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I thought on those endless nights
I reminisced about the countless nights we spent together

Committing to conversations
We engaged in deep and meaningful conversations, promising to be there for each other

Devouring left and right
We absorbed every moment of our time together, living in the moment and enjoying each other's company

The rest of our lives
We dreamed of a future together, planning to spend the rest of our lives hand in hand

I always hated those techno songs
I despised the music you loved, unable to connect to your musical taste

You put on my compilations
You imbued your songs into our relationship, trying to foster a deeper connection through music

Those saintly notions of right and wrong
Your rigid principles of morality annoyed me, hindering our ability to just live in the moment

That always got in my way
Your moral code often created obstacles in our relationship that were hard to overcome

You left on the darkest part
You abandoned me during the toughest times of my life, leaving me when I needed you the most

Of my constant intoxication
I was drowning in my own sorrow, turning to vices to numb the pain of our breakup

My battered and broken heart
My heart was damaged and shattered, unable to heal from the hurt you caused

It nearly gave out
I was close to giving up and losing all hope in love

I kicked around in the big bad world
I struggled to find my place in the world without you, facing difficulties and hardships on my own

After you sold all my action figures
You took away everything that mattered to me, robbing me of my prized possessions and memories

I never got in that one last word
I never got the chance to tell you exactly how I felt or how much you hurt me

So here's a fuck you
I'm angry and resentful towards you, cursing you for betraying my trust and breaking my heart

Drowning in the illusion that I care
I'm pretending to care about you, struggling to come to terms with the fact that I no longer do

I'm over it now
I'm done with the pain and hurt you caused me, ready to move on and start anew

You won't see me around
I'm cutting you out of my life, erasing you from my memories and moving on without you

Go bury the knife in someone else
Go hurt someone else, but know that I won't be there to pick up the pieces anymore

Go fuck up the life of someone else
Go damage someone else's life like you did mine, but I won't be there to bear witness to it