1. Sadie (for… Read Full Bio ↴There are at least two different artists called Sadie.
1. Sadie (formerly written as サディ) is a rock band formed in Osaka, Japan.
The band was formed in February 2005 by Mao (真緒, vocals), Tsurugi (剣, guitar), Mizuki (美月, guitar), Aki (亜季, bass) and Sora (空, drums). They began their activities on March 18th 2005 at BIG CAT in Osaka, as the support act for bands such as D, Fatima, shulla etc. On July 27th they released their debut single "黒衣の下の欲望と、苦悩の果てに視た百景の百合達", as a limited edition of 2000 copies.
On December 3rd of that year, they had their first oneman live 「dekiai ~ As a sad matter of fact ~ 」 in Osaka MUSE HALL in Osaka. Their single "溺哀 -dekiai-" was released only weeks after, as a limited edition of 3333 copies.
In January 2006, drummer Sora decided to leave the band due to family reasons. The other members moved on with the band and soon they got a new drummer, Kei (景).
Their debut mini-album "The Trend Killer", was released on May 3rd of that year, in only 4444 copies, and was sold out just months after. They released a 2nd press in November 2006, and a 3rd press in February 2007; both were sold out completely just within a couple of months.
Their second mini-album "THE SUICIDE MACHINE" saw its release on November 22nd. The album included five new songs and a PV of "迷彩" (Meisai). Sadie was a front-page feature in the December 2006 edition of Cure Magazine.
They began 2007 with many concerts and tours, and a fourth single "a holy terrors" released in March; one month later, they released their first LIVE DVD "THE SUICIDAL APPLICANTS", filmed at O-WEST on January 20th of that year. Releases of third mini-album "THE BULLET STORM" and second LIVE DVD "Distract against the terrors" followed.
The band opened a fanclub in the summer of 2007, named "UNDEAD".
2008 started with gigs and a new single release, "Crimson Tear" in March; in April a DVD featuring the Crimson Tear song was released. The PV was directed by famous Screaming Mad George. They started a new tour "spring tour'08"Draining the crimson tear" after the single release, and performed with bands like 12012 and ギルガメッシュ.
The band decided to release a compilation album "SADIE", since all their previous singles and mini-albums was sold out just months after each release. The album was released on June 25th, and included 15 tracks, all re-recorded.
Sadie continued the release party with a new single just one month after, on July 26th when they released "Grieving the dead soul"
They released "Ice Romancer" on December 17th 2008.
Official homepage: http://www.sadie-web.com
2. Sadie is the recording moniker of Brooklyn, NY, United States-based producer, (electronic) musician and songwriter Anna Schwab, who released her first singles in early 2022. Her début EP, Nowhere, is set for a June 2022 release.
GRUDGE OF SORROW
Sadie Lyrics
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Will you have a pain in the depths of a chest?
Reveal a wound hiding.
Spit out a lie hiding.
A grudge as it boils will repeat self-torture.
I want to escape from reality I approrch, and to come.
Because nobody can save my heart anyway.
Tsukuriageta kireigoto ka?
Tsutawaranai kietehoshii dosuguroi ame ga furu
The sigh faded away for wind.
Ibasho ga naku mogaitemasu fukai kizu yo shitataru chi yo sonzai no imi
ha doko na no ka?
I cut darkness and live.
Itsuwari to minikusa no naka de daremo shinjirarenai kara
Azawarau boukanshatachi yo nani mo dekizu orokasa ni nageku koto darou
Where is my place to stay?
What do you expect for me?
Kanashimi no naka dareka no koe o machiwabitemasu shinitakumonai
ikitakumonai fuantei na genzai
The lyrics of Sadie's song "Grudge of Sorrow" express feelings of pain and confusion about reality. The opening lines suggest a desire to escape from the name given to this reality, which may be associated with nightmares and haunting memories. The second line questions whether others also experience chest pains while the following lines hint at secrets being kept hidden and lies being told. The grudge mentioned here seems to be slowly building up, leading to self-torture. A sense of hopelessness permeates the lyrics with the singer admitting that nobody can save their heart from the pain they are experiencing.
In the second stanza, the lyrics continue with a question about whether the beautiful words spoken are real or just fabricated. The next line talks about the unrequited rain that falls without being noticed. A sense of displacement is conveyed in the next two lines with the singer struggling to find a sense of belonging; their wounds are deep and bleeding but what is the significance of their existence? They wonder if their suffering has any meaning.
The final lines of the song express a desire to cut through the darkness in order to live. The singer is tired of being surrounded by lies and deceit; they feel as if they cannot trust anyone. They challenge those who mock and taunt them to return to their own foolishness. The concluding lines return to the theme of displacement, with the singer asking where they belong and what is expected of them. They hear other people's voices but cannot find a way to escape their sadness and anxiety.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm sick in nightmare of the name to call reality.
I am feeling ill as reality is nothing but a nightmare to me.
Will you have a pain in the depths of a chest?
Do you feel a deep ache in your heart?
Reveal a wound hiding.
Uncover the hidden wound within.
Spit out a lie hiding.
Expose the falsehood that is being concealed.
A grudge as it boils will repeat self-torture.
As resentment reaches its boiling point, it will only result in further self-inflicted pain.
I want to escape from reality I approach, and to come.
I desire to flee from the reality that is drawing near.
Because nobody can save my heart anyway.
As no one can salvage my heart, there seems to be no point in trying to seek help.
The sigh faded away for wind.
The breath let out dissipated into the air.
Tsukuriageta kireigoto ka?
Are these polished words a fabrication?
Tsutawaranai kietehoshii dosuguroi ame ga furu
I long for heavy rain that will not be conveyed and will disappear.
Ibasho ga naku mogaitemasu fukai kizu yo shitataru chi yo sonzai no imi ha doko na no ka?
I wander, shedding blood from a deep wound without a place to stand. Where do I belong?
I cut darkness and live.
I cut through the darkness and continue to live.
Itsuwari to minikusa no naka de daremo shinjirarenai kara
As no one can be trusted in the midst of deceit and wickedness.
Azawarau boukanshatachi yo nani mo dekizu orokasa ni nageku koto darou
Mocking onlookers, what can they do but lament their own foolishness?
Where is my place to stay?
Where do I belong?
What do you expect for me?
What are your expectations of me?
Kanashimi no naka dareka no koe o machiwabitemasu shinitakumonai ikitakumonai fuantei na genzai
Within the sadness, I wait for someone's voice. I do not wish to die or live in the present uncertainty.
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