I Keep Calling
Sage Francis Lyrics


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AUTHOR: Sage Francis

Chorus

Intro:

Pick up, Pick up...Pick up, Pick up...
Verse One:

Now I can't even think back. Self-induced amnesia has made its impact /
Mental health produced at leisure was frayed once it was intact /
I voluntarily refuse to remenisce /
If I could choose any wish...I'd lose my genesis /
And prove to my nemesis that I don't need Memory Lane on my way home /
But I got lost and I needed a pay phone /
Because I was in an unsafe zone...inside of a place unknown /
Where unfamilliar faces roam (...and it's so strange)... /
I've got no change...I could've sworn that I did when I left /
My breath gets heavy with every lie and theft /
I looked right and left...then I called people at my home collect /
To tell them, "Things changed." But they just won't accept /
I'm out of range...with no respect. Every time I asked for directions /
All I got was dead air, cut lines, and bad connections /
People who would help changed their number to unlisted /
411 info left me unassisted. Wickedly twisted... /
incidents. Is it coincidence? I choose to think so /
Deep in thought, my eyes blink slow. Pictures appear like slide shows /
My mind knows each and every single detail /
Total recall is leaving me pale /
Sick to my stomach...nautious...forces of nature bring my homing instinct /
Its stink...is so distinct...now let me think...a minute /
epiphany: This is the much traveled trail from my past /
Now an unbeaten path...unfunny memories are now making me laugh.

Chorus

Verse Two:

Haaaaaa! The flashbacks of my past acts are numerous /
Since out the uterus...Earth encounters ain't been that humerous /
heheheheh...my laugh lines have been faked for the last time /
I'm past my prime. Climaxing again is a task of mine /
I'm homeward bound. Break out the map and atlas /
I ask gas station attendants...and they just act pissed /
I'm black listed...for not staying true to white lies /
I fight lies...in darkness...heartless...until the night dies /
Then I shed some light on what's the matter /
Reflections in the looking glass self scatter when the hard stares make it shatter /
7 years bad luck? Time's irrelevant /
I'm searching for signs of intelligent minds, but find the element /
Which blinds what the hell I think. Now I'm thinking... /
"What time is it?" I see the 12:00 blinking /
Check the position...of the sun...to see there is none /
I figure there's an eclipse...so I look away to save my wisdom /
The solar system left me stranded in a universe /
Where I do reverse psychology. Apologies are made through my verse /
Ain't nothing to do but curse when I'm frustrated /
Making people disgusted. Plus, I'm mistrusted and hated /
That's an understatement, but who really cares about my failure years? /
I'm on an expedition...following my trail of tears /
From when I cried, but...it dried up...and vaporized /
I played your game, so where's my consalation prize? I'm taking lies /
from faking guys...and gals...who want to be my pals...and peers /
At this here pace, it'll take me a thousand years /
To fins my way back...encompassing what they lack /
It cost me most of my life, but still I'm thinking about a pay back /
Decapitated...I lost my head, and fear is activated /
I'm in a fog. My blood, sweat and tears evaporated /
I back track to find my lost sense of direction /
Stop, look, and listen...before I cross the intersection /
There's much construction. I'm signaled with morse code /
to take a detour. Somehow I end up on an off road /
I squint my eyes...trying to find some street signs /
I can only read strong thoughts. These people have weak minds /
Trapped in a desert that to me looks like a sandbox /
With damn NARCS...hold up, son...I'm noticing some landmarks /
I rack my brain...knowing that I can't attack in vane /
Upon return I promised myself not to act the same /
But every so often my selective screen memory...will be my enemy /
Metamorphasize and say, "Remember me?" /
Getting me petro...wish I could kill the retro /
But heck no...to much of my past I just can't let go /
I'm just a stone's throw away from my home turf...which really is this whole earth /
But claims like that have no worth /
epiphany: And then it hits me...the reason why I'm dizzy /
Is because I've been traveling in circles keeping myself busy.
(Where is he?)

