Just Hold On
Savannah Dexter Lyrics

I said I'm breaking down, holding on tryin' to be tough
I am struggling to hold myself together and putting up a brave front.

Yes it's over now, overdue, over for us
Our relationship has ended and it is long overdue.

Girl I'm going down broken roads searchin' for love
I'm lost, wandering aimlessly, looking for love.

Yeah spin around takin' shots gettin' drunk
I am distracting myself by consuming alcohol.

I'm tryin' to numb it all, I was wrong and it hurts
I am trying to numb my emotions and my actions have caused pain.

You told me never call you again know the words
You have made it clear that you don't want me in your life anymore.

Just to let you know I know you ain't let me go
I am aware that you still think about me and haven't let me go completely.

Because boy I know you better than that
I know you more than you think I do.

I know you hold on to every word
I am aware that you remember and value everything I say.

On to every breath
You hold on to my every breath as well.

On to every tear
You remember and have seen every tear I shed.

On with no regrets
Despite our break up, you have no regrets about ever being with me.

All through the night, I moved on when I left
I have moved on and been with other people.

Get it on with somebody
I have been intimate with other people after our break up.

Every light's on in the house and I'm on your mind
You miss me and think about me all the time.

Now I'm on my second bottle of wine
I am drinking a lot of wine to cope with my thoughts and feelings.

I know I'm off and on when it comes to love
I have a history of being inconsistent in relationships.

But baby before we give up
Before we decide to give up on our relationship entirely.

I need a time machine to take back all the choices I made
I wish I could go back in time and change the mistakes I've made.

While you were loving me I was out here digging my grave
When you loved me, I chose to do things that damaged our relationship and now I am paying the price for it.

I got this inside my heart ain't nothing filling this space
My heart is broken and I feel a void that nothing can fill.

I need another chance I understand that you're still afraid
I want another chance with you but I know you're scared to trust me again.

I was wrong for what I did, wrong for what I said
I acknowledge that what I did and said was wrong and caused pain for you.

Cupid shot the arrow but I shot him dead
I ruined our chance at love by making poor choices.

And I've been a rolling stone for so long
I have been living my life without any real commitment to anyone or anything for a long time.

But now I know without you I'm alone
Now that you're gone, I realize how alone and lost I feel.

This time hold on to every word
If we try again, I want you to pay attention and value everything I say.

On to every breath
I want you to hold on to every breath I take.

On to every tear
I want you to recognize when I'm upset and value my every tear.

On to the regrets
We will hold on to our regrets and learn from them together.

On to the night I came home and never left
I will stay committed to you and never leave your side.

I've moved on from everybody else
I don't want to be with anyone else except for you.

Now every light's on in the house and I'm on your time
I am ready to make things work and give you all of my time and attention.

On this couch with a bottle of wine
We can sit on this couch and drink wine together.

You never moved on despite of what I've put you through
Despite our break up and my mistakes, you never stopped loving me.

Back in your arms
I want to be in your arms once again.

Now all I wanna do is
All I want to do now is hold on to you and never let go.

Just hold on
Let's try to make it work and hold on to each other no matter what.