that they stopped paying attention too, cuz we found out what they pain will do
We are the young people who were neglected or ignored because we started to act out due to our pain and trauma.

The fucked up kids, nobody cared bout the fucked up kids
Nobody paid attention to or cared about us, the young people who struggled with pain and trauma.

We're the fucked up uh, doing fucked up shit, fucked up this were the fucked up kids
We are the young people who have done things that may seem immoral or wrong to others, because of the pain and trauma we have experienced.

& I would take it back if it meant that I could feel
If it were possible to undo and erase the pain and trauma I have experienced, I would do it so that I could feel emotions again.

But, we're the fucked up kids
But the truth is, we are the young people who have been through pain and trauma and are still struggling to overcome it.

& I'll tell you only time will heal
I know that time is the only thing that can help us heal and overcome our pain and trauma.

But i'm a fucked up kid
But I am still struggling with my pain and trauma, despite my efforts to overcome it.

We're the fucked up kids
We are the young people who have been through pain and trauma and are still struggling to overcome it.

We're the fucked up kids
We are the young people who have been through pain and trauma and are still struggling to overcome it.

We're the fucked up kids
We are the young people who have been through pain and trauma and are still struggling to overcome it.

We're the fucked up kids
We are the young people who have been through pain and trauma and are still struggling to overcome it.

We're the fucked up kids
We are the young people who have been through pain and trauma and are still struggling to overcome it.

We're the fucked up kids
We are the young people who have been through pain and trauma and are still struggling to overcome it.

We're the fucked up kids
We are the young people who have been through pain and trauma and are still struggling to overcome it.

I would take it back if it mean't that I could feel but
If I could get rid of my pain and trauma, I would do it in a heartbeat so that I could feel things fully again.

We're the fucked up kids
We are the young people who have been through pain and trauma and are still struggling to overcome it.

I'll tell you only time will heal
The only thing that can truly heal our pain and trauma is the passage of time.

But, ill always be a fucked up kid
Even if I recover from my pain and trauma, the struggles I have faced will always be a part of me.