Chorus

Outro:





Deejay Perseus drumming.

Overall Meaning

In “I Keep Calling,” Sage Francis recounts a trip home that seems impossible to finish. The lyrics are anecdotal and very personal. A major theme is memory and creativity, which is manifested in different points in the song. The major premise is that memory is tied to creativity and one cannot exist without the other.


The first verse talks about Francis’ reluctance to remember the past while in transit. He attempts to reach out to people at home but they are not accepting his reality. He feels lost and asks for directions but they only lead him further astray. This verse is perhaps Francis’ attempt to reconcile with his past and he goes ahead to articulate the frustration of being stuck in limbo between memory and creativity.


In the second verse, Francis talks of the fear that suddenly grips him as he is forced to confront the reality of his situation. He attempts to circumvent this by getting in touch with his inner strength and creativity. There are a lot of references to memory and loss in this verse. It is also more morose and introspective than the first verse. It is suggested that the repetition of the chorus helps provide a sense of continuity which helps Francis to stay motivated to finish the journey.


Line by Line Meaning

Now I can't even think back. Self-induced amnesia has made its impact
Due to my self-induced amnesia, I cannot reminisce about my past anymore.


Mental health produced at leisure was frayed once it was intact
My mental health has become fragile despite being relaxed in the past.


I voluntarily refuse to remenisce
I don't want to remember anything from my past.


If I could choose any wish...I'd lose my genesis
I wish to forget my origin and start afresh.


And prove to my nemesis that I don't need Memory Lane on my way home
I want to show my rival that I don't need to recollect my memories to reach home.


But I got lost and I needed a payphone
Since I was lost, I needed a payphone to contact someone.


Because I was in an unsafe zone...inside of a place unknown
I was in an unknown and unsafe place.


I've got no change...I could've sworn that I did when I left
I thought that I had sufficient money when I left, but I didn't.


My breath gets heavy with every lie and theft
I feel breathless due to my past wrongdoings.


I looked right and left...then I called people at my home collect
I called collect to people at my home after looking around.


All I got was dead air, cut lines, and bad connections
Every person I contacted provided me with unhelpful or disconnected responses.


Deep in thought, my eyes blink slow. Pictures appear like slideshows
I feel deep in thought, and my mind is picturing every detail as a slideshow.


My mind knows each and every single detail
My mind remembers every single detail.


Total recall is leaving me pale
My perfect memory is overwhelming me, causing me to feel unwell.


Sick to my stomach...nauseous...forces of nature bring my homing instinct
I feel physically sick, and my instincts are telling me to go home.


Since out the uterus...Earth encounters ain't been that humorous
My experiences on Earth haven't been very funny since birth.


I'm homeward bound. Break out the map and atlas
I'm heading home and need a map and atlas.


I ask gas station attendants...and they just act pissed
When I asked for directions, the gas station attendants became angry instead of guiding me.


I'm blaklisted...for not staying true to white lies
I'm not trusted for not lying to people.


7 years bad luck? Time's irrelevant
The superstition of seven years of bad luck is not meaningful to me.


Trapped in a desert that to me looks like a sandbox
I'm lost in a desert that looks like a sandbox.




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Cheche Garcia


on Buckets Of Silence

I never held a funeral for that big part of me that died.
I need to put these thoughts to rest. i need to find a peace of mind.
I need to piece my mind, find a piece of mind to rest in.
need to find someone to confide in, and with the rest i need to start restin'.
needless to say, i couldn't hide.
fifteen grown men shouldn't cry.

Cheche Garcia


on Message Sent

I've got some letters inside of my drawer
that should have been stamped and delivered
One is addressed to my ex
it says I'm the type of kid who can't be lived with
One is addressed to my friends
it says I'm a mess so y'all can't visit
One is addressed to myself
but I don't know what personality or hand to give it

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