i hate u
SZA Lyrics

I be so sick of you niggas, y'all contradicting
I am tired of dealing with men who say one thing and do another.

I be so bored with myself, can you come and fuck me?
I am looking for someone to distract me from my own boredom and insecurities with physical intimacy.

I feel so ordinary, 'cept when you around me
When I am with you, I feel special and unique, but otherwise I feel average.

Treat me like corduroy, wear me out
You treat me like a worn-out material, using me until I am exhausted.

Arguments, you air me out
You publicly argue with me and embarrass me in front of others.

Trippin' 'bout your whereabouts
I am worried about your location and what you are doing when we are apart.

I can't keep no conflict with you
I cannot continue to argue and fight with you.

Boy, can we just rub it out?
Can we resolve our issues through physical intimacy rather than arguing?

I don't want no static with you, you know you my plug
I do not want any negative tension with you since you are my connection to something I need or want.

And I can't shake this habit, no
I cannot stop myself from coming back to you even though I know it is bad for me.

I've been up, baby
I've been wide awake.

Heavy reminiscin'
Deeply remembering the past.

Heavy on the missin' you
Being overwhelmed with missing you.

Wish it was different than what it was (oh yeah)
I wish our relationship could have been different from what it ended up being.

Lost in the lie of us
I am caught up in the illusion of what our relationship could be rather than what it actually is.

Lost, ain't no findin' us
We are so lost in this relationship that it is impossible to fix.

And if you wondered if I hate you (I do)
You may be curious if I hate you, and the answer is yes.

Shitty of you to make me feel just like this
I blame you for making me feel this way.

What I would do to make you feel just like this
I wish I could make you feel the pain that you have caused me.

Used to be too solid 'til you scrambled me
I used to be confident and strong, but you have messed me up and made me unsure of myself.

Used to be your rider, you mishandle me
I used to ride for you and support you, but you have mistreated me.

Used to be nonviolent 'til you ambushed me
I used to avoid violence, but you caught me off guard and now I am lashing out.

Now I'm out here wildin' with you
I am acting crazy and reckless with you.

Now I'm out here, silent treatment, that mean no permission (no)
I am giving you the silent treatment, which means you do not have my permission to do anything or be around me.

Missionary gettin' borin', can you switch positions? (Yeah)
Our sex life is becoming repetitive and uninteresting, can we try something new?

Hard to save your soul, you don't ever listen, no (no)
It is difficult to help you improve or change when you do not listen to me.

And if you wondered if I hate you (fuck you)
If you are still wondering if I hate you, the answer is a resounding fuck you.