All of This Past
Sarah Bettens Lyrics


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Here I go again
Slipping further away
Letting go again
Of what keeps me in place
I like it here
But it scares me to death
There is nothing here
Hmmm mm mmmm mmmm
Hmmm mm mmmmm
Hmmm mm mmmmm mmmm
Hmmm mm mmmmm

The light is beautiful
But I'm darker than life
And you are wonderful
But this moment is mine

All of this dust
All of this past
All of this over and gone and never coming back
All of this forgotten
Not by me

I find comfort here
'Cause I know what is lost
Hope is always fear
For the pain that we cost
And I have searched for the reason to go on
And I've tried and I've tried
But its taken me so long
I might be better off
Closing my eyes
And god will come looking for me in time

All of this dust
All of this past
All of this over and gone and never coming back
All of this forgotten
Not by me

All of this dust
All of this past
All of this over and gone and never coming back
All of this forgotten
Not by me

I can see myself
I look peaceful and pale
But underneath I can barely inhale
I can hear myself singing the song
Over and over until it belongs
To me

Hmmm mm mmmm mmmm
Hmmm mm mmmmm




Hmmm mm mmmmm mmmm
Hmmm mm mmmmm

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Sarah Bettens's song All of This Past paint a picture of a person who is struggling with letting go of their past. The individual acknowledges that they are in a comfortable space, but it frightens them because there is nothing there. The light is beautiful, but the singer feels that she is darker than it. The person acknowledges that they have tried to find reasons to go on, but it's taking them a long time to do so. The singer contemplates closing her eyes, where God will come looking for her in time.


Throughout the song, the singer is acknowledging her past and seems to find comfort in it. She repeats the phrase "All of this over and gone and never coming back, All of this forgotten not by me," showing that she is aware of the past but is trying to move on from it. The person acknowledges that they might be better off closing their eyes, implying that accepting the past and moving on is a better option. The song ends with the singer accepting the past as she sings, "I can hear myself singing the song, Over and over until it belongs to me."


In conclusion, Sarah Bettens's All of This Past is a song about coming to terms with one's past and trying to move on. The lyrics show an individual who is struggling with letting go of their past and finding reasons to go on.


Line by Line Meaning

Here I go again
Starting again


Slipping further away
Moving farther from the current situation


Letting go again
Releasing what holds me in place


Of what keeps me in place
Of what limits my movement


I like it here
Content with the current situation


But it scares me to death
But it fills me with fear


There is nothing here
There is nothing left of the past


The light is beautiful
The present moment is beautiful


But I'm darker than life
But I am weighed down by past experiences


And you are wonderful
The people in this moment are wonderful


But this moment is mine
But this moment belongs to me


All of this dust
All of the past experiences that have settled like dust


All of this past
All of the past events that have shaped me


All of this over and gone and never coming back
All of the past events that cannot be relived


All of this forgotten
All of the past experiences that others may have forgotten


Not by me
But still remembered by me


I find comfort here
I find comfort in these memories


'Cause I know what is lost
Because I am aware of what has been lost


Hope is always fear
The possibility of hope is always accompanied by fear


For the pain that we cost
For the pain that our actions may have caused


And I have searched for the reason to go on
I have searched for a purpose in life


And I've tried and I've tried
And I've made efforts to find meaning


But its taken me so long
It has been a lengthy process


I might be better off
It may be better for me


Closing my eyes
Leaving the present behind


And god will come looking for me in time
And a higher power will eventually guide me


I can see myself
I can visualize myself


I look peaceful and pale
I appear calm and collected


But underneath I can barely inhale
But internally I am struggling to breathe


I can hear myself singing the song
I can hear the song echoing in my head


Over and over until it belongs
Repeating the song until it becomes a part of me


To me
And feels like it comes from within me




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: D. LOHNER, SARAH BETTENS

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this was a good SONG!!!

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This IS a good song.

Pam Gallegos

One of my favorite songs from the Underworld soundtrack. I saw a beautiful painting at my niece’s apartment tonight; I heard this song the moment I saw it. đŸ–€

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Great soundtrack!

Nicole

Thanks for posting this.

James List

wowza!!!! god dang!

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