F2F
SZA Lyrics


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I've been thinkin' 'bout you, haven't got much sleep
Worried that you already done replaced me
Worried I done it took far, and you too hurt to hear me
Smokin' on a Backwood 'cause I miss my ex
Now I'm ovulatin' and I need rough sex
Knowin' you gon' block me tomorrow, can you still come and get me?

Missin' my daddy when the nights get cold
Wishin' I didn't wanna sell my soul
Wishin' that it wasn't so hard, man, I'm on my knees

Get a rise out of watchin' you fall
Get a kick out of missin' your call
I hate me enough for the two of us
Hate that I can't let go of you enough, it's why
I fuck him 'cause I miss you
I fuck him 'cause I really miss you
I fuck him 'cause I miss you, oh, ooh, ooh-ooh

I just had to get my rocks off
You got no loyalty, you push me 'til I pop off
I beg for empathy, you give me nothin', so hard without you (so hard without you)
I feel it comin', you gon' find another one
To keep you calm and tuck you in at night, I wonder
Will you call me? Will you hang me out to dry?

Missin' my daddy when the nights get cold
Wishin' I didn't wanna sell my soul
Wishin' that it wasn't so hard, man, I'm on my knees

Get a rise out of watchin' you fall
Get a kick out of missin' your call
And I hate me enough for the two of us
Hate that I can't let go of you enough, it's why
I fuck him 'cause I miss you
I fuck him 'cause I really miss you
I fuck him 'cause I miss you, oh, ooh, ooh-ooh

I'm lookin' for comfort, I knew all along
I knew that you loved her
We droppin' bombs
I fuck him 'cause I miss you
I fuck him 'cause I really miss you
I fuck him to forget you, oh, ooh, ooh-ooh
I fuck him 'cause I miss you
I fuck him 'cause I miss you
I try to run but I don't block 'em




Fuck 'em, but I don't cuff 'em
I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of SZA's song F2F showcases the messages of heartbreak and desperation against a backdrop of personal struggles. The song speaks to the singer's inner turmoil and thoughts as she deals with a recently ended relationship. SZA seems to be at a crossroads in life, having to deal with the pain of a broken heart and the desire to move on, yet struggling to let go of her past love life. She is ruminating and has not had proper rest because thoughts of her ex keep running through her mind, making her question if she is being replaced for life. She smokes backwoods and, in the same breath, wants rough sex, acknowledging how vulnerable she feels without her past lover.


The lyrics also bring to light SZA's innermost fears and anxieties, as she admits that the night gets colder without her father, and she wishes he was present to provide some form of comfort. The chorus continues to showcase her mixed emotions, as she admits to hating that she cannot let go of her ex enough to move on, and she counteracts these feelings by indulging in sex with other men. SZA is on her knees, looking for answers and comfort, and instead of getting it from her ex-lover, she turns to other men to try and fill the void. She is torn between what her heart wants and what her brain is telling her, and this inner conflict is what drives this song forward.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been thinkin' 'bout you, haven't got much sleep
I've been losing sleep thinking about you.


Worried that you already done replaced me
I'm worried that you've already found someone else.


Worried I done it took far, and you too hurt to hear me
I'm worried that I messed up too much and that you won't forgive me.


Smokin' on a Backwood 'cause I miss my ex
I'm smoking to help cope with missing my ex.


Now I'm ovulatin' and I need rough sex
I am ovulating and craving rough sex.


Knowin' you gon' block me tomorrow, can you still come and get me?
I know you'll block me tomorrow, but can you still come and pick me up?


Missin' my daddy when the nights get cold
I miss my father when it gets cold at night.


Wishin' I didn't wanna sell my soul
I wish I didn't feel like I have to compromise my values.


Get a rise out of watchin' you fall
I get satisfaction out of seeing you fail.


Get a kick out of missin' your call
I enjoy the feeling of missing your calls.


I hate me enough for the two of us
I hate myself enough for both of us.


