Rocking your world since 1994. Invented in ???. Realised in 1994.
Signed in 1996. Established in 1998. Break-through in 2000.
6 albums, headlining tours and shows in Mexico, South-Africa, Russia, California and all over Europe.
Male and female vocals, 2 guitars, 1 bass, 1 mac and NO DRUMMER, kickin ass big time...
Between 1994 and 2007 they produced 7 studio albums
Gone but not Forgotten........
Band Members:
Eve Evangel - Vocals, guitars, programming (founder - 2007)
Celine Cecilia Angel - Vocals, arrangements, muse (1996-2007)
Phil Chains - Bass (2001-2007)
Dushi - guitars (2006-2007)
Loco - (2006-2007)
Albums:
1995 Requiem 1791 (Demo)
1995 Untitled (Demo)
1996 Collection 93-95 (Demo Collection)
1996 Schicksal (CD)
1997 unfreiwillig abstrakt (MCD)
1998 ...wie der unberührte Traum einer Jungfrau (CD)
1999 fremde Federn (MCD)
1999 Madrigal (CD)
2000 Tragic Years (2CD)
2000 Amnesia (CD)
2002 not gonna... (MCD)
2000 Alright, let's rock! (CD)
2003 TH1RTE3N (CD)
2004 Our voices Tribute to the Cure (2CD)
Please Love Me Please Hate Me
Sanguis et Cinis Lyrics
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I've been your puppet without ego
Good enough for a night of passion
Bad enough to be your scapegoat
It's always someone else's guilt
It's always someone else
Here I am again
Crawling back to you
Your hollow hero of reflection
Whatever I might say
Whatever I want to express
Doesn't count
When the truth is at your discretion
Please love me when I'm on my knees
Please hate me when you love me please
I'm crawling back to you
I will be crawling back to you
Pushed around, denied, abused
Became what you wanted me to be
You spoke the words
And told everybody they where mine
A broken impression
nd even more unsuitable smile
Another step into the wrong direction
Your ropes pull me into an existence
Where I act as your unconscious slave
Standing as your bitch on some streets corner
And I fall into disgrace if you like to
It's always someone else
While I'm hiding in the background
Watching my life dashing
Please hate me ban me from your heart
Please love me when we are a part
I'm crawling back to you
I will be crawling back to you
Please love me when I'm on my knees
Please hate me when you love me please
I'm crawling back to you
I will be crawling back to you
I will be crawling back to you
The lyrics to Sanguis et Cinis's song "Please Love Me Please Hate Me" speak to the experience of being caught in a relationship with someone who manipulates and controls you. The singer describes themselves as a puppet without ego, willing to be whatever their partner wants them to be. They are good enough for a night of passion, but bad enough to be blamed for their partner's misdeeds. The partner always finds someone else to blame, leaving the singer feeling like they are hiding in the background, watching their own life pass them by.
Despite this, the singer keeps crawling back to the partner, becoming their substitute god when they want devotion, and their hollow hero of reflection. They acknowledge that whatever they say or feel doesn't matter because the truth is at their partner's discretion. The singer has been pushed around, denied, and abused until they became whatever the partner wanted them to be. The partner took credit for the singer's words and told everyone they were theirs. The singer feels like they are a broken impression with an unsuitable smile, taking steps in the wrong direction, pulled by the partner's ropes into an existence where they act as their unconscious slave.
The chorus speaks to the singer's conflicting feelings towards their partner. They ask to be loved when they are on their knees, but hated when the partner loves them. They acknowledge that they will keep crawling back to the partner, falling into disgrace if the partner likes it. The lyrics do not have a happy ending, with the singer resigned to their fate of always returning to the partner.
Line by Line Meaning
Smeared lipstick and an unsuitable smile
My appearance has been altered to fit your expectations, whether it suits me or not
I've been your puppet without ego
I've lost sense of who I am and have become a tool for you to control
Good enough for a night of passion
Only useful to you for temporary satisfaction
Bad enough to be your scapegoat
If anything goes wrong, I will take the blame
It's always someone else's guilt
You refuse to take responsibility for your actions and shift the blame onto others
It's always someone else
You avoid taking accountability for your actions by deflecting blame
Here I am again
Despite knowing better, I am still coming back to you
Crawling back to you
Coming back to you despite how degrading it is to do so
Your substitute god when you long for devotion
You only turn to me when you need someone to worship you
Your hollow hero of reflection
An empty, shallow portrayal of what you view as a heroic figure
Whatever I might say
My words are rendered meaningless in the face of your manipulation
Whatever I want to express
My attempts at communication are disregarded and overridden by you
Doesn't count
My thoughts and feelings hold no weight in your eyes
When the truth is at your discretion
You control what is perceived as the truth
Please love me when I'm on my knees
I will do anything to gain your affection, even if it's degrading
Please hate me when you love me please
I cannot escape this cycle of emotional manipulation and abuse
Pushed around, denied, abused
You exert your power over me in every way possible
Became what you wanted me to be
I have molded myself to fit your expectations and desires
You spoke the words
You manipulate and control how I am perceived
And told everybody they where mine
You attribute your actions and words to me, distorting reality
A broken impression
The image of me you have crafted is shattered and inaccurate
And even more unsuitable smile
My appearance continues to be altered to fit your desires, making me uncomfortable
Another step into the wrong direction
This is not a healthy or normal relationship
Your ropes pull me into an existence
Your control over me is suffocating and all-consuming
Where I act as your unconscious slave
I am not making conscious decisions, but rather fulfilling your every desire
Standing as your bitch on some streets corner
Being seen by others as nothing more than your possession and object
And I fall into disgrace if you like to
Your approval is more important to me than my own dignity or self-respect
Please hate me ban me from your heart
I need to escape this cycle of manipulation and abuse, even if it means you hating me
Please love me when we are a part
I cannot escape this emotional manipulation and still hope for your love
I will be crawling back to you
This cycle of abuse will continue as long as I allow it to
Contributed by Luke G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.