In My Mind
S (Canada) Lyrics
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Got a lot on my mind again
Fighting myself all the time
Need to chew up and swallow my pride again
Cuz if I don't I might as well be just alone
Only eyes are my shadows
Liquor tasting like water
Fuck I've lost it
Poppin' another one
Try to say its the last one
But I know that's dishonest
I'm ashamed
It's my only way of escaping
Left and the right one
Tryna tell me what's right, wrong
But it's only more confusing
Cuz I have a lot more demons
Than accounted for
I have a lot more feeding
off my heart, I'm sore
I'm fucking screaming
For all of it to stop
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot on my mind again
Fighting myself all the time
Need to chew up and swallow my pride again
Call it what you want
Call it as you see
Call it fucking damaged, if what you see in me
Call it what you want
Call it as you see
Cuz I got a lot on my mind again
Now I'm doing donuts in the Benz
Whipping round with no hands
I ain't really got friends
I ain't really got friends like that
Yeah I swear I only got 10
And they all blessings amen
But they'll never understand
Yeah they'll never understand me
I got demons they coming to light
Evil eye, I'm in their sight
I'm breathing, but I'm not alive
Soaring I'm riding this high
I'm ready I've sharpened the knife
To cut off all of my ties
From the weight I've shouldered
All this time that made me want to hide
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot on my mind again
Fighting myself all the time
Need to chew up and swallow my pride again
Call it what you want
Call it as you see
Call it fucking damaged, if what you see in me
Call it what you want
Call it as you see
Cuz I got a lot on my mind again
The lyrics to S (Canada)'s song "In My Mind" depict the struggles the singer is facing with their own thoughts and emotions. They feel overwhelmed by the weight of their own demons and are constantly battling with themselves. They turn to unhealthy coping mechanisms such as drinking and drugs to escape from their problems, but ultimately end up feeling more ashamed and alone. The lyrics suggest that the singer is aware of their own destructive behavior and is trying to change, but is struggling to do so.
Throughout the song, the singer emphasizes the idea that they have a lot on their mind, and this is causing them to feel lost and confused. They are seeking a way out, but are not sure how to do so. They are constantly fighting with themselves and struggling to find the right path. The repeated phrase "Call it what you want, call it as you see" suggests that the singer is aware of the judgment of others, but is asking them not to judge too harshly because they are in a difficult place.
Overall, the song conveys a sense of raw emotion and honesty about the struggles of mental health and addiction. It highlights the need to be kind to ourselves and to others who are going through similar challenges.
Line by Line Meaning
Got a lot on my mind
Feeling overwhelmed with thoughts and emotions
Got a lot on my mind again
This is a recurring feeling
Fighting myself all the time
Struggling with inner turmoil
Need to chew up and swallow my pride again
Must humble oneself to move forward
Cuz if I don't I might as well be just alone
Being too prideful could lead to isolation
Only eyes are my shadows
Feeling like there is no one to turn to
Liquor tasting like water
Alcohol consumption has become habitual
Fuck I've lost it
Feeling like there's no control over one's life
All again
This feeling has returned
Poppin' another one
Taking drugs to cope
Try to say its the last one
Knowing this behavior is harmful
But I know that's dishonest
Feeling unable to stop despite trying
I'm ashamed
Recognizing the negative impact of one's actions
It's my only way of escaping
Using substances to temporarily escape pain
Left and the right one
Everyone around has an opinion
Tryna tell me what's right, wrong
Being pressured to conform to others' standards
But it's only more confusing
The conflicting advice is not helpful
Cuz I have a lot more demons
Dealing with inner demons that others do not understand
Than accounted for
There are more issues than what is visible on the surface
I have a lot more feeding
The internal struggles are causing pain
off my heart, I'm sore
This emotional pain is taking a physical toll
I'm fucking screaming
Wanting a way out of this cycle of pain and self-destruction
