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Sci-Clone Lyrics

When I'm cold and alone all I want
When I'm feeling isolated and emotionally distant, all I want is a sense of freedom from these feelings.

Is my freedom, a sudden gust of gravity
The type of freedom I crave is an abrupt and powerful force, like the movement of gravity that has the power to pull me towards something else.

I stop wailing and kicking just to let
Despite wanting to break free from these feelings, I'm willing to give up the fight for now and let myself sink into them.

This water cover me, cover me
I want to be submerged in my emotions completely, like water covering my entire body.

Only if I rest my arms, rest my mind
If I stop resisting and allow myself to be still, my emotions will consume me entirely.

You'll overcome me and swell up around me
My emotions will become overwhelming and surround me completely.

With my fighting so vain, with my vanity
Despite my efforts, my struggle is pointless and motivated by ego.

So fought, I'm rolling over
My resistance will eventually give way and I'll surrender to my emotions.

'Cause in just the same way the stream becomes
Just like water, my emotions can become intense and uncontrollable.

Swollen up, swollen with cold up over the ground
My feelings can overflow and spread beyond me, affecting other areas of my life like a cold that spreads over the earth.

When my heart draws close to the close of autumn
As the season changes and things come to an end, my emotions become more intense and overwhelming.

Your love, your love abounds
Despite these strong emotions, I can find comfort in the love and support of those around me.

All this time I've been thinking, wondering
I've spent a lot of time pondering and reflecting on my emotions and what I want from them.

How would it be to breathe in deep
I wonder what it would feel like to truly embrace my emotions and breathe deeply into them.

Guess I need to be careful when I ask
I need to be mindful of what I ask for, as the reality of my emotions might be more intense than I realize.

For a drink, just might get what I ask for
If I'm too eager to embrace my emotions, I might end up with more than I can handle.

And I know just what you'd say to me
I can predict how others in my life might react to my emotional struggles.

That's why I don't ask you, what would I ask you?
I'm hesitant to seek help or guidance from others, because I'm not sure what I would even ask for.

I'm like a bull-headed boy these days
Lately, I've been stubborn and resistant to anything that might challenge my emotional state.

Crying my toy is gone, you're shiny and new
I'm clinging to something or someone new as a way to distract myself from my emotions and the pain of loss.

'Cause in just the same way the stream becomes
Once again, my emotions can become overwhelming and uncontrollable.

Swollen up, swollen with cold up over the ground
These emotions can spread and impact other areas of my life, like a cold that spreads over the earth.

When my heart draws close to the close of autumn
As the season changes and I'm faced with endings or change, my emotions become more intense and challenging.

Your love, your love abounds
Despite the challenges of my emotions, the love and support of those around me can help me find comfort and stability.

Guess I'll drop my anger here before
I need to let go of my anger and resentment before it consumes me entirely.

I float away and the chains around me
If I don't let go of these emotions, they will only continue to hold me back and keep me stuck.

An awful lot of talking, I don't leave you
Despite talking about my emotions a lot, I'm not actually moving forward or making any changes.

Much to say, you didn't ever leave me
Despite my struggles, the people around me have remained constant and supportive.

And my greatest fear was you'd leave me here
My biggest fear when it comes to my emotions is being left alone to deal with them.

A long time back my feet could touch the bottom
I used to feel like I had control over my emotions and could handle them, but that's no longer the case.