My Lexicon
Sander Kleinenberg Lyrics


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I ran from the haunted mansion
Left behind my inventions
A talent for my own destruction
Is all I've ever owned
And in the dark a fog descends
The velvet edges split and then
The bright lights have found me again
Alone with a microphone
(So I sang)
These are the happiest days of my life, I know
Black anoraks, synthesized strings
Two tarnished tin wedding rings
Nostalgia for meaningful things is all I've ever known
These are the happiest days of my life, I know
My death scene played to no applause
Two angels came to my dire cause
Their voices like melodic
As they spoke to me and said
"Your darkness is brighter than
All the lights in the disco tonight




Your darkness is brighter, you are inevitable
Then why is she making me wait so long?"

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Sander Kleinenberg's song "My Lexicon" are imbued with a sense of melancholy and introspection, as the singer reflects on his own life and experiences. The opening lines describe a character who has run away from a haunted mansion, leaving behind their inventions and talents, which have only brought them destruction. As the darkness descends and the bright lights of fame and success find the singer once again, he takes to the stage alone with his microphone, singing about the happiest days of his life.


The nostalgia and longing for meaningful things that pervade the song are reinforced by the use of synthesized strings and the mention of tarnished wedding rings. The somber tone is lightened only by the appearance of two angels, whose melodic voices offer words of comfort to the singer. Despite their encouragement, however, he remains haunted by the question of why he is being made to wait so long for something he desires.


Overall, "My Lexicon" is a deeply personal song that speaks to the struggles of finding meaning and purpose in life, as well as the price of fame and success. The lyrics are beautifully crafted, drawing on a rich palette of emotions and experiences to create a poignant and thought-provoking work.


Line by Line Meaning

I ran from the haunted mansion
I fled from a place or memory filled with spirits and ghosts.


Left behind my inventions
I abandoned the creations or ideas that I took pride in.


A talent for my own destruction
I have the ability to bring harm or demise to myself.


Is all I've ever owned
This skill for self-sabotage is the only thing that has been a constant in my life.


And in the dark a fog descends
An atmosphere of confusion and obscurity surrounds me.


The velvet edges split and then
The boundaries of my surroundings begin to unravel or break apart.


The bright lights have found me again
I am once more in the spotlight, exposed to the public eye.


Alone with a microphone
I stand isolated, armed only with a tool to express myself.


These are the happiest days of my life, I know
Despite my past struggles and challenges, I am aware that the current moment is filled with joy and contentment.


Black anoraks, synthesized strings
My present surroundings include dark clothing and the sound of artificial music.


Two tarnished tin wedding rings
I hold onto symbols of a romantic union that has lost its luster.


Nostalgia for meaningful things is all I've ever known
I am deeply familiar with a longing for emotional significance.


My death scene played to no applause
I experienced a moment of defeat or downfall that went unnoticed by others.


Two angels came to my dire cause
During my moment of desperation, helpers or saviors arrived.


Their voices like melodic
The sounds of these beings were harmonious and pleasing to my ears.


As they spoke to me and said
They addressed me with words meant specifically for me.


"Your darkness is brighter than
Even though I feel cloaked by negative emotions or atmosphere, my aura or resilience shines even more luminously.


All the lights in the disco tonight
The illumination of the party or gathering would pale in comparison to my own inner light.


Your darkness is brighter, you are inevitable
My strength and individuality is certain and unstoppable.


Then why is she making me wait so long?
Despite this assurance, I am still puzzled or frustrated by one unanswered question, possibly concerning a romantic partner.




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