"Nobody needs to write a bio for me. This… Read Full Bio ↴In the words of SAINt JHN:
"Nobody needs to write a bio for me. This is stupid. My name is SAINt JHN, that's my real name, it's spelled a little different tho. I'm from Brooklyn, I spent half of my childhood growing up in Georgetown, Guyana. I was dirt poor in Brooklyn and some version of rich in Guyana, because apparently 2 nickles can buy you a sports car in a 3rd world country. Who knew?! I'm from a SUPER Christian household where my mom forced us to go to every church imaginable, EVERY, SINGLE, WEEK! I hated it. I still won't go to church to this day. I'm a product of a father that was a hustler, preacher for a mother and a rapper for an older brother. Jay z and Beenie Man were my musical hero's growing up. I don't know how to describe the music I make, don't know what genre it belongs to and I don't exactly care. I make what I want to hear and paint the pictures that I want to see in the world. I got my start writing songs for other people, I got lucky I don't know how that happened but I did. I wrote some records for Usher, Kiesza, Gorgon City and a few other people. I was having success, but then I quit, cause who wants to live their dreams through someone else's eyes. So I put out my first project, Collection One. And here we are now, I hope you like whatever comes next cause I have no fvcking idea!"
SAINt JHN has since released his third studio album "While The World Was Burning".
Monica Lewinsky
SAINt JHN Lyrics
Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴
She gon' bust it right here, 'cause it's risky
She got the code like DaVinci
Only gotta text one time that you miss me
She gon' want to resent me
'Cause me and her best friend got history
She got the walk of the century
Girl, you really got some kind of intrigue
I don't want no smoke
I don't wanna learn how to drive in the Rari'
If you gon' tell me to go slow
I don't wanna think 'bout the life that we could've had
Lookin' at the past through a snow globe
Bought you Louis, Chanel, brands, yeah
To make up for the time wasted
Go slow when you in the Matrix (brrt)
I don't mind loco
I don't wanna almost get rich and turn back
Baby girl, nah, nah, I'm almost so close
I don't wanna lay here alone in the mansion
The world feels cold when the door closed
Wanna know my opening statement?
'Cause even though I been waitin'
Baby girl, I'm impatient
She's my Monica Lewinsky
She gon' bust it right here, 'cause it's risky
She got the code like DaVinci
Only gotta text one time that you miss me
She gon' want to resent me
'Cause me and her best friend got history
She got the walk of the century
Girl, you really got some
We're repeatin' the cycle
I'm not good at no wifey
She kiss me with her eyes closed
That just means that she likes me
I'm not good at goodbyes, though
It's the way that it might be
I was tryna go Michael
She was tryna go Hyphy
Yee, right now, yeah
I don't wanna talk about it later
Nah, nah, I want it right now (now, now, yeah)
And your ex nigga tryna hit you up still
Tell that nigga, "Pipe down" (now, now, yeah)
And I don't wanna be the one to put more guns
But I don't fight now
Yeah, you know that I don't fight now
You wasn't even my type before, yeah, but you're my type now
I ain't gonna lie, did you wrong, can I do you right now?
Whatever I did in the dark before, it's in the light now
Whenever you say you're leavin' me, I know you be right back
Whenever I say it, baby, I just hope that you don't believe it
I told you that you could be a star if you can reach it
I told you that you could tell me all your little secrets
Told you that could tell me all if you really needed
If you needed, 'cause
She's my Monica Lewinsky
She gon' bust it right here, 'cause it's risky
She got the code like DaVinci
Only gotta text one time that you miss me
She gon' want to resent me
'Cause me and her best friend got history
She got the walk of the century
Girl, you really got some kind of intrigue
We're repeatin' the cycle
I'm not good at no wifey
She kiss me with her eyes closed
That just means that she likes me
I'm not good at goodbyes, though
It's the way that it might be
I was tryna go Michael
She was tryna go Hyphy
We're repeatin' the cycle
I'm not good at no wifey
She kiss me with her eyes closed
That just means that she likes me
I'm not good at goodbyes, though
It's the way that it might be
I was tryna go Michael
She was tryna go Hyphy
In "Monica Lewinsky," SAINt JHN sings about a woman who he refers to as his Monica Lewinsky, drawing a comparison to Bill Clinton's infamous affair with the former White House intern. He suggests that she is adventurous and daring, willing to engage in risky behavior for the sake of pleasure. Despite their connection, there are underlying tensions due to his past relationship with her best friend, which could potentially cause resentment. The lyrics also touch on themes of impatience and regret, with SAINt JHN expressing his need for immediate gratification, while acknowledging that he may have made mistakes in the past.