For all of it to stop
Wishing for relief from the internal struggles
Call it what you want
Labeling oneself doesn't change the struggles being faced
Call it as you see
Others may label someone based on what they observe
Call it fucking damaged, if what you see in me
Acknowledging that these struggles have caused harm
Now I'm doing donuts in the Benz
Engaging in reckless behavior
Whipping round with no hands
Risking one's safety
I ain't really got friends
Feeling alone
I ain't really got friends like that
Not having close relationships
Yeah I swear I only got 10
A small number of people in life
And they all blessings amen
Grateful for those few friends
But they'll never understand
Others can't fully understand the internal struggles
Yeah they'll never understand me
Feeling isolated and misunderstood
I got demons they coming to light
Internal struggles are becoming harder to suppress
Evil eye, I'm in their sight
Feeling like one's struggles are visible to others
I'm breathing, but I'm not alive
Existing without truly living
Soaring I'm riding this high
Feeling temporary relief from the pain
I'm ready I've sharpened the knife
Feeling ready to make drastic changes
To cut off all of my ties
Making changes in relationships and habits
From the weight I've shouldered
Lightening the burden of internal struggles
All this time that made me want to hide
Past experiences and struggles have led to isolation
Call it what you want
Labels don't define someone's struggles
Call it as you see
Others may see the struggles and consequences
Cuz I got a lot on my mind again
Recurring internal struggles and emotional weight
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Tamara Canada
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@thruadapt290
Definitely up there with the likes of
Anathema - Thin Air
Basement - Covet
Hum - Stars
Radiohead - Creep
Brand New - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows
American Football - Never Meant
The Story So Far - Roam
Braid - Never Will Come For Us
Loathe - Is It Really You?
Slint - Washer
Opeth - Blackwater Park
Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonaise
Deftones - Be Quiet And Drive (Far Away)
My Bloody Valentine - When You Sleep
Alcest - Ecailles De Lune Pt.1
Sorority Noise - No Halo
The Wonder Years - Cardinals
Breaking Benjamin - Dear Agony (Original Version)
Alter Bridge - Blackbird
The Hotelier - Among The Wildflowers
Katatonia - July
Tool - Lateralus
Tesseract - Nocturne
Porcupine Tree - Trains
Explosions In The Sky - Postcard From 1952
Title Fight - Head In The Ceiling Fan
PUP - Guilt Trip
Slowdive - Sleep
Mgla - Exercises In Futility V
Deafheaven - Dreamhouse
Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Sleep
Neutral Milk Hotel - In The Aeroplane Over The Sea
Mineral - Unfinished
Death Cab For Cutie - Transatlanticisim
Owen - One Of These Days
@adrianasantacruz4001
Ooh, stop
Ooh
Ooh
With your feet on the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out in the water
See it swimming
I was swimming in the Caribbean
Animals were hiding behind the rock
Except the little fish
Bump into me, swear he's
Tryin' a talk to me, say wait wait
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out in the water
See it swimming
With your feet on the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
If there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out in the water
See it swimming
Ooh
With your feet on the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
@JD-nj3bn
"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything."
@encarnacionvillazana3270
Agreed. More songs about mental health awareness should be hear. 👍👍
@born2die340
@@encarnacionvillazana3270 I hope you never know why this is ironic.
@godzillaaa740
@@born2die340never watched fc fully . But I soon will
@encarnacionvillazana3270
@@born2die340
Hey life varies with its tragedies, accomplishments, failures,and so on.. nothing surprises me anymore. If it's tragic or spells an unimaginable fate, one of many..
I known of those who died with no name. Dead man, 15 yards from my damned eyes.
No memories of who he was.
Where he was going that day, but he was forgotten in an instant...
@Mher-350
@@born2die340 ***** ****
@antontobias4355
“You met me at a very strange time in my life.”
@hcvideos2471
That movies why I know this song
@wermind4769
@@hcvideos2471 what movie?
@hcvideos2471
@@wermind4769 bruh really well the movies fight club