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Saviour Lyrics

Breathe
Pause and relax before moving forward

I grasp on with patience
I hold on with hope and self-control

I'll hold on
I won't let go

My gracious heart beats on
My kind heart endures

My gracious soul holds strong
My noble spirit remains resilient

My gracious soul
My virtuous essence

I praise the day my spoiled soul will take me home
I long for the day my flawed self will be redeemed

Will take me home
Will bring me to eternal peace

These depths feel all too familiar
These dark places are hauntingly familiar

And they force me back
And they compel me to revisit past trauma

To the very beginning
To a time of origin and confusion

A time of obscurity, I'm so alone
A time of confusion and loneliness

In devils lair, all on my own
Trapped in a place of evil, alone and vulnerable

In devils lair, all by myself
In a place of darkness, without help

All the love in my heart only weighs me down
Love is a burden that holds me back

All the love in my heart only helps me drown
Love is a trap that leads to drowning

All the love in my heart can get fucked
Love is meaningless and worthless

Because they kiss like Judas, no trueness
Because their affection is false, like Judas' kiss

Don't try to slow me down, my Judas
Don't try to stop me, fake friend

I can't settle to be just another no one
I refuse to be mediocre

No I've got ninety nine questions
I have countless questions and doubts

And no ghost on my shoulder telling me
And no imaginary voice haunting me

This is impossible, this is stupid
This is achievable, this is reasonable

Please get out of my way
Please don't hinder me

I don't care if I'm careless
I don't mind being reckless

My gracious has learnt from all the lessons that I've learnt
My kind self has learned from past mistakes

I am on top of the world all by myself
I am successful and victorious alone

I'm on top of the world and I can't look back at the friends
I'm successful and don't need fake friends

That don't mean shit and the bitch that never loved me
That are insignificant and the unloving woman

They don't mean shit
They don't matter at all

I'm feeling twelve foot tall
I'm feeling invincible

And I can't look down
And I won't be humble

I'm still on top of the world
I remain successful

In devils lair
In a place of danger

If you could only see it
If you could only understand

You would be so amazed
You would be impressed

I built an empire
I created something great

I built desire
I gained success through ambition

My gracious heart has learnt a cheap trick
My kind heart has learned a manipulative technique

You people are deceivers
You all are liars and tricksters

You faggots make me sick
You despicable individuals disgust me