Andy Kaughman
Sage Francis Lyrics


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Now I know it ain't right, but I decided I hadta'
Us poets paint life, but don't get recognized till afta'
So I faked my own death just to see what would happen
As I taje shallow breaths and wait for people's reaction
It was funny at first, but I had to hold my laughter...wait
Before long I was on display at an open casket wake
And I'm the main attraction who draws a crowd. A freak show of sorts
Good thing my skin is pale enough to pass as a decomposing corpse
Frozen in my thoughts, laying stiff...playing with
People's emotions and awaiting a kiss from praying lips that I hate but miss.

She didn't show...although she sent a card with flowers
How considerate. That little bitch would make me sit in my car for hours
Heartless powers start to devour my patience...it gets me violent
I'm ready to fly shit and end everything like "I QUIT!"
Then again I sit deathly quiet...biting my tongue
Just excited that some kids...who were invited to come did
I'm the center of attention...the talk of the town
It ain't all that profound, but on this special day of mine I'm the one the universe revolves around
It's like a birthday...kind of.
I also found that it's the worst way to find love.
White doves battle black crows in one of the back rows
And everybody my ass knows back home is sporting black clothes
Looking glum as usual...it's all too familliar
I put the fun back into funeral. My morbid humor'll kill ya'
For all that it's worth...the people who I thought were jerks
Were putting on the water works and it sorta hurts
My momma stroked my hair with so much care but hardly spoke
Now my heart is broke, and yeah...I should've let her in on the joke
But I'm honestly choked up, and I'm stuck holding back my tears
As I absorb the atmosphere, "I wanna turn back I'm scared!"
Then a hand touches my shoulder to calm my nerves
And something odd occurs because I heard my father's words
So I got disturbed...as he expressed what he's never said
What bothered me the most is that I remembered...he's dead
I manifested destiny. The best and worst of worlds has come true
As I'm buried alive, in the back of my mind echoes his words:

"I love you."

Irony is a funny bastard,
I mean you've got to be funny when your mere existence is totally dependent on God's twisted sense of humour
And I can cut this kid with a knife he's living so (???)
The knife struck,
Over privileged kids trying to tell me life sucks,
Men preoccupy their minds thinking of all the guys their wives...
Had sexual relations with,
I'd have patience if the innocence weren't lost,
But when I scrubbed my hands the purity rinsed off,




And when I scrubbed some more protective gloves tore,
The only thing saving me from loving… her…

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of this song by Sage Francis are about faking one's own death and attending their own funeral just to see the reactions of those who cared for them. The singer, a poet, finds himself in a position where he is not getting recognized for his work, and in order to get some recognition and attention, he decides to fake his own death. He attends his own open-casket funeral and sees the reactions of his loved ones and the people around him. He describes himself as the center of attention and likens his situation to a birthday, although he also notes that it is the worst way to find love.


As the song progresses, he talks about his emotions and how his mother strokes his hair with care but does not say much, and how his father's words echo in his mind as he is buried alive. The singer describes the irony of his situation and how he finds humor in the fact that his mere existence is dependent on God's twisted sense of humor. He delves into the darker themes of life, such as lost innocence, infidelity, and the pain of unrequited love.


Overall, the song is a commentary on the human experience and how people cope with their emotions in different ways. It touches on themes such as life, death, love, and loss, and showcases the unique perspective of an artist who finds himself at odds with the world around him.


Line by Line Meaning

Now I know it ain't right, but I decided I hadta'
I knew it was not the right thing to do, but I still went ahead with my plan.


Us poets paint life, but don't get recognized till afta'
Poets describe life, but they rarely get recognition for their work until after they die.


So I faked my own death just to see what would happen
I pretended to die to see how people would react to the news.


As I taje shallow breaths and wait for people's reaction
I was taking shallow breaths and waiting to see how people around me would react.


It was funny at first, but I had to hold my laughter...wait
It started out as a joke, but then I had to contain my laughter and wait.


Before long I was on display at an open casket wake
After some time, my supposed dead body was put on display at a funeral wake.


And I'm the main attraction who draws a crowd. A freak show of sorts
As a fake corpse, I became the center of attention and was attracting a lot of people who were curious about me.


Good thing my skin is pale enough to pass as a decomposing corpse
People believed I was actually dead because my skin color was pale enough to match a corpse.


Frozen in my thoughts, laying stiff...playing with
I was stuck in my thoughts and lying still, pretending to be dead.


