Lose It
SWMRS Lyrics

When I first saw you I made a mixtape
When I first saw you, I felt an inexplicable attraction towards you that I expressed by creating a compilation of songs.

I didn't know you'd do the same damn thing
However, little did I know that you would also create a mixtape for me, reciprocating my feelings.

When I said goodbye to you it went quiet
When we said goodbye to each other, the surrounding atmosphere seemed to have become silent, signifying the emptiness and loneliness each of us felt within.

Cuz I didn't wanna feel any pain
I avoided expressing my true feelings to you, fearing the possible pain and hurt that might follow in case you didn't feel the same.

The last thing I want is another debutante
I don't want to be with someone who only cares about appearance and status without any deeper qualities.

To take me away from my world (Take me away from my world)
I value my unique and individual world, and I don't want anyone to take me away from it, to change who I am and what I stand for.

And I know that wasn't us, but it still got tough
Although I know that we weren't meant to be together, it still became difficult and challenging to let go of you.

So come on, come on
So I ask, come on, let's talk and express our feelings to each other honestly.

And tell me why'd you have to have such a damn good taste in music?
Why do you have to have such an excellent taste in music that all my favorite songs remind me of you, and make me feel lost and hopeless without you?

Ya if all my favorite songs make me think of you I'm gonna lose it
Yes, it's true that when I listen to all the songs we shared and enjoyed together, it reminds me of the good times we had and the love that once existed between us that I might lose control of my emotions.

When we drove up the coast we had a soundtrack
During our travels, we had a playlist of songs that created an ambiance and added meaning to our journey.

We made it feel like a film on a reel
Together we created a story that felt magical and surreal like a motion picture.

And our story didn't have a happy ending but it still sounded good despite the way I feel
Although we didn't end up together, our story still sounds beautiful and meaningful to me, despite the pain and sadness I feel.

The last thing I want is another broken heart to drive me to the brink of crazy
I don't want to experience another heartbreak that would drive me to the edge of insanity and despair.

In the end I couldn't take it cuz I knew we wouldn't make it
Ultimately, I couldn't bear the pain and heartache anymore because I realized that our love could not survive.

In the end we were just a couple kids who thought and fought our way around each other
In the end, we realized that we were just young and inexperienced people who were trying to navigate our way in love, and who made a lot of mistakes along the way.

There's a mark on the town from the times we had around, but there's still some space for the rest of our lives
We left a lasting mark on the place we were in during our relationship, but there's still enough time and opportunity for us to move on and make new memories in the future.

Doo doo doo doo doo doo
A non-verbal way to express the deep emotions and feelings associated with the situation.

I'm gonna lose it
I might lose control of my emotions and well-being because of the pain and hopelessness I feel regarding our love.