If You
Sara Noxx Lyrics

If you say you are broken, you're creeping in dirt
If you admit to being damaged beyond repair, you're bringing negativity and low-vibrational energy around yourself.

If you're running around me and try not to hurt
If you're avoiding hurting me by running away from me, it's still causing damage.

If you're drowning by tears, if you're burning by light
If you're feeling intense emotional and physical pain, it doesn't affect me anymore.

I don't care if you're dying, you left me tonight
I'm indifferent to your death or survival because you chose to leave me tonight.

If you're choken by madness, tell your regret
If you're choking on madness and regret, don't come to me expecting comfort or solace.

If you're crying and praying and ask to forget
If you're crying, praying and asking me to help you forget, it's not my responsibility.

If you falter from feelings and weren't satisfied
If your emotions are unstable and you're not content, it's not my concern anymore.

I don't care all this magic, you left me tonight
I don't care about all the good times we shared, you ended it tonight.

If the sun's never shining, if there's never a day
Even if the world is bleak and gloomy, it doesn't change the fact that you left me tonight.

If you're buried alive on a hot summer day
Even if you find yourself in an impossible situation, it won't make a difference because you chose to leave me tonight.

If you're lost in a forest and killed by a fight
Even if you face life-threatening situations, I won't be moved because you decided to end things between us tonight.

I don't care if you suffer, you left me tonight
I'm indifferent to your pain and suffering because you left me tonight.

If you die in December, if there's winter in May
Even if you die in the coldest or warmest season, it won't make a difference because you left me tonight.

If you're drowning in darkness, your heaven turns grey
If you're surrounded by darkness and your happy place turns grey, it won't affect me because you ended our relationship tonight.

If you send me a letter with the rest of your might
Even if you try to reach out to me with all your effort, it won't change the fact that you left me tonight.

Or whatever you want, you left me tonight
Regardless of your reasons or explanations, you still chose to leave me tonight.

If you promise me faith with the blade in your hand
Even if you make promises with the threat of self-harm, I won't believe you because you already hurt me by leaving tonight.

If you're scratching your veins, crippled in sand
Even if you're in pain, it won't change the fact that you hurt me tonight by leaving.

If you're starving and bleeding or whatever you do
Even if you're going through terrible things, it's not my responsibility anymore.

I don't care if you're wounded, I don't care about you
I'm indifferent to your pain and suffering because you hurt me by leaving tonight.

If you say that you're grasping, you're wasted away
If you claim to be trying to hold on but you're actually wasting away, it won't make a difference because you left me tonight.

I'll never forgive you, it's the same what you try
Even if you try to make amends or apologize, I won't forgive you for hurting me by leaving tonight.

I don't care if you're bleeding, cause you left me tonight
I'm indifferent to your physical or emotional pain because you hurt me by leaving tonight.

If you curse what is happened, if you try to confess
Even if you regret what happened and try to apologize, it won't change the fact that you left me tonight.

If you give me some promises - nevertheless
Even if you try to make promises or make amends, it won't change the fact that you hurt me by leaving tonight.

I don't care if you're crying
I'm indifferent to your tears and sadness because you hurt me by leaving tonight.

I don't care about you!
I'm done caring or investing in you because you hurt me by leaving tonight.