Hate that I can't let go of you enough, it's why
I hate that I can't move on from you, which is why I do what I do.


I fuck him 'cause I miss you
I sleep with someone else because I miss you.


I fuck him 'cause I really miss you
I sleep with someone else because I really miss you.


I just had to get my rocks off
I just had to satisfy my sexual desires.


You got no loyalty, you push me 'til I pop off
You have no loyalty and keep pushing me until I can't take it anymore.


I beg for empathy, you give me nothin', so hard without you (so hard without you)
I ask for understanding, but you give me nothing. It's so hard without you.


I feel it comin', you gon' find another one
I sense that you will soon find someone new.


To keep you calm and tuck you in at night, I wonder
I wonder who will be there to comfort you and put you to bed at night.


Will you call me? Will you hang me out to dry?
I wonder if you will call me or leave me hanging.


I'm lookin' for comfort, I knew all along
I am looking for comfort, and I knew it all along.


I knew that you loved her
I knew that you loved someone else.


We droppin' bombs
We are causing destruction in our relationship.


I fuck him to forget you, oh, ooh, ooh-ooh
I sleep with someone else to try to forget about you.


I try to run but I don't block 'em
I try to break free from someone, but I don't completely cut them off.


Fuck 'em, but I don't cuff 'em
I sleep with someone without committing to them.


I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you
I sleep with someone else because I miss you.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Carter Lang, Melissa Viviane Jefferson, Robert Bisel, Solana Rowe

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Verse 1]
I been thinkin' 'bout you, haven't got much sleep
Worried that you are ready to replace me
Worried I done it took far and you too hurt to hear me
Smokin' on a pack because I miss my ex
Now I'm ovulatin' and I need rough sex
Knowin' you gon' block me tomorrow, can you still come and get me?

[Pre-Chorus]
Missin' my daddy when the nights get cold
Wishin' I didn't wanna sell my soul
Wishin' that it wasn't so hard, man, I'm on my knees


[Chorus]
Get a rise out of watchin' you fall
Get a kick out of missin' your call
I hate me enough for the two of us
Hate that I can't let go of you enough
It's why I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you
I fuck 'em 'cause I really miss you
I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you

[Verse 2]
I just had to get my rocks off
Your kind of loyalty, you push me 'til I pop off
I bеg for empathy, you gave me nothin'
So hard without you (So hard without you)
I feel it comin', you gon' find anothеr one
To keep you comin', tuck you in, another one
But will you call me? Will you hang me up to dry?

[Pre-Chorus]
Missin' my daddy when the nights get cold
Wishin' I didn't wanna sell my soul
Wishin' that it wasn't so hard, man, I'm on my knees

[Chorus]
Get a rise out of watchin' you fall
Get a kick out of missin' your call
I hate me enough for the two of us
Hate that I can't let go of you enough
It's why I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you
I fuck 'em 'cause I really miss you
I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you

[Outro]
I'm lookin' for comfort
I knew all along
I knew what your love does
We droppin' bombs
I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you
I fuck 'em 'cause I really miss you
I fuck 'em to forget you
I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you
I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you
I try to run, but I don't block 'em
Fuck 'em, but I don't cuff 'em
I fuck 'em 'cause I miss you



All comments from YouTube:

@alexrnegron

THIS ALT VIBE TOOK ME BY SHOCK BUT IM IN LOVE

@bri5198

YESS

@Finnicksversion

She’s so diverse we love

@Dtzeo503

Alt Black girls would love this!!!

@davidiii8753

This ain’t alt this is 2000s pop music lol

@pookiemari143

@@davidiii8753 You realize her genre is Alternative R&B right?

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@MoonieTheMenace

I LITERALLY DID NOT EXPECT TO HEAR THIS KIND OF SONG FROM HER, BUT I'M HONESTLY LIVING FOR IT

@Dayatherealist

Literally like I’m in love,it reminds me of a young teen romance movie🥰🥰

@inthenameofthemoon222

RIGHT LIKE OMG

@cIetus

Same

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