Seven Devils
Sadistik Lyrics

Somberly I sit alone watching while the city glows
I am alone, watching the city from a distance with a sad mood.

Keeping to myself, walking on my tippy-toes
I prefer to isolate myself, trying not to disturb anyone.

So silent but locked in with the witty prose
I am quiet but engaged in writing good lyrics.

To propose as confident when talking to the pretty folks
I try to show confidence while talking to attractive people.

And they're so awkward in their videos
I observe that people often appear awkward in their videos.

Lost within a spinning globe, nauseous and it's getting old
People seem to be lost and confused due to the fast-paced and never-ending changes in the world.

Oh I can see it on their face I don't get a lot of praise
It's apparent from their expression that people don't often appreciate my work and ideas.

I'll bet I'll posthumously get it though
I think I will get recognition and appreciation after I die.

So I can let it go go I guess
I am indifferent to it and can let it go.

Ninety-nine percent of one-percenters don't exist
The reality is that the majority of one-percenters don't actually exist or are beyond our reach.

I wine and dine with letters as a pleasure opiate
Writing is my pleasure opiate, and I indulge in it often.

To bring my mind back to the center ???fore the medics open it
Writing helps me stay sane and centered, even avoiding the need for medical help.

So here's another piece of me forgotten and ignored
Despite my efforts, people forget and ignore me and my work.

Another piece I sharpened with a sword
I worked hard on another piece and put my heart into it.

The apple of my eye, she was rotten to the core
I used to love someone deeply, but I found out their true nature was not good.

So I left her in the trash where she belongs and I've long since ignored
I moved on and left her where she belongs to forget about her.

I know there's aphids in my chest to get
I am aware of the problems and emotions that I need to deal with.

The butterflies I'm feeling when I strain to make the best of it
I try my best to overcome my anxieties and feel good.

I run and hide to heal again from basic taste of death I'm getting
I withdraw and try to heal from the basic human experience of death that affects me.

From the times of dealing with relationship-recklessness
I faced difficulty and recklessness in some of my past relationships.

And now I'm hiding in the night
Currently, I am hiding and trying to avoid something in the dark.

Cause it's a full moon and the lycans tend to bite
I am cautious of werewolves who might attack in the full moon.

There's lighting in between my eyelids and it's frightening when it strikes
I feel a sudden surge of fear when bolts of lightning strike between my eyelids.

And it might get me blinded by the light
Such experiences of fear can temporarily blind me with light.

It's so quiet in a sense, the silence just reflects
The silence of things sometimes reflects deeper things.

There's a crisis in my head from the vices I possess
I am dealing with an internal crisis due to my bad habits.

And the prices that I set on the diamonds I collect
I'm paying high prices for the little achievements I collect along the way.

Well I guess except one cause I hide it in my chest
I hide one diamond, the most important one, inside my heart.

Seven devils in my head saying they're a friend
There are seven bad things in my head pretending to be a friend.

Seven devils in my head playing their pretend
These seven things mislead me into thinking they are positive.

Seven devils placing bets, seven devils made of flesh
These seven negative things have taken a form and are placing bets on me.

Seven devils in my head craving for attention
These bad things are trying to grab my attention and keep me distracted.

Seven devils in my head making their amends
These negative things are trying to somehow make things right and seeking forgiveness.

Seven devils in my head waiting for the end
These seven things have taken over, waiting for the end.

Seven devils made a pledge, seven devils playing dead
These seven things made a pact, and now they pretend to be inactive.

I always believe you why don't you believe me
I've always believed in others, but they don't reciprocate that trust in me.

I got a desk full of papers left for the tapeworms
I have a lot of unfinished work or drafts of songs, which would be better suited for the bin.

Breath full of Tanqueray left from the anger
I'm consuming alcohol to calm my anger and find some relief.

Head full of anchors, bed full of strangers
I'm feeling weighed down with many negative thoughts, and my bed is full of strangers, those who I don't know much about.

That I think I met I forget what their names were
I don't have a strong memory, and I forget the names and details of people I meet.

So I'll smile while I grit my teeth
Despite being in pain or trouble, I'll pretend to smile to hide it.

Dimethyltryptamine high I can get from dreams
I get a high or euphoria from my dreams.

Fine, I'll show why I'm a different breed
I'll show others why I'm unique and different.

Jim Morrison tip, I am the lizard king
I aspire to be like Jim Morrison, the lead singer of The Doors, and refer to myself as a lizard king like he did.

It's like A Clockwork Orange
I compare my experience to the movie 'A Clockwork Orange,' which deals with violence and nihilism.

Cody DeLarge show me your heart
I refer to another character from the same movie who demands to see my true feelings and emotions.

A star is born okay
I say that I will emerge as a new star, implying hope and positivity.

Pull me apart I can watch the gore and say
I can tolerate or even enjoy violent and gory things.

I'm showing your god what scars are for today
I'm making my scars my strength and showing that to God and others.

I write along right along a dotted line to write a poem
I often write along a dotted line to create a poem, implying it's a straightforward process for me.

Cause I've been on a higher height of flight to fight the tiresome
I have been flying high to fight the feeling of exhaustion.

I am just uninspired violent fired up
I am feeling passionate but also frustrated and uninspired.

Carcass that's been caught in constant carnage so don't try to run
I feel like a carcass trapped in continuous chaos and carnage, and others should not try to escape it.

My eyes adjust in size when the light erupts
I experience a change in the size of my eyes due to sudden changes in light or the environment.

I like the touch smell taste and the sight of blood
I find pleasure or fascination in the sensory experiences of blood.

What I don't think that's what I meant
I realize that what I said was not specifically what I meant or intended.

So here's a snow angel that I'll leave in the cement
I'm creating a lasting memory with the symbol of a snow angel on the cement.

Let's take a drink to the secrets that I kept
Let's raise a toast to the secrets that I have kept inside me so far.

Just between us and another for the pieces that I left
It's a secret kept between me, someone else, and whoever finds the pieces of my art that I left behind.

In a sequence and I hoped that you would read it and it said
I arranged the pieces or verses in a sequence so that someone who finds them can read the message I've conveyed.

That there's one too many of these fucking demons in my head
The message that one could derive from my lyrics is that there are too many negative thoughts or inner demons in my head that cause mental and emotional pain.