Saint Asonia came into being when Staind guitarist Mike Mushok and Three Days Grace frontman Adam Gontier began writing together just after the latter split with his flagship band. Impressed with what they had managed to conjure up, the duo enlisted Eye Empire bassist Corey Lowery, and former Finger Eleven drummer Rich Beddoe to complete their initial lineup. Heading into the studio with producer Johnny K (Disturbed, Megadeth, Sevendust), the quartet began work on their debut long-player. Released in July 2015, the eponymous full-length Saint Asonia resembled the sum of its parts and was a success both at home, where it reached the Canadian Top Ten, and in the U.S., where it made a solid showing at number 29 on the Billboard 200.
Prior to their next release, Saint Asonia swapped out their rhythm section, with former Staind drummer Sal Giancarelli replacing Beddoe and Art of Dying bassist Cale Gontier (who is also Adam Gontier's cousin) replacing Lowery. With their second lineup settled, the group recorded their 2019 follow-up, Flawed Design, for the Spinefarm label.
Let me Live my Life
Saint Asonia Lyrics
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All the cracks in the glass, getting clearer
I always overthink make it so hard
On no one else but myself
Let me live my life
I can go get my knife
Or I can pull out the one that you stuck in my back
My pain is your entertainment
I feel the fear in my head, it's so heavy
Holding down both my hands to keep them steady
When I stop shaking, everything's so easy
On myself, no one else
Let me live my life
I can go get my knife
Or I can pull out the one that you stuck in my back
For my suffering, you've got nothing to gain
My pain is your entertainment
Let me live my life
I can go get my knife
Or I can pull out the one that you stuck in my back
For my suffering, you've got nothing to gain
My pain is your entertainment
Let me live my life
I can go get my knife
Or I can pull out the one that you stuck in my back
For my suffering, you've got nothing to gain
My pain is your entertainment
Let me live my life and pull out the knife
You know, the one that you stuck in my back
The one that you stuck in my back
The lyrics of the song "Let me Live my Life" by Saint Asonia primarily revolve around the idea of self-acceptance and overcoming the fear of the unknown. The singer confesses his fear of the reflection in the mirror and how it haunts him every day. The cracks on the glass that are getting clearer indicate the singer’s realization of his flaws and weaknesses. The lines "I always overthink it, make it so hard/On no one else but myself" indicate how the fear and negative thoughts in his mind are causing self-sabotage, and the only person responsible for his struggles is himself.
The chorus is an indication of the singer’s yearning for freedom and independence. He is begging to be left alone to live his life on his own terms. Moreover, the mention of the knife is symbolic of his willingness to cut off anything that is not serving him well, including negative thoughts and toxic relationships. The lines "For my suffering, you've got nothing to gain/My pain is your entertainment" convey the message that some individuals may relish in someone else's misery for amusement, and the singer is determined to take control of his own life.
Overall, the song is a powerful declaration of self-determination and an inspiration for anyone struggling with similar issues. It encourages listeners to take responsibility for their lives, let go of their fears, and embrace freedom, no matter how difficult it may seem.
Line by Line Meaning
I am scared of the face in the mirror
I am scared of who I am and what I see when I look at myself
All the cracks in the glass, getting clearer
All my flaws and insecurities are getting more and more noticeable
I always overthink make it so hard
I constantly overthink things and make life harder for myself
On no one else but myself
I blame no one but myself for my current situation
Let me live my life
I want to be left alone and allowed to live my life as I choose
I can go get my knife
I am willing to take drastic measures to protect myself and my well-being
Or I can pull out the one that you stuck in my back
I am ready to confront those who have hurt me in the past
For my suffering, you've got nothing to gain
Those who have caused me pain have nothing to gain from my struggles
My pain is your entertainment
Those who have hurt me take pleasure in my suffering
I feel the fear in my head, it's so heavy
I am overwhelmed by the fear and anxiety in my mind
Holding down both my hands to keep them steady
I am struggling to keep myself under control
When I stop shaking, everything's so easy
When I am able to calm down, life becomes easier to handle
Let me live my life and pull out the knife
I want to be left alone to live my life, but I am also ready to confront those who have hurt me
You know, the one that you stuck in my back
I am addressing those who have hurt me directly
The one that you stuck in my back
I am referring to past hurts and betrayals
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: ADAM GONTIER, MICHAEL MUSHOK
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@Executioner02
I am scared of the face in the mirror
All the cracks in the glass, getting clearer
I always overthink make it so hard
On no one else but myself
Let me live my life
I can go get my knife
Or I can pull out the one that you stuck in my back
For my suffering, you've got nothing to gain
My pain is your entertainment
I feel the fear in my head, it's so heavy
Holding down both my hands to keep them steady
When I stop shaking, everything's so easy
On myself, no one else
Let me live my life
I can go get my knife
Or I can pull out the one that you stuck in my back
For my suffering, you've got nothing to gain
My pain is your entertainment
Let me live my life
I can go get my knife
Or I can pull out the one that you stuck in my back
For my suffering, you've got nothing to gain
My pain is your entertainment
Let me live my life
I can go get my knife
Or I can pull out the one that you stuck in my back
For my suffering, you've got nothing to gain
My pain is your entertainment
Let me live my life and pull out the knife
You know, the one that you stuck in my back
The one that you stuck in my back
@cwjedi
Saint Asonia is my new favorite band!! Anywhere Adam goes I'll follow! He's one of my favorite rock singers!!!
@IVANSITO73
Me 2! I love their songs, if Adam sings it, i love it
@EasyMaker
I LOVE THIS SONG
@randomdude9316
His voice is outstanding!
@I_Saiga
He is the reason I started playing music, Adam is amazing.
@cwjedi
+The Awoken Legacy same!!
@thebatmanover9000
Adam is truly an immortal in the music industry.
@andercalheiros
Adam is John wick of Rock
@RedVultureMedia
Matt Walst thinks the same thing about him
@ivanjamesdreaver2801
He's the Wolverine of rock