Overall, the song seems to be a reflection on the complexities of modern relationships, where emotions and motivations can be difficult to navigate.
Line by Line Meaning
She's my Monica Lewinsky
She's the secret lover that I can't resist
She gon' bust it right here, 'cause it's risky
She's not afraid to take risks for our illicit relationship
She got the code like DaVinci
She understands me like no one else, with secrets only we know
Only gotta text one time that you miss me
She's always there waiting for my affection, one text is all it takes
She gon' want to resent me
She'll feel conflicted because of our shared history with her best friend
'Cause me and her best friend got history
Our past with her friend adds tension to our current relationship
She got the walk of the century
Her confident and seductive stride turns heads
Girl, you really got some kind of intrigue
There's something mysterious and compelling about her that I can't resist
I don't want no smoke
I don't want any drama or trouble
I don't wanna learn how to drive in the Rari'
I don't want to spend my time and energy on flashy and materialistic things
If you gon' tell me to go slow
If you're going to hold me back, I don't want to be with you
I don't wanna think 'bout the life that we could've had
I don't want to dwell on the past and the possibilities that didn't happen
Lookin' at the past through a snow globe
Reflecting on the past with a nostalgic and distant view
Bought you Louis, Chanel, brands, yeah
I tried to make up for lost time and appease her with luxury items
To make up for the time wasted
I tried to compensate for the time we lost not being together
Go slow when you in the Matrix (brrt)
Proceed with caution in this tricky and unpredictable situation
I don't mind loco
I don't mind being a little crazy for love
I don't wanna almost get rich and turn back
I don't want to get close to success only to lose it all
Baby girl, nah, nah, I'm almost so close
I'm getting closer to my goals and I don't want to mess it up
I don't wanna lay here alone in the mansion
I don't want to achieve all this wealth and success without someone to share it with
The world feels cold when the door closed
I feel lonely and isolated even when surrounded by material things
Wanna know my opening statement?
I want to make my intentions clear from the start
'Cause even though I been waitin'
Despite waiting for the right moment, I can't wait any longer
Baby girl, I'm impatient
I'm eager and restless to have her in my life
We're repeatin' the cycle
Our behavior and actions are repeating the same patterns over and over
I'm not good at no wifey
I'm not good at being a loyal and committed partner
She kiss me with her eyes closed
She trusts and enjoys being intimate with me
That just means that she likes me
Her nonverbal cues suggest that she has feelings for me
It's the way that it might be
Our relationship might not be ideal or perfect
I was tryna go Michael
I was trying to be successful and legendary like Michael Jackson
She was tryna go Hyphy
She was trying to live life to the fullest and have fun, like in the Hyphy movement
I don't wanna talk about it later
I want our relationship to progress now, not later
And your ex nigga tryna hit you up still
Your ex is still trying to get back with you
Tell that nigga, "Pipe down"
Tell him to stay quiet and back off
And I don't wanna be the one to put more guns
I don't want to escalate any conflicts or make things worse
But I don't fight now
I don't want to engage in physical confrontations
You wasn't even my type before, yeah, but you're my type now
Even though I wasn't interested in her before, I am now
I ain't gonna lie, did you wrong, can I do you right now?
I admit that I made mistakes in the past, but can I make it up to you now?
Whatever I did in the dark before, it's in the light now
My past mistakes and secrets are no longer hidden and are now known
Whenever you say you're leavin' me, I know you be right back
Even though she threatens to leave, I know she'll come back to me
Whenever I say it, baby, I just hope that you don't believe it
Even though I threaten to leave, I hope she knows I don't really mean it
I told you that you could be a star if you can reach it
I encourage her to pursue her dreams and reach for the stars
Told you that you could tell me all your little secrets
I want her to be open and honest with me about everything
Told you that could tell me all if you really needed
I want her to trust me and rely on me for support and help
If you needed, 'cause
I'm here for her if she needs me
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Reservoir Media Management, Inc.
