Exodus
Scorn Lyrics


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My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
Twenty bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Thought it a thousand times but now I'm leaving home

Here in the shadows
I'm safe, I'm free
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong

Two months pass by and it's getting cold
I know I'm not lost, I'm just alone
But I won't cry, I won't give up, I can't go back now
Waking up is knowing who you really are

Here in the shadows
I'm safe, I'm free
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong





Show me the shadow where true meaning lies
So much more dismay in empty eyes

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Scorn's song Exodus speak of a person who is leaving home with a backpack full of broken dreams but only twenty dollars to sustain them for the next week. Despite feeling discontent numerous times, they have never vocalized their dissatisfaction until now. The individual seeks solace in the shadows, feeling safe and free. However, they acknowledge that they cannot remain in a place where they do not belong.


As time progresses, the person becomes aware that they may be alone, but they are not lost. They refuse to give up or backtrack as they believe that waking up is understanding their true identity. The lyrics then ask to be shown where the genuine purpose of life lies as they have noticed that there is so much sadness and discouragement in empty eyes.


The song is a poignant commentary on loneliness and searching for one's purpose in life. It touches on themes of self-discovery, acceptance, and perseverance. The combination of the melancholic lyrics and the resonant bassline creates an atmosphere of solemnity.


Line by Line Meaning

My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
My bag is full of shattered hopes and desires that I have given up on.


Twenty bucks should get me through the week
I have very little money left to survive the entire week, only twenty dollars at my disposal.


Never said a word of discontentment
I have always kept my complaints to myself, never letting anyone know how I truly feel.


Thought it a thousand times but now I'm leaving home
I have been contemplating leaving home for the longest time and now, I am actually doing it.


Here in the shadows
The darkness is my solace.


I'm safe, I'm free
I feel secure and unburdened here.


I've nowhere else to go but
I have no other choice but to remain in the shadows.


I cannot stay where I don't belong
I cannot endure the feeling of not fitting in and belonging somewhere.


Two months pass by and it's getting cold
Time is flying by and the weather is turning cold.


I know I'm not lost, I'm just alone
I am fully aware that I am not lost, I am simply lonely.


But I won't cry, I won't give up, I can't go back now
I refuse to surrender and break down emotionally. I am also unable to go back to where I came from.


Waking up is knowing who you really are
Through these experiences, I am discovering my true self.


Show me the shadow where true meaning lies
I wish to find the darkness that holds the true purpose and meaning of my life.


So much more dismay in empty eyes
I see much more sadness and despair in eyes that are devoid of any emotion.




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@artemiskhakov7459

Lyrics?
Seems like what's there in the internet is simply incorrect and seems rather Evanescence song:

Scorn - Exodus

My black backpack’s stuffed with broken dreams
Twenty bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Thought it a thousand times but now I’m leaving home
Here in the shadows
I’m safe, I’m free
I’ve nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don’t belong
Two months pass by and it’s getting cold
I know I’m not lost, I’m just alone
But I won’t cry, I won’t give up, I can’t go back now
Waking up is knowing who you really are
Here in the shadows
I’m safe, I’m free
I’ve nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don’t belong
Show me the shadow where true meaning lies
So much more dismay in empty eyes



All comments from YouTube:

@christianachmueller5699

I love the Nik Bullen's vocal mood/style... it gives to the sound a sad dark/doom touch... simply perfect !!

@DieHumanless

Hard to believe this song is nearly 30 years old, now. I have listened to this on repeat many, many times.

@fleshofdanny

My all time favorite song....23 years, and counting :P

@cesarvb1452

same!!!

@cesarvb1452

One of my all time favs

@susanmuir2205

Fabulous eclectic composition, thankyou 😊

@TheZombiefied

best night trip music ever

@enricestevemir7965

The voice sounds like Karl Hyde of Underworld, and love the sounds of Arabic percussion and Australian didgeridoo in this song !

@PrimitiveInTheExtreme

An exodus in music.

@twomusketeers8920

The song of all time

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