People's emotions and awaiting a kiss from praying lips that I hate but miss.
I wanted to see how people around me would react to my supposed death, even if it meant getting condolences from those I disliked.


She didn't show...although she sent a card with flowers
The person I wanted to see did not show up at the funeral, but she did send a card and flowers.


How considerate. That little bitch would make me sit in my car for hours
I was bitter about the person not showing up and sarcastically calling her considerate for not making me wait too long.


Heartless powers start to devour my patience...it gets me violent
I was getting angry at the situation and feeling powerless, which was making me agitated.


I'm ready to fly shit and end everything like "I QUIT!"
At this point, I was ready to give up and walk away from everything.


Then again I sit deathly quiet...biting my tongue
Despite feeling angry, I remained quiet and held back my words.


Just excited that some kids...who were invited to come did
I was happy to see that some kids I invited actually showed up.


I'm the center of attention...the talk of the town
As a fake-dead person, I was the topic of discussion and getting a lot of attention.


It ain't all that profound, but on this special day of mine I'm the one the universe revolves around
Although it wasn't a big deal, on that day, everyone's attention was focused on me.


It's like a birthday...kind of.
It felt like a special day, similar to a birthday.


I also found that it's the worst way to find love.
I realized that pretending to be dead was not the best way to find love.


White doves battle black crows in one of the back rows
There was a commotion in the back rows between people who were supporting me and those who were not.


And everybody my ass knows back home is sporting black clothes
People in my hometown who knew me were all wearing black clothes, mourning my 'death.'


Looking glum as usual...it's all too familliar
People around me looked sad and familiar, as if they had seen this before.


I put the fun back into funeral. My morbid humor'll kill ya'
I tried to make the funeral lively and humorous, even if my sense of humor was dark and morbid.


For all that it's worth...the people who I thought were jerks
Despite what I thought before, the people who were not nice to me seemed genuinely upset about my 'death.'


Were putting on the water works and it sorta hurts
To see people crying and showing their emotions was affecting me emotionally as well.


My momma stroked my hair with so much care but hardly spoke
My mother was emotional and took care of me, but was not saying much.


Now my heart is broke, and yeah...I should've let her in on the joke
I felt regret for not telling my mother and others about the joke before 'dying.'


But I'm honestly choked up, and I'm stuck holding back my tears
Despite pretending to be dead, I was actually emotional and trying to hold back my tears.


As I absorb the atmosphere, "I wanna turn back I'm scared!"
I was feeling overwhelmed by the situation and wanted to leave.


Then a hand touches my shoulder to calm my nerves
Someone touched me to try to calm me down.


And something odd occurs because I heard my father's words
Something strange happened, and I started hearing my deceased father's voice.


So I got disturbed...as he expressed what he's never said
What my father was saying was disturbing and unexpected.


What bothered me the most is that I remembered...he's dead
As I heard my father's voice, I was reminded that he is no longer alive.


I manifested destiny. The best and worst of worlds has come true
Everything I wanted to happen, good or bad, was happening as a result of my actions.


As I'm buried alive, in the back of my mind echoes his words:
As I am trapped and feeling like I am buried alive, I am still hearing my father's voice in my head.


"I love you."
The last words my father spoke were that he loved me.


Irony is a funny bastard,
Irony can be amusing yet disturbing at the same time.


I mean you've got to be funny when your mere existence is totally dependent on God's twisted sense of humour
It is ironic that our lives are in the hands of a higher power who may have a dark sense of humor.


And I can cut this kid with a knife he's living so (???)
I can see this person's life situation so clearly that it's as if I could cut through it with a knife.


The knife struck,
This person's situation was so bleak that it was like a sharp knife hurting me.


Over privileged kids trying to tell me life sucks,
People who have everything are trying to tell me that life is hard.


Men preoccupy their minds thinking of all the guys their wives...
Men are insecure about their relationships and worry about their wives being with other men.


Had sexual relations with,
The men are thinking about their wives being intimate with other people.


I'd have patience if the innocence weren't lost,
If people were still innocent and not tainted by the world, I would have more patience with them.


But when I scrubbed my hands the purity rinsed off,
When I tried to clean myself of the world's taint, I lost my innocence in the process.


And when I scrubbed some more protective gloves tore,
I tried to protect myself from the world, but I was not able to keep everything out and my defenses tore.


The only thing saving me from loving… her…
The only thing stopping me from loving someone is my protective armor.




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