Written by: Artist Julius Dubose, Carlos St. John Phillips, Lee Stashenko
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@leander_jeff1
🔥🔥🔥🔥
She's my Monica Lewinsky
She gon' bust it right here, 'cause it's risky
She got a code like DaVinci
Only gotta text one time, "Did you miss me?"
She gon' want to resent me
'Cause me and her best friend got history
She got the walk of the century
Girl, you really got some kind of intrigue .
I don't want no smoke
I don't wanna learn how to drive in the Rari'
If you gon' tell me to go slow
I don't wanna think 'bout the life that we could've had
Lookin' at the past through a snow globe
Bought you Louis, Chanel, brands
Yeah, to make up for the time wasted
Go slow when you in the Matrix (Brrt)
I don't mind loco
I don't wanna almost get rich and turn back
Baby girl, nah, nah, I'm almost so close
I don't wanna lay here alone in the mansion
The world feels cold when the door closed
Wanna know my opening statement?
'Cause even though I been waitin'
Baby girl, I'm impatient
She's my Monica Lewinsky
She gon' bust it right here, 'cause it's risky
She got a code like DaVinci
Only gotta text one time, "Did you miss me?"
She gon' want to resent me
'Cause me and her best friend got history
She got the walk of the century
Girl, you really got some...
We're repeatin' the cycle
I'm not good at no wifey
She kiss me with her eyes closed
That just means that she likes me
I'm not good at goodbye, though
It's the way that it might be
I'm was tryna go Michael
She was tryna go hyphy
A Boogie wit da Hoodie]
Yee, right now, yeah
I don't wanna talk about it later, nah, nah, I want it right now (Now, now, yeah)
And your ex nigga tryna hit you up still, tell that nigga "Pipe down" (Now, now, yeah)
And I don't wanna be the one to put more guns, but I don't fight now
Yeah, you know that I don't fight now
You wasn't even my type before, yeah, but you're my type now
I ain't gonna lie, did you wrong, can I do you right now?
Whatever I did in the dark before, it's in the light now
Whenever you say you're leavin' me, I know you be right back
Whenever I say it, baby, I just hope that you don't believe it
I told you that you could be a star if you can reach it
I told you that you could tell me all your little secrets
Told you that could tell me all if you really needed
If you needed, 'cause...
She's my Monica Lewinsky
She gon' bust it right here, 'cause it's risky
She got a code like DaVinci
Only gotta text one time, "Did you miss me?"
She gon' want to resent me
'Cause me and her best friend got history
She got the walk of the century
Girl, you really got some kind of intrigue
We're repeatin' the cycle
I'm not good at no wifey
She kiss me with her eyes closed
That just means that she likes me
I'm not good at goodbye, though
It's the way that it might be
I'm was tryna go Michael
She was tryna go hyphy
We're repeatin' the cycle
I'm not good at no wifey
She kiss me with her eyes closed
That just means that she likes me
I'm not good at goodbye, though
It's the way that it might be
I'm was tryna go Michael
She was tryna go hyphy
@titoneo3676
This song is so underrated when it deserves to be heard more
@baderalnasser1926
I agree ❤❤❤
@mrmaktastik1866
tito neo agreed
@nhampton1115
Yessssss
@sande1212
SAINt JHN is underated in general ! in a way thats also kinda dope cuz u really got to have an ear for music to end up here !
@Bibo22
tito neo frrr tho and I just found this song like 3 days ago, I’m listening to it non stop
@shembrooklyne7552
She kiss me with her eyes closed
That just means that she likes me
The energy in Monica Lewinsky will forever be unmatched!!
@Sp1NNN023
Bro we not much here for long, corona is getting to us
@warwid5419
@@Sp1NNN023 lolllllll then enjoy while it last
@cine180
@Salvatore Civale same they will play that at my funeral idk about the year