Her debut album "Noxxious" and her single release "Society" soon guaranteed crowded dancefloors in alternative clubs and they still do today.
Her follow-up album "Paradoxx" (1998) is marked by electronic sounds, melancholic beats and lyrics full of end time romanticism. "Stupid" conquered Belgium's sales charts - her charts entry from zero to place 2 drew international attention on the German electro artist.
In 2001, after a three year break, "Exxtasy" was released. Sara for the first time really was able to present all the variety of her vocal timbre. Her songs, such as "Winter Again" and "Last Desire" became modern classics.
2003 was the time many scene relevant music magazines called the "Noxx Year". Sara once more entered new paths, released her instrumental album "Nonvoxx" which convinced even the last few sceptics when it was sold out within a very short time. In Autumn 2003 the album "Equinoxx" and the single cd "Colder & Colder" were released which claimed the no. 1 position of all European alternative charts for several weeks.
"Lyrixx", Sara's first book with poem's of her, was published in Spring 2004 - it is a unique amalgamation of fear and love with poems both vulnerable and impeaching . Critics lavished her with compliments. Sara Noxx - a versatile artist one can expect to surprise again and again in the future.
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Night in My Hands
Sara Noxx Lyrics
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No grace in my land
No shame by this violence
I split your soul in my hand
I was so hungry for living
I was so hungry for you
So hungry for your whispering
But nothing`s come true
Your face on my window
No blame in my eyes
Track in the sand
Your skin on my pillow
Myself in disguise
You`ll never feel me again
You`ll never burn me again
You`ll never see how I try - to forget
Leave me again
You`ll never hurt me again
You`ll never be the one - deep inside
Light in my silence
(your) voice in my brain
Words like a violence
Are whispering ever the same
I was revealed by the honey
That you gave in my ears
You`re infected my brain
I was endowed with the madness
To believe what you promised
Again and again
Feel me again - there is an oath deep inside me
I can never forget, oh I can never forget you
All your whispering honey is a flame deep inside me
I can never forget, oh I can never forget you
Feel me again - I`ll never burning again
You are a flame deep inside me, a flame deep inside me
(You`ll never) leave me again
You`ll never hurt me again
You`ll never be the one - deep inside
The lyrics of Sara Noxx's "Night in My Hands" are a haunting reflection on love and loss, and the pain and desperation that can come from being deeply committed to someone who is no longer with you. The opening lines set the tone for the rest of the song, with the singer acknowledging the darkness and emptiness that has taken hold of her since her lover left. She sings about the violence that occurred between the two of them, and how she can still feel his presence even though he is gone.
The chorus of the song seems to be a plea to her departed lover, to the effect that although he may never feel her again, she can still feel him, and that his absence has left a deep wound that she cannot forget. This is a theme that runs throughout the song, as the singer laments the fact that she was so hungry for love and companionship that she was willing to endure any pain or hardship in order to keep her lover close, even when it became clear that he was no longer interested in her.
The lyrics of "Night in My Hands" are both poetic and deeply emotional, capturing the raw, unfiltered feelings of someone who has been hurt deeply by love. The song is an exploration of the darker aspects of human relationships, and a reminder that sometimes, even when things seem perfect, they can come crashing down in an instant.
Line by Line Meaning
No light in my silence
My silence is empty and dark, devoid of any illumination or hope.
No grace in my land
There is no beauty or elegance in my surroundings, only pain and brutality.
No shame by this violence
I am not ashamed of the harm I have caused, nor do I regret the violence that has consumed me.
I split your soul in my hand
I have shattered your very essence, tearing you apart and leaving nothing but remnants in my grasp.
I was so hungry for living
I craved life and vitality, desperate for something to fill the emptiness within me.
I was so hungry for you
You were the object of my desire, the one thing I thought could bring me fulfillment.
So hungry for your whispering
I yearned for your words, hoping they would soothe and satisfy me.
But nothing`s come true
All of my hopes and dreams have been shattered, leaving me with nothing but disappointment and despair.
And now the night in my hand
Darkness surrounds me, enveloping me in its embrace and leaving me feeling empty.
Your face on my window
I cannot escape your memory, as it haunts my every waking moment.
No blame in my eyes
I do not hold myself responsible for the pain I have caused, nor do I feel any remorse for my actions.
Track in the sand
My presence has left a mark, but it is only temporary and will soon be erased.
Your skin on my pillow
Your presence is still with me, as evidenced by the trace of your skin on my bedding.
Myself in disguise
I am not who I appear to be, hiding my true self from the world and from myself.
You'll never feel me again
You will never experience my touch or presence again.
You'll never burn me again
You will no longer be able to hurt or harm me in the same way you have in the past.
You'll never see how I try - to forget
You will not witness my attempts to move on and leave the past behind me.
Leave me again
You have left me before, and I fear that you will do so again.
You'll never hurt me again
I am taking control of the situation, and you will not be able to cause me pain in the same way in the future.
You'll never be the one - deep inside
You will never have the same level of emotional or physical intimacy with me again.
Light in my silence
A glimmer of hope or joy in the midst of the darkness and emptiness that surrounds me.
(your) voice in my brain
I cannot escape the sound of your voice, as it echoes in my mind and torments me.
Words like a violence
Your words are like weapons, cutting me deeply and causing pain.
Are whispering ever the same
Your words seem to repeat over and over again, haunting me and causing me discomfort.
I was revealed by the honey
Your sweet words and flattering promises revealed my vulnerabilities and allowed you to take advantage of me.
That you gave in my ears
Your lies and manipulations were whispered directly into my ear, influencing my thoughts and actions.
You're infected my brain
Your influence has taken root in my mind, corrupting my thoughts and perceptions.
I was endowed with the madness
Your words made me insane, causing me to believe things that were not true and act in ways that were harmful to myself and others.
To believe what you promised
I was foolish enough to trust in your empty promises and false assurances.
Again and again
I fell for your lies time and time again, even though I should have known better.
Feel me again - there is an oath deep inside me
You will feel my presence again, as I have made a solemn promise to myself and to the universe that I will never let you go.
I can never forget, oh I can never forget you
Your presence and impact on my life will never leave me, no matter how hard I try to forget.
All your whispering honey is a flame deep inside me
Your sweet words and promises light a fire within me, causing me pain and torment.
Feel me again - I'll never burning again
You will feel my presence again, and I will not be consumed by the same flames of passion and desire that once burned me.
You are a flame deep inside me, a flame deep inside me
Your influence and impact on my life are still present, even though I am trying to move on and forget.
(You'll never) leave me again
I am taking control of my life and my emotions, and I will not allow you to have the same level of power and influence over me again.
You'll never hurt me again
I am strong enough now to protect myself from your manipulations and lies, and you will not be able to cause me harm in the future.
You'll never be the one - deep inside
You will never be able to manipulate or control me on an emotional or physical level again.
Contributed by Austin I. Suggest a correction in the comments below.