Into the Blue
Sara Jackson-Holman Lyrics

If only if only I coulda been yours
Expressing regret about not being in a relationship.

Been your rapport and yours to adore
Regretting not having a connection with the person she likes.

If only if only I would've said yes
Regretting not having said yes to the person she likes.

Forgotten the rest oh I could've said yes
Thinking that saying yes would have changed everything for the better.

If only if only you'd ask me again
Desperately hoping to be asked out again.

I'd give you my hand
Willing to take the chance and make a move.

Let you take me
Ready to let the other person lead the way.

Across the sand
Metaphorically, across whatever obstacles they may come up against.

Into the blue
Entering into a new phase of a possible relationship.

And faded world of my daydreams
Fantasizing about what could be.

I feel I'm falling deeper everyday
Getting emotionally invested.

Melting away down a dark and endless abyss
Falling deeper into infatuation with no end in sight.

I'm grasping at straws and I'm chasing the wind
Trying to hold onto whatever hope they have, but also feeling like it may be futile.

As I fall on my face over and over again
Repeating the same pattern of falling for someone who doesn't reciprocate their feelings.

If only if only I had the luxury of retrospect
Wishing she could go back and change her past decisions.

Sounds like you're speaking some sort of foreign dialect
Feeling disconnected from her past.

If only something precious as time had a price
Wishing she could just buy more time to make things right.

Instead of endlessly taking its toll on my soul
Feeling like time is constantly weighing heavy on her.

Oh so many if onlys running through my mind
Overthinking and agonizing over missed opportunities.

What ifs and storybook endings time after time
Thinking about different scenarios that could have played out.

If only if only you coulda been mine
Pining after the person she likes.

I'd take you
Expressing a desire to be with the person she likes.

And faded world of my daydreams
Escaping into her imagination.

As I fall on my face over and over
Continuing to make the same mistake of falling for people who don't feel the same way.

And faded world of my daydreams
Continuing to fantasize.

I feel I'm falling deeper everyday
Becoming more and more attached.

Melting away down a dark and endless abyss
Getting lost in feelings that seem to have no end.

I'm grasping at straws and I'm chasing the world
Holding out hope despite the odds.

As I fall on my face over and over again
Repeating the same pattern despite knowing the outcome.