100x
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Promise myself I would write this all down
But it's all lost in letters just left in her room
Promise myself I'd remember it all
But it's all in regret of love lost in her room
Promise myself I would write this all down
But it's all lost in letters just left in her room
Promise myself I'd remember it all
But it's all in regret of love lost in her room
Promise myself I'd write it down..

And this reminds me of two years ago
When I first said this
When I forgot what it was like to have my life in someone
And I'm afraid to let you know that I've become upset with myself
Do you suffer from some sadness
That you just can't seem to change
And you make this hurt just 100 times more
Before I could let you go
Before I could leave it alone
100 times more

Promise myself i would write this all down
But it's all lost in letters just left in her room
Promise myself I'd remember it all
But it's all in regret of love lost in her room
Promise myself I would write this all down
But it's all lost in letters just left in her room
Promise myself I'd remember it all
But it's all in regret of love lost in her room

And you make this hurt just 100 times more
Before I could let you go
Before I could leave it alone
100 times more

And you make this hurt just 100 times more
Before I could let you go
Before I could leave it alone
And you make this hurt just 100 times more




Before I could let you go
Before I could leave it alone

Overall Meaning

In S's song "100x," the singer shares his regret and sorrow over a lost love that he cannot seem to let go of. He begins by reflecting on how he had promised himself that he would write everything down to remember it, but now it's all lost in letters left in his lover's room. He seems to be haunted by memories of this relationship that ended badly, as he wishes he could remember it all and write it down.


The chorus repeats this sense of regret and longing for the past, as he remembers a time two years ago when he forgot what it was like to have his life intertwined with someone else's. He seems to be struggling with some deep internal sadness that he can't shake, and wonders if his lover is suffering from something similar. The line "And you make this hurt just 100 times more" suggests that his lover's presence, or perhaps just the memory of her, intensifies his pain and makes it harder to let go.


Throughout the song, the singer is grappling with his emotions and trying to come to terms with the loss of this relationship. He seems to feel trapped by his own regrets and unable to move on, despite his best intentions. The repetition of the promise to write everything down underscores this sense of helplessness, as if writing it out is the only way to make sense of what has happened.


Line by Line Meaning

Promise myself I would write this all down
I had intended to document my feelings, but it's all been reduced to letters in her room.


But it's all lost in letters just left in her room
I attempted to capture my emotions, but all that remains are some forgotten notes.


Promise myself I'd remember it all
I resolved to recall every detail, but now all I have is regret.


But it's all in regret of love lost in her room
Unfortunately, my memories of our love are now tainted by my remorse.


And this reminds me of two years ago
This situation is reminiscent of a past experience, from when I initially spoke these words.


When I first said this
I uttered these same sentences long ago.


When I forgot what it was like to have my life in someone
I recall an earlier time when I had lost sight of what it meant to share my life with another person.


And I'm afraid to let you know that I've become upset with myself
I'm hesitant to reveal that I'm blaming myself for our current situation.


Do you suffer from some sadness
I'm curious if you're experiencing any similar feelings of sorrow.


That you just can't seem to change
I understand that it's difficult to overcome emotions that seem unchanging.


And you make this hurt just 100 times more
Unfortunately, your actions or words are intensifying my already painful emotions.


Before I could let you go
I needed to move on from our relationship, but it was a challenging process.


Before I could leave it alone
I needed to release my attachment to our past, but it was easier said than done.


100 times more
The agony of the situation was amplified to an unbearable degree.




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