Mourning song
SERPENTWITHFEET Lyrics


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I am so embarrassed
My voice is far too deep
It's buried in the ground

Sound like the demon
The demon needed me to be
Now you're nowhere to be found
What'll be, be, be, mourned
What'll be, be, be, mourned

I am so embarrassed
Shadows layer the corners of my smile
They will not go away

It's too much work
To be the monster and miss you too
Why didn't you just stay?

I'm annoyed with clothes today
I'd rather swaddle myself in sorrow today
I don't want to be small, small, sad
I want to be big, big, sad
I want to make a pageant of my grief
Cut out our better half
And carry your side everywhere with me
Yes I do, yes I do
I'm not through you yet [?]
I'm never through you again [?]
I'm sure my friends are tired of me talking about you
But it's a gift, it's a gift to miss you

What kinda lover would I be
If I didn't properly grieve?

I'll miss you, I miss you

What'll be, be, be, mourned
What'll be, be, be, mourned
What'll be, be, be, mourned (This sorrow is mine)
What'll be, be, be, mourned (This sadness is mine)




What'll be, be, be, mourned
What'll be, be, be, mourned

Overall Meaning

In "mourning song" by SERPENTWITHFEET, the artist explores the complexities of grief after the end of a relationship. The song opens with the artist expressing embarrassment and shame over the deepness of his voice, which he feels is like that of a demon. This feeling of not being good enough carries over into his grief over the loss of his lover. He becomes annoyed with the mundane aspects of life, like clothes, and longs to be consumed by his sadness, to make a "pageant" of his grief. He acknowledges that his friends may grow tired of hearing him talk about his lover, but to him, missing his lover is a gift.


As the song progresses, the artist speaks directly to his lover, questioning how he could properly love them if he didn't allow himself the space to grieve. He acknowledges that the mourning process is his own, saying "This sorrow is mine" and "This sadness is mine," reiterating that he must go through it his own way. The chorus, "What'll be, be, be, mourned" is a sort of mantra for the artist, reminding him and the listeners that mourning is a necessary part of healing.


Overall, "mourning song" is a raw and vulnerable exploration of grief, showing that it is okay to feel all the complex and confusing emotions that come with losing a loved one.


Line by Line Meaning

I am so embarrassed
I feel ashamed


My voice is far too deep
My voice doesn't sound the way I want it to


It's buried in the ground
I feel like my voice isn't heard or appreciated


Sound like the demon
I sound scary, like a monster


The demon needed me to be
I feel like I have to be scary to protect myself


Now you're nowhere to be found
I miss you and I can't find you


What'll be, be, be, mourned
I have to accept what has been lost and grieve


Shadows layer the corners of my smile
I am sad even when I try to be happy


They will not go away
My sadness is always present


It's too much work
Trying to be both scary and sad is exhausting


To be the monster and miss you too
I feel like I have to be scary to protect myself from missing you


Why didn't you just stay?
I wish you didn't have to go


I'm annoyed with clothes today
I am frustrated with superficial things


I'd rather swaddle myself in sorrow today
I want to focus on my sadness and not pretend to be happy


I don't want to be small, small, sad
I don't want to hide my sadness


I want to be big, big, sad
I want to express my sadness to its fullest extent


I want to make a pageant of my grief
I want to show the world how sad I am


Cut out our better half
I feel incomplete without you


And carry your side everywhere with me
I want to keep your memory close to me


Yes I do, yes I do
I really do miss you


I'm not through you yet [?]
I still need time to process my grief


I'm never through you again [?]
I will always miss you


I'm sure my friends are tired of me talking about you
I talk about you a lot because I miss you


But it's a gift, it's a gift to miss you
Even though it hurts, missing you is a reminder of how much you meant to me


What kinda lover would I be
I want to show that I loved you deeply


If I didn't properly grieve?
If I didn't show my sadness, I wouldn't be honoring our love


I'll miss you, I miss you
I will always miss you


This sorrow is mine
My sadness is a part of me


This sadness is mine
My grief is personal and unique


What'll be, be, be, mourned
I have to accept my loss and mourn it


What'll be, be, be, mourned
I have to accept my loss and mourn it




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Josiah Wise, Michael Volpe

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