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Sara Em is 30 years old and has been making her own music for more than 10 years. She was brought up in a christian home, and the family sang a lot together in church (pentecostal).
In her twenties Sara Em came out as gay, and struggled for several years with her identity and perception of God and what he was thinking of her being a lesbian. These years were very painful, and Sara Em wrote a lot of lyrics and music during this time where she expressed her feeling of exclusion from the church and longing for God.
If you talk with Sara Em today, she will tell you that she has landed in the feeling and conviction that God loves her - not in spite of her being a lesbian, but because she is herself. Exactly as God made her.
The music of Sara Em
Sara Em writes both lyrics and music. Some people describe it as Pop/Rock with a lot of emotions. She takes her inspiration from a wide spectrum of musicians, but if she had to pick one of special importance she would say Tori Amos.
To make your own conclusion regarding the music of Sara Em - go to iTunes
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Aprilfool
Sara Em Lyrics
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Stirs up a blizzard in my room
Your chest moving up and down
And up again
Sends a fire through my veins
And I am tired of the words that all are
Meaningless and overused
I need new words
God knows it's hard to love you right
I try to learn from your eyes
God knows it's hard to live with loss
You know that I try
Guess it was somewhere
Between the snow and the April rain
A cold thought of you
Pushed through my blood
Into my mind
Your love wasn't mine to have
And I am tired...
God knows...
I dream of autumn though the spring is yet to come
And I force myself to take a step
Into the sun to breathe again
I know that I must find a way to move on
‘Til I find a language that is not
Meaningless and overused
Search for new ways of
Letting you inside of me
I need new words
God knows...
The lyrics in Sara Em's song Aprilfool speak to the complex emotions that come with love and loss. The opening lines describe the physical sensations that come with being in the presence of someone you love - hearing them smile, seeing their chest rise and fall - and contrast those feelings with the search for deeper, more meaningful words to express the love that exists between them.
The second verse invokes the changing seasons as a metaphor for the changes in the relationship between the two people. The "cold thought" of the other person not reciprocating their love is like the snow of winter, giving way to the hope of spring but ultimately leading to the inevitability of loss. Despite this, the singer acknowledges their struggle to love the other person the right way and their desire to find new ways to connect with them beyond the cliches of traditional expressions of love.
The final verse speaks to the need for healing and moving forward, even in the face of pain and loss. The singer dreams of autumn, a season of change and letting go, and forces themselves to step into the sun and breathe again. They recognize the importance of finding new, authentic ways to express themselves in order to let the other person back into their life.
Overall, the lyrics of Aprilfool are poetic and introspective, reflecting the complexities of love and the depth of emotions that come with it.
Line by Line Meaning
Hearing you smile
The sound of your smile creates a chaotic reaction in my emotions.
Stirs up a blizzard in my room
Your smile changes the atmosphere around me, making me feel cold and chaotic.
Your chest moving up and down
The rhythm of your breath gives me comfort and security knowing you're there.
And up again
Your continuous breathing is the source of my tranquility.
Sends a fire through my veins
Your presence fills me with energy and passion.
And I am tired of the words that all are Meaningless and overused
I am exhausted from the lack of sincere and unique expressions of love.
Give me new ways of letting you inside of me
Provide me with original methods of expressing my love for you.
I need new words
I require fresh and innovative language to convey my feelings for you.
God knows it's hard to love you right
It's challenging to express my love for you accurately.
I try to learn from your eyes
I strive to understand your emotions and thoughts by studying your eyes.
God knows it's hard to live with loss
It's difficult to endure the reality of my grief and pain for what could have been.
You know that I try
I assure you that I am doing everything within my power to heal and move forward.
Guess it was somewhere Between the snow and the April rain
During the transition from winter to spring, I had an unwelcome thought about our relationship.
A cold thought of you
A sudden negative thought crossed my mind regarding you.
Pushed through my blood
The thought consumed me, and I found myself dwelling on it.
Into my mind
The thought lingered in my consciousness.
Your love wasn't mine to have
I realized that you did not reciprocate my feelings for you.
I dream of autumn though the spring is yet to come
I wish for a new season in our relationship despite the current uncertainty.
And I force myself to take a step
I am consciously trying to move forward despite my feelings of uncertainty.
Into the sun to breathe again
To find hope and optimism amidst the challenges of our relationship.
I know that I must find a way to move on
I understand that I need to let go of my feelings for you and move on.
‘Til I find a language that is not Meaningless and overused
Until I discover a unique and genuine way to express my emotions, I will continue my search.
Search for new ways of Letting you inside of me
I am determined to find a way to share my feelings with you that accurately reflects the depth of my emotions.
God knows...
Despite the difficulties, I am relying on faith to guide me through this emotional journey.
Contributed by Lucy P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Bob YT
They're having a pretty good time. Happy April Fools day
MissHikari
Oh my
Shes totally doing fine ☺️
Zeno-kun Official
She is an immortal witch
Miracel OwO
*Sips water
*joins in
-a meme
RayRitsu
That Sonic Frontier song tho😂
💖Miyuki hoshizura (Paisley 2nd Channel)💖
My goodness you use my Favorite theme so I like it So much!!
Because I m Hanging on to the otherside I won t give up till the end of Me!!
I m not mad at you also happy April Fool's day! To you
💖Miyuki hoshizura (Paisley 2nd Channel)💖
Also I like you you use undefeatable ^^ my favorite
Cyon Takahashi • シオン
Bury The Light intensifies
●Ashgamergames official●
Pov: you guys tho it was something else
Bryan-kun Lagaras
WHAT THE.